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The Hawthrone Chat Room, was a really interesting place to be late at night. Sure the ratio to boys and girls were slim Tanner and Isaac had been the only guys and well Luis was to join in, but no one really seemed to acknowlege him much but that was another story. He knew other things went on about behind the scenes, but he didn't feel like it was his place. He was just a guy playing a game and making new friends. The night was extremely fun and extremely interesting.

The ladies and Isaac saw him naked plenty last night and he wasn't really sure if his nudes were on facebook or not courtesy of Isaac and Marilyn, but he didn't want to really know. He did feel with that though he needed to keep up his different body shap or his really good shape. He kept up his figure in case e needed it, but he didn't keep it up purely for looks he really was strong and he did pride himself on being strong.

He didn't need anyone to spot him as he layed down on the bench after placing the weights on the bar bell. If people couldn't count how much he had he had not intention of letting them know how much he benched. He didn't want to flaunt because well he had an ego, but he wasn't egotistical. He was way to nice to let on stuck like so. "One, two, three" he counted out as he benched.

Other people were kind of just around he really wasn't too focused on others at the moment, because he was in the zone. If he didn't sweat and feel the burn during a workout then he didn't consider it one. Being physically fit to a lot of people was extremely important.

[zilya alexis raskolnikov]

Zilya was still new here. Things hadn't started in the best possibly way. She had everything back in Russia but after her mother's death, she was forced to come live with her father in America. Considering she hadn't seen the man since she was six, Zilya wasn't expecting too much. She thought it might be okay and wanted to think positive but the moment she arrived at the house, she was pulled by her hair to her room and yelled at for hours. He even hit her quite a few times. He burned all her clothes, threw out her make-up and told her that she was not to see her half-brother and sister.

She was told that she was a mistake, a disgrace, a monster among other things and Zilya cried but that only made it worse. She was left locked her room where she stayed for four days not even wanting to eat or go anyway. She had nothing with her and only wanted her mother but she couldn't even have that.

On the fourth day, she was brought to Hawthorne where things were a little better. She spent a day locked in her room, talking to a girl named Savannah. She didn't get much interaction, especially since being given one of the single rooms, she didn't even a room mate to talk to.

It was like going from one hell to the next but things were starting to get better. She borrowed a bit of Savannah's make up to hide the black eye but she wasn't able to perfectly hide it and the cut lip was a clear sign that she had been beaten.

Not having much left in the way of clothes, Zilya wasn't fashionably dressed for the gym but she went anyway. Sitting on a mat in the corner, she did her yoga quietly, not wanting to get in anyone's way. She used to be a model, she walked the runway for Jean Paul Gaultier for two seasons and now she had nothing. They still asked for her all over Europe but her uncle would tell them that she was taking a break, to live with her father. It had only been a week and thus there was no reason to be suspicious.

Her uncle had sent her more of her things, clothes, etc but she had to wait for it, she was due to get it all by the end of the day and Zilya was sure that things would be better then. For now she simply sat on her mat and did her yoga. When she was done, she looked around, planning to go but then she saw a boy lying on a weight bench, lifting weights. He really needed a spotter just in case he found himself in a bit of trouble. It really wasn't safe so the former model, standing at 5'10, decide to use what little courage she had left to go speak to this person. She walked up at him with all the grace she had on thew runway, making even the borrowed old gym clothes look like a designer outfit. Even after all that had happened, Zilya was still able to look the part of a model, even if she felt ugly thanks to all the hatred she got this week.

"You should not do that alone, you might have accident if they are too heavy," the Russian warned him, standing there with her hands on the towel that rested around her neck. Other than the barely obvious black eye and the cut lip, Zilya was still looking every bit like the runway model she was just a week ago.

Her accent was thick and her English wasn't the best but at least she managed to get her message across. Her voice had been just a little deeper than most girls and there were reasons for that but Zilya always made a note to sound sweet and soft spoken to counter the added deepness to her voice.

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Tanner was fairly new here still. Yeah, he was here, because he was attempting to get better, but at the same time he was curious to why hsi parents didn't understand it was not that bad. Sure, he had gone a little too far one night, but they really did not understand that well it was hard to not feel wanted even from the old enough to function. His mother just left him in the hospital abandoned him. Sure, he loved the fact that these people took him in, but he just he didn't even well he didn't have a picture a name some people had that and he didn't. He didn't want to be such a downer on himself, but well there like with many was always going to be this empty space in his heart.

The boy had only been here a week and everyone had seen him nude. Well, if they knew Isaac, because well he put pictures up on his facebook. That was not a good thing at all. That would not keep him under the radar at all. He didn't mind not being noticed by the staff members. Though he didn't mind getting to know the group of people he had. They all seemed rather cool. So far he knew Luce, Marilyn, Isaac, Alliya, Summer, and Hannah.

Of course, after lifting for some time he got tired, but not before the girl walked up and told him he shouldn't be doing this by himself. Sure, he knew i was dangerous, but he well he didn't ever overdo it. Sure, he was buff and he knew it, but he tried not to flaunt too much, but he wouldn't hurt himself. If he got sore he would put up the weights. He sat up and looked at her. She was beautiful. Looked like seh could be a model or something.."I know I don't strain myself though...I know my limits." he said picking up his water and took a drink.

A smile crept across his face. "I won't do it again though." he said and stood up and whiped his hand off on his towel. "I would shake your hand, but the barbells are kind of dirty and well germs.." he said and bit his lip. "My name is Tanner its nice to meet you miss.." he said wanting to get her name.

[zilya alexis raskolnikov]

Zilya took a step back and tilted her head as she looked at the boy. He was so muscular and attractive but she knew not to let that get to her. Boys didn't like her, and it was understandable. Zilya was a little different.. Or perhaps a lot different to the other girls.. Or every girl on the planet.. Either way, she knew better than to even think that a boy was attractive.

He smiled though and it made her smile too. He has a nice smile, she thought before quick pushing those thoughts away. No, nothing was ever going to happen here. Straight boys would smile at her until they figured out that the tall model was not exactly what she appeared to be. Then usually they would be horrified and sometimes angry before leaving. She understood though, some might feel like they had been deceived but Zilya wasn't doing it on purpose, this was just who she was.

She just nodded, keeping her words to a minimum for several reasons. One, she was conscious about what she said, her English wasn't that good and she didn't like to make too many mistakes and secondly, her voice was deeper and as much as she tried, it would always be this way but she often got away with it because of the harshness of her accent. Most Russian girls would end up sounding just a fraction huskier than other women for this reason so Zylia used it to her advantage.

Zylia smiled again when he said 'miss'. Not many people picked up on the fact that something was a little off, especially when there were real girls out there who looked much more masculine than she did. "Zilya," she told him. He was tall but at 5'10, there weren't a whole lot of men taller than her. Still, Zilya kept her head just slightly tilted and shifted her weight again to make herself appear not quite as tall as she was. Flat shoes or no shoes at all often helped too. "It's nice to meet you also," she told him with a smile. "You play sports here?" she asked, giving him something else to talk about. He looked so physically fit, she had to wonder if he was on a sports team or something at this school.

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Now, at the angle that he was standing he could tell she wasn't like most girls here, but then not all girls were like well she was really tall. He was about the same heighth as her. He found her kind of hot in a way, but Tanner was a male teenager, the boy would probably think a lot of women or girls were hot. She was just kind of exotic looking to him. It was intrueging.

The smile on her made him smile a little wider. He really did know that smile. Sure, he couldn't tell that she wasn't a she. The tall girl with extremely light almost whitish blonde hair couldn't really be made out to be much more. Of course her smile would be pretty she was a model even though he didn't know that, but all the same he had to compliment. "You have a lovely smile miss" he said sense he had yet to get her name.

He noticed a slight accent when she mentioned something about him not lifting without a spot, but Tanner wasn't really good with figuring out where people were from. He kind of found everyone equal so he didn't ask most times or well not so much ask, but care, but that wasn't to say he was mean.

The girl seemed a little silent, but hey al the same she seemed really nice and Tanner liked everyone just the same. He took another drink of his water and the closed it putting it on the bench. He then toweled off his forhead. She finall introduced herself and he grinned. "That is a very unique name, I like it." he said throwing out his two sense.

[/b] He was also trying to think of someting to say. Then it came to him he hadn't seen her before. "How do you like the school so far?" he asked before she asked him about sports. "I've been here a week, but I'm thinking about it still...it would be fun..do you plan on playing any sports?" he asked her curiously.[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]

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Zilya just smiled even more then felt her cheeks go warm. It was sweet of him to say that and she appreciated the compliment. "Thank you, you too, have a nice smile," she told him. He seemed really nice but then he probably hadn't picked up on the one thing that made guys back away from her.

Zilya was used to getting certain types of compliments but it was rarely like this. Usually it was 'you have great bone structure' or 'we like your look', it was always either work related or simply from her mother telling her she was beautiful.

"Thank you," she said again with a smile. He was so generous with the compliments and it felt nice, especially after the week of constantly being told the opposite and beaten to further prove it. Still, the smile faded quickly. He wouldn't be saying this if he knew, she thought. She didn't want anyone to know. She simply wanted to have the operations and take the hormones and put right what had been wrong since her very conception. This body was not who she was and she was reminded of that almost every second or every day.

"I've.. I've not seen most of it," she admitted. "I have been in my room for maybe almost two days," she told him. She wouldn't usually confide in someone so quick but Zilya just felt so alone that he drove her to reach out for anyone who would listen but it wasn't enough. "I have to wait my clothes will come tonight but otherwise I have only this that I borrowed from friend," she explained. That was why she couldn't really go out to too many places, she just didn't really have much to wear.

Zilya shook her head and licked lips before answering his question. "No, I don't do sports," she told him. She was practically a rake and even sports requires some sort of muscle tone. Plus even back in Russia, no one knew where to put her. In the girls team or the boys? It was just complicated so Zilya stayed away all together. "I was not so much in school in Russia so I have no time to be in sports there and maybe not here also," she tried to explained. She skipped a lot of classes and although her mother tried to make up for it with tutors it wasn't the same so trying to speak English was just a little bit difficult and hadn't been necessary until she got here.

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The smile on his face only gre when she complimented his smile this time. Tanner would have blushed, but well now he did. "You are very welcome" he said and picked up his water. "Well thanks to you too" he was just being honest though she really did have a realy wonderful smile.

"Well, what have you not seen I am all sweaty already and walking the fresh air if you'd like I would be happy to show you around the rest of it." sure,he hadn't seen everything himself but that was the perfect time to explore and it could be really comical if he tried to show her qround right now and didn't know where he was because that meant he could crack a joke.

When she said that she didn't so sports he just nodded. Some people were not swports people and some people were sport nuts. That was just how the world worked. He tended not to judge people based on that. "Oh well, hey sports can be a little rough sometimes." he admitted. So the girl was from Russia. Well he knew that her accent was rather strong from somewhere obviously. "Ah, well do you like to watch sports?" he asked kind of curious fi she dind'tlike doing sports then maybe she watched the game.

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Zilya looked up again. Blue gray eyes sparkled a bit at the prospect of going around the school a little more and seeing it with a good looking guy. "Okay," the Russian said with a smile. She would gladly go see whatever he could show her. She hadn't seen seem most of it and a walk would be nice.

Zilya just smiled. It was true, not everyone liked sports. She didn't mind it but he had made a point there. It was rough and she didn't really like that. She was more interested in something like modeling where things were centered around simply posing and focusing on angles and knowing what would look good. It was what she knew better than simply using brute force or skill do kick a goal or get a ball into a hoop or something. Plus being tall and thin didn't help with most sports anyway.

"Yes, I will watch but I have not watched so much sports before," she admitted. "Usually I am busy working and traveling or I study," she explained, not going into detail yet about what sort of work she did or why she would travel a lot for it. If he asked though, she would gladly explain.

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Tanner watched her rather intently as he waited for her to reply to his offer. There was a chance she would say no, because honestly Tanner couldn’t be everyone’s cup of tea, but that was a risk he was willing to take. You never really knew and answer to a question unless you asked. A wide smile crossed his face when she said okay. ”Cool.” he said acting all cassuaaal about it. ”I’m going to go wash my hands real quick.”

He went and washed his hands really fast and opened his locker spraying some bodyspray on himself so he wouldn’t be so conscious of how he smelt. He had been here awhile so he could only imagine. Then he walked back out over to her. ”Shall we?” he asked with a grin holding his hand out to kind of guide the way towards the exit. This would be really cool getting to know someone new as well as himself. ”So I’m not the expert but maybe that will be all the more fun” he admitted to the girl hoping she wouldn’t mind that too too much.

”Well, sports are no good unless they are fun to watch, so I know the feeling.” he admitted himself. He didn’t really like playing unless somehow there was a point to it. ”If you don’t mind me asking where have you traveled miss I mean Zilya” he said biting his lip. He for some reason found miss more proper for this particular girl, but he didn’t want to upset her by not calling her by the name she introduced herself as.

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Zilya was pretty excited about making a new friend, especially a good looking friend who seemed to smile a lot. He was nice too which was great but despite being convinced that nothing was going on here it was still a nice feeling to have and Zilya wasn't going to deny herself that. It wasn't as though she was doing anything wrong here. They were just going to go walk around for a little while, no harm done.

As he went off to wash his hands, Zilya ran her hand through her hair, neatening it out a bit. She didn't have her things with her to touch up the make up in order to make sure everything looked good but there were mirrors in there. Checking herself quickly she smiled. She didn't use a lot of make up and usually went for a more natural look with perhaps a little bit of darker eye shadow or light eye liner. Nothing too fancy, just enough to give her to look she wanted.

When he came back, Zilya nodded and followed his lead, looking a little shy and quiet. It was always nice to get any positive attention from boys but she knew it wouldn't last. Still, she was determined to enjoy it while she had it.

Zilya just smiled. "I think it will be more fun that way," she said. She wouldn't mind getting lost. It wasn't as though the school was a maze anyway and they could always stop and ask for directions or help if they did find themselves really lost. Either way, exploring the school was something that she would have to do eventually anyway or why not do it with a good looking guy?

"Oh.. No where much. Just to Paris and Milan," she told her. "It's for my work I was model and I do photo shoots in my country but fashion shows and runway in Milan and Paris," she explained as though it wasn't anything all that amazing.

'Miss' he kept calling her that and it was nice. Zilya had lived as a girl since she was six and as she got older (after hitting puberty) a few people would notice that something was a little off and it upset her to be reminded of it more than she usually did so the little things like this always made her smile.

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Tanner couldn't help but show his pearly whites areound people that were like sweathearts. Zilya had came up to him in a nice manner and informed him what he was doing could be a hazard. Plus, she was really a prize on the eyes. Tanner wasn't a player or anything, but getting to know such a lovely young lady while walking around the school would not hurt one bit.

He felt better now that his hands were clean and what not, because it had bee gross in here. He aslo like that he smelt decent because it was gross to have to smell body odor. He knew that and he wouldn't want to put anyone through that especially a really beautiful girl. There was a lot of those here, but there was just something that was different about her.

Tanner went and opened the door for her with a smile. "After you miss" he said and when she walked out he followed her. She seemed shy, but he could understand, because he could tell she struggled slightly with English, and he didn't judge her for it, but he could see why she didn't want to use it.

"Cool, because I just wanted to throw it out there" he said smiling still. "I mean I offered to give a tour, but I feel like it could be a poor situation." though he knew that it would be fun. The whole being lost thing and this school being like a maze. "Yes, I agree it will be fun"

"Wow a model...im stunned and taken back being in such precense." he said with a smile. Yeah, he was really flustered now. A model he had never really met a model before and she was well she def fit the bill. Tanner didn't notice at all that she wasn't a she at all. The dude was legitly sexy.

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He even opened the door for her with a smile and that made Zilya smiled too. He was being so nice to her when he really had no obligation to. It made her happy to know someone like that and it made her forget all the bad things for the moment.

"Spasiba," she said, quietly thanking him in her own native tongue as she stepped through the door. She sometimes back into it, especially when she was distracted by someone as attractive as him and he was just so darn sweet and polite too. Boys like him weren't all that common so it was nice when you did meet one.

It didn't even matter that he didn't know the place that well. Zilya would still enjoy spending a bit of time with him. Even if she didn't say very much she would at least enjoy the company for a while.

Zilya laughed a little at his words and it made her blush again. It really wasn't such a big deal to her because she had been in the industry for a few years now but for him to say something like that did make her smile, with blue eyes sparkling with content and perhaps happiness too. Her career was on hold now and she wasn't much of a model anymore but Zilya chose not to think of that, not when she had this nice boy to talk to.

"It's nothing," she said, trying to play it off like it wasn't a big deal but appreciating the positive attention anyway. "It's just you stand and they take picture or you just walk and try to not fall.. That's all," she said with a shrug, as though her work wasn't all that amazing when in fact it did require more work than just that. "So where will we go first?" she asked, looking back up at him with a smile.

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Notes: lmao janet! that last line made me lol! XD 'the dude was legitly sexy' lmao! you're so awse <3

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Tanner was brought up to be a gentelmen in the foster home system and though it was rare he was a really good guy though. A smile on a girls face was always a wonderful thing. There was not one complaint. He enjoyed making her smile and watching a smile creap across her face.

Tanner didn't know what that meant, but he just smile dbecause he assumed that it wasa good thin, because he didn't think that Zilya was really capable of being mean to him when she wsw being so nice and well whil ehe was beingnice as well. That wouldn't make sense. "Whats that mean miss?" he asked curious.

The company was very much oblidged. She was very silent but she didn't have to say much to be good compant because he found her nice and very attractive. Sure that wasn't a great reason for finding her to be great, but well he was sure he would get to know her better at smomepoint.

Tanner really was smitten that he was in a models precence. He was kind of wondering what she was doing here, because usually models would go to rehab and all would be good, bu maybe here sory is or was just to deap for hm to underestand and he was trying to make her explain, but it ws just odd Hawthrone of all palces.

When she explained her job he k,nd of smirked and acted to a pose and then pretended to fall. "an I suck at this." he said acting like he was going to fall he wasn't making fun of her he was just shwoing her ite wasn't so easy, but he and't been trying a lot, but it was proof."Hmm well how about the inside of the shcool?" he asked wondering what she had seen and wthat he hadnt
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Zilya glanced back up. It took a second to realize what she had said and what he meant. "It means thank you in Russian," she explained to him with a smile. Sometimes the language would just slip back in there.

He seemed to really like being around her and he hardly even knew her but Zilya wasn't going to complain. He liked being around him too but this was never going to work. She wasn't right, no one was going to like her if she couldn't like herself. As nice as it would be, she wasn't going to fool herself, this was just a little bit of flirting nothing more.

Zilya laughed a little, this boy was funny and he was really sweet. "You should try it in heels, it will be more difficult," she joked. It was true though. It was difficult to actually do but she was only teasing him. She looked back at him again and couldn't help but notice the toned muscles, even underneath that shirt. God, he was just so amazingly attractive, Zilya quickly turned away. No, she couldn't look. As much as she was a girl, she was still physically a boy and unfortunately being a boy meant that when things turned you on enough, the reaction could actually be visible and she did not need that, though with it being tucked away it was just going to constrict and hurt like a bitch and no, Zilya did not need that either.

"Sure," she said with a smile and a nod. "Anywhere is good," she told him. She would go see just about anything with this boy, she didn't mind one bit. Zilya was also glad that the conversation hadn't gotten too personal yet. The last thing she needed was to get ask why she was here.. though there were minor reasons as well and technically they were in her file and thus not a lie and as much as she hated to admit it to herself, let alone tell anyone, anorexia was a problem and an eating disorder was much easier to talk about then gender identification disorder.

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Tanner smiled a little bit when she said that it was Russian. Well, it wasn't like he had stopped smiling at all actually. He just thought it was kind of cool. "How do you say your welcome?" he asked thinking that he may be willing to give it a shot.

Tanner could really like anyone and everyone if they liked themselves and seemed nice enough about different things. She seemed to kind of fit that picture though he noticed she was kind of timid in a sense. Tanner didn't understand, but he wasn't going to ask, because he figured it was just because she didn't really know him all that well, but she would end up being comfortable with him at some point or another sooner or later.

"Could you see me in heels?" he asked batting his lashes as he looked down at his feet. They would pry break the dang shoe! He had some big masculine like feet. Some dudes were into that though and he really didn't judge them. They were how they were and he was how he was. Tanner was being funny, but he wasn't oblivious he could tell when someone was checking him out and this girl was but he pretended not to notice and look away, because after all she seemed shy to him. He had kind of just checked out her main features, but he would be modest about it because being a guy and all well in basketball shorts after a workout if you had a problem then it would be obvious! He wasn't in to taking that risk until like he was about to say bye and go back to his dorm, because his roomate well he wouldn't be looking or he might he never really knew where people's eyes were all the time.

"Anywhere alright lets go see in inside town?" he asked her with a smile. He had his wallet and stuff so he figured maybe he'd show her the town and then they could tour the school, because as they walked to the bus he could see the cool things so he could show her cool things! "We could go see the lake or do something crazy and fun..just be random" he said looking towards her to see if she had any suggestions.