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Post by victoria hope jean on Jan 17, 2011 20:59:33 GMT -5
 
Hope was still in shock about everything that had happened that night. She didn't think that anything would go as wrong as it did. She really wished that she saw it coming, before she made the first mistake. Now her stomach was in pain all because of this. She bit her bottom lip as her eyes moved to every corner, before she began walking down the hall. She didn't want anyone to see her like this; it would cause people to ask questions and she didn't want to put up with curious bitches at the moment. She still wasn't in a good mood. She stood infront of the infirmary for a few moments, really not wanting to go inside. She hated the infirmary, it was stupid.
Finally, she got up the courage to go inside. She pulled open the door and walked into the infirmary. She looked around for a few moments before sitting down on one of the beds that were in there. She didn't even know why she came to the infirmary when she could fix this up herself; maybe she just wanted to make sure it would be alright? She had, afterall, never been cut by someone else. Not that it bothered her all that much, she'd definitely done worse to herself, but still. It was the fact that he had the balls to cut her on the stomach in the first place. She let out a breath and swung her legs, seeing as she was too short to touch the floor on this bed and yelled out, "Hello!? Is anyone here?"
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Jan 17, 2011 21:52:22 GMT -5
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Kobby was simply wondering around Hawthorne. He had a lot on his mind, and didn’t much feel like being in his room at the moment. It wasn’t that he didn’t like his roommate, it was more that he didn’t want to be around anyone. So Kobby decided to travel along the part of the school that wasn’t much traveled by students and that led him over to the infirmary. Of all the time Kobby had been here, he hadn’t really needed to come this way. He didn’t have a lot of times when he needed any kind of medical attention. Sure, there were the few headaches he had, but that was usually covered by his doctor. But even though he didn’t need to be here, he was.
He was only passing by when he heard a small voice from within the larger room. And he knew that voice, so Kobby stopped and listened for a moment. But there was nothing else after that and he stood for amoment trying to decide what to do. On one hand, he was extremely pissed at Hope and really didn’t want anything to do with her at the moment. But then again, if she were hurt… He couldn’t stand the thought of her being hurt and because she had asked if anyone was there, she must need help.
He groaned to himself, knowing that he would regret this but still turned and entered the infirmary. “Are you alright Hope?” He asked in an very monotone voice. He didn’t want to chat with her, all he wanted was to see if she was alright and then be on his way.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Jan 17, 2011 22:20:43 GMT -5
Hope let out a frustrated sigh and moved to lay on the bed. She looked at little bit of blood that was on her pajamas shirt and frowned. These were her favorite pajamas, just because they had cookie monster on them, and now they were ruined. All because of fucking Jeff. She rose up the shirt slightly and looked at the cut. It had stopped bleeding, thankfully, and she could get a better look at it. Well, as good as she could with dried blood around it. She needed to clean it, but she really couldn't bother with it, "Where is the fucking nurse?" She grumbled out, lifting up to look around again.
Then, out of nowhere, she heard a voice. A familiar voice that was pissed off at her. She got off of the bed quickly and stood up. He asked if she was okay. It was obvious that she was going to lie, she didn't want to get Jeff into trouble, as fucked up as that was, "Um.." Ha, that was a great start, right? Not really. He'd caught her offguard and she could never come up with a lie on the spot like that. She wasn't that talented, "Um, yeah.. I'm fine." She reached up and ran a hand through her hair, before looking down at the ground and mumbling to herself, "It's not like you care anyway," She doubted that he could hear what he said, and she didn't want him to. She was just stating the obvious. He didn't care.. He couldn't, could he? She didn't deserve to be cared about by him, not after what she'd done.
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Jan 18, 2011 0:39:43 GMT -5
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It was awkward, and he could tell by the tone in her voice that she wasn't sure what they were at the moment. Kobby had no idea, but when he saw blood on her shirt he freaked. Kobby might have been mad at her, but at the point he was only worried and nothing else really mattered.
"Hope what happened to you!?" he asked, taking long strides to get to her. Why was she standing up? She needed to lay down and as he reached her Kobby very gently bent down lifted her up.
"Jesus, can you not do anything on your own?" He set her on the bed so that she was laying down and shook his head gently before pulling up a chair. Before sitting down he looked over and grabbed one of the kits that the nurses used and opened it up. Mumbling to himself he took a few things to help clean her up.
"Your just gonna lay there and tell me what happened, understood?" He asked her pulling her shirt up only enough so that he could see her cut. Nothing more, Kobby wasn't a creep like that. "Jesus christ hope.."
Kobby had never met someone like her before, and he was starting to think that maybe she was bad for his health.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Jan 18, 2011 17:12:50 GMT -5
Hope crossed her arms over her chest, knowing that she wasn't going to tell him what happened anytime soon. Did he really care? If so, it was making her happier by the second. She knew that it didn't really mean anything, but it was still nice to know that he cared enough about her to worry about her and take care of her.
She let out a surprised gasp when he lifted her up, but a frown came to her lips at his next statement, "I can do plenty on my own, thank you very much!" She said as she was laid down on the bed. Her eyes watched him grab one of the nurses kits and her frown deepened. She could clean it out herself, she didn't need him to do it. She was mainly thinking that, because she didn't want him to see what happened. She didn't want to have to tell him the story of what happened in the student lounge, it would just bring more trouble; trouble she didn't need, nor did she want.
Biting her bottom lip, she watched his face for the expression when she pulled up her shirt to see the cut. To her, it wasn't that bad, but it was also because she'd done worse. It still hurt like hell, yeah, and she didn't even want to think about how it was going to hurt when they began to clean the cut up, "It wasn't my fault.." She mumbled, looking away from Kobbys face.
That was a complete lie; if she hadn't pissed Jeff off so much, this wouldn't have happened. She wouldn't be here right now. She didn't want to tell him what happened, she was afraid that it was only going to make him mad. She didn't want him to be mad, or upset, or anything of the sort. It wasn't a side of him that she liked to see.
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Jan 23, 2011 15:54:01 GMT -5
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He cared.. he cared about anything that had to do with her. Her health, her school. Who she was with, if she was happy. Was she happy? He looked down at her as he dabbed her cut with some antibacterial stuff. But he wasn’t just watching her, he was really looking at her. It was Hope after all, he liked her a lot. He cared for her a lot…
“Well, you’re not doing a very good job of showing it…” He muttered as he threw away the bloody piece of gauze and started on a new one. It looked like it hurt, but Kobby wasn’t trying to hurt her. He was trying to help her.
“And rather it was your fault or not doesn’t really matter. It happened, and seeing as I’m here you should probably tell me what happened” He paused for a second and looked back at her face again. “Yeah Hope, I’m still upset with you but that doesn’t mean I don’t care about you” He sighed gently and threw that away too. He didn’t really know if it would need stitches or anything like that. Kobby had little knowledge of things like that, but he took some clean gauze and antibacterial cream. Putting probably too much on her cut he covered it with some gauze and tapped it down around the sides.
Taking a seat on the cot next to her he moved some face to her side. “So can you tell me Hope?” he asked watching her.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Jan 23, 2011 17:46:11 GMT -5
As Kobby cleaned her cut, she looked at his face. She was lucky that this guy cared for her.. how could she have fucked what they could have had, up? With the guy that slashed her, nonetheless. Kobby was attractive, nice, protective, and obviously got very jealous. Not that she minded, she got very jealous as well when it came to a girl flirting with the guy that she was head over heels for. And she really liked Kobby, she couldn't deny that. Hell, the first day she met him, she told him her story. She never does that, but she felt like she could trust him. And she had hoped that he felt that same. Well, if he did trust her, he didn't anymore after what she did.
Hope frowned over at Kobby and shook her head, "Well, I could have cleaned this myself, but you didn't let me," she mumbled, watching what he was doing. This was simple work, she didn't know why people insisted that a student go to the infirmary, when what the nurse did was just common sense. But, ofcourse, no many teenagers liked to use their common sense nowadays, they liked to be complete idiots and do what they wanted, when they wanted.
She let out a frustrated sigh and, when he said that he cared about her, a ghost of a smile made its way to her lips, but it disappeared as soon as it came. When he was done cleaning her up, she sat up and looked over at him, biting her lip. She wanted to tell him, she really did, but she didn't want him to get mad and try to go after Jeffree. All of this was her fault,anyway. She felt that she deserved what happened to her. She had it coming, "Yeah," She said, letting out a breath, looking at the cot, before talking again, "Me and Jeffree were fighting in the common room. It wasn't nice.. He told me that he was going to make my life hell, and I told him he couldn't.. He took out a knife, and I tried to get it from him, but instead he.." she motioned to the cut on her stomach. Yeah, she shortened the story by alot. She couldn't remember every little thing that had happened, besides that was just the main part that he needed to know.
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Jan 24, 2011 19:49:05 GMT -5
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So there Kobby sat, close to Hope. It would be so easy to just lean over and press his lips to hers. That what he wanted to, over anything else but he couldn’t. He needed to talk to her about what they were, what she had done. About how he wasn’t sure she could trust him.. He also needed to know what had happened to her. Why she was always getting hurt. She was here for trying to kill herself, and as much as kobby cared about this girl he couldn’t be with someone who was still thinking like that. It was too much for Kobby to deal with as a person. He wasn’t strong enough for that.
She sat up, and he made a move to help her but she hadn’t needed it. That was fine, but he would rather she know he was there if she needed help. Even if had nothing to do with the cut on her stomache..Kobby would help her with anything she might need help with. He was defenseless when he was actually around her. He didn’t know what that met, or what it made him to her. But it was what it was.
Kobby ignored her small comment about not really needing his help. That didn’t matter to him, Kobby cared about Hope so he would always help her if he could.
She then started to explain what had happened, and the first name she mentioned was Jeffree’s. His jaw tightened at that.. why was she still spending time with this kid? Kobby just watched her, not even trying to hide the fact that he was angry at her choice of company. It wasn’t okay that she was with him.. it hurt Kobby’s feelings and though he looked like a lot, he was a gentle person. Kobby didn’t deal well with people he couldn’t trust, and as her story kept going he trusted her less and less. But the fact that she was only with Jeff wasn’t what really set him off. The fact that he had had to nerve to actually hurt her? The guy was douche, and Kobby found himself standing up because he couldn’t think of anything else to do.
He walked away from the bed, but very slowly. Bending his elbows, Kobby rested in the palms of his head ontop of his head, fingers crossed to hold them together. “What do you expect me to say to that?” He asked gently, still facing away from her.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Jan 24, 2011 20:31:36 GMT -5
Hope watched his facial expression as she told him what happened. He was angry, he wasn't hiding it. Was he angry at her? Maybe she should have mentioned that they didn't meet up, he just sort of showed up there. This whole night was just turning into a disaster, and she didn't want that to happen. She wanted so badly to make up with Kobby, and maybe she shouldn't have told him what happened. Or maybe she should have worded it better, "Uh.. we didn't meet up or anything," she said, not really knowing why. Why did she say that? Maybe because she was afraid that he thought they were trying to work things out? Yeah, that was it. She didn't want Kobby to think anything more than what happened.
Her eyes watched him as he stood up and walked away from her. Was he leaving? But, no, he wasn't. She found that out when he stopped walking and began talking to her. She didn't expect him to say anything, he was the one that had asked what happened to her, so she told him. She didn't want to keep secrets from him, she hadn't yet and she wasn't planning on it. It was a good trait of hers, she was always honest. She tried as much as she could to keep herself from lying, lying would only cause more trouble for her. Yeah, obviously honesty had got herself into a messy situation, but if she had lied about any of this it would have turned out way worse.
"There's nothing I'm expecting you to say, Kobby. You asked what happened," She said quietly, looking at his back for a moment before moving her eyes to the cot that she was sitting on. She started picking at it, a frown on her lips. She wanted to know what he was thinking, what was going on up in that mind of his. Was it good? No, obviously not. He was mad, he didn't know what to say. Was it bad? She had a hunch that it was. Life sure was testing her right now, and she didn't like it.
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Jan 26, 2011 16:25:12 GMT -5
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Kobby turned and looked at her, letting his hands fall as he shoved them into his pocket. He let out a laugh, and shook his head.
"What the hell are you wearing Hope?" He asked, walking back to the cot and leveling his face with hers. He had bent over, so that his palms were on the edge, with his arms holding them up. She had been totured enough as far as he could see, and when he had turned and looked at her.. Kobby could tell that he had only been making it worse. That wasn't something he wanted to do, or be responsible for. Her pain was something he wanted to help her get rid of, not get more of.
So would he let her off the hook? Certainly not, but he was going to try. Really try, not just say it and go on like he had been lately. He had been a jerk, and now he felt like a dick about it.
"I'm sorry I was a jerk to you Hope" He said, moving some hair from her face. "I just...didn't really know what to say to you and I figured staying away would help me figure it out" He grinned a little bit as he let a shrug slip through his shoulders.
"Apparently I was wrong about that.." He bit his lip for a moment before pressing them lightly to her forehead.
"I'm not happy that you were with Jeff again, but after this I doubt you'll be seeing much of him"
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Post by victoria hope jean on Jan 26, 2011 17:23:54 GMT -5
Hope looked down at her pajamas and smiled. She loved the pajamas that she was wearing, especially the slippers. Cookie monster had been her favorite Sesame Street character for years, and when she saw these pajamas, she had begged her brother to buy them. She'd had her brother around her little finger at the time, and he'd bought them, "My favorite pajamas," She said simply, looking at the cookie monster faces, the smile that was on her lips turning into a grin.
When Kobby came level with her, her eyes searched his. Was he forgiving her? She sure hoped so, she couldn't stand Kobby being mad at her forever. She didn't know what it was, but there was something about him that she liked. When he began talking, a soft smile came to her lips, "I deserved it, Kobby," She said, in a quiet tone. And that she did, what she did was a terrible thing. She should have never done it, and she wished that she could go back in time and stop herself.
When she felt his lips touch her forehead, she let a grin slip onto her lips. Maybe now everything would go back to normal. Well, she certainly hoped so. That's all she wanted.. She didn't want Jeff to get in the way of things anymore, especially since all of this happened to her because of him. When he spoke his next words, he was certainly right about it. In all honesty, she was scared of Jeff now. She didn't know that he had such anger problems, and she didn't like to be around guys with those types of problems. Everytime it had never ended well. First Alex, then Jeffree. She nodded her head at his words, agreeing, "Yeah, I definitely won't be.."
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Feb 1, 2011 20:39:43 GMT -5
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He laughed at her reaction to his comment about what she was wearing. he didn't mind it actually. In fact, it was rather cute. Well, now the top had a rip in it, due to her fall out with Jeff, but still. They were cute and Hope had that thing about her that made her seem more innocent then the rest of the people here.
Kobby wasn't sure if they could go back to what they were, or to were they had been heading to become but he wanted to try. Because when it came down to it, the whole point of being in this place was to help them get better. To find something normal to grasp onto. And Kobby had grasped onto Hope, and rather or not she had done the same he wasn't sure, but he thought she had.
She said that he wouldn't see him anymore, but really Kobby didn't need her to say that. And if it wasn't for his sake, she should at least know when someone is bad for her. The guy had cut her, after all. No one like that could be good for anyone and Kobby sighed gently as he watched her for moment.
It had occurred to him, that his lips on her forehead, was really the first time his lips had come into any kind of contact with her and he laughed a little just to himself. That was funny, that even through everything he had gone through because of her he hadn't actually kissed her yet. And that just..wasn't okay with him.
So after a moment of watching her, he pushed his lips to hers.His lips were soft on hers, but had a hint of demand behind them as well. Kobby couldn't help it, and he couldn't stop himself from putting a hand behind her head either..
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 2, 2011 22:15:22 GMT -5
Hope watched Kobby for a moment, before her brown eyes looked down. She felt bad for everything that she had put him through. He was a good guy, and she didn't deserve someone like him. After all that she'd done to him, you know.. the whole betraying him thing? Yeah, that. She felt so bad for that, because no one measured up to him in her mind. Which was probably pretty silly to think about, when they'd only known each other for a little while, but it was true. She hadn't met someone here that was a great as him.
She really didn't know if they would go back to how they were, and where they were headed, but she sure hoped so. When she thought that her and Kobby had a chance together, it just made her so... happy. Mainly because she didn't trust many people, especially when it came to guys, but she felt like she could trust him, and that had to count for something, right? Well, she thought so. The minute they met, she knew there was something that she liked about him. He was different from most people she knew. And that, ofcourse, was a good thing. Most of the people she'd known back in Texas were drug addicts.
Hope looked back up at Kobby, finally, when she had heard a little bit of a laugh. She wondered to herself what he was laughing about, but she wasn't going to ask. But, ofcourse, she didn't really have the chance to, anyway. Because after a moment, he had pushed his lips to hers. Surprised, it took her a moment to put her thoughts together, but when she did, she smiled a little in the kiss and kissed him back, happily. She had wanted this, and this obviously answered her question. This had to mean they were going somewhere, right?
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Feb 2, 2011 22:41:38 GMT -5
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Jesus Christ... Kobby had waited to kiss her for a few reason's. One, he didn't know how well she handled this type of contact, with her past. Second, Kobby had a hard time controlling himself past this point. He came off as a sweat heart, and he tried his best to be a kind guy but he was a guy. A guy who had wants and thoughts like anyone else his age did. And though that probably wasn't a viable excuse, it was all he had. And the way that her lips felt on his, Kobby couldn't help but think about where this could lead.
And his hand went from the back of her head, to her waist, as he lowered himself down on the cot with her. And it was slow process, but eventually he put her on her back so that he was hovering her. Kobby was taking it slow, giving her plenty of time to tell him to stop, but really he didn't want to stop. He wanted this to go as far as it could possibly go and maybe that made him a jerk but Kobby couldn't help himself.
Hope was gorgeous. He cared about her, and wanted this. Now, thats not to say he was going to force himself on her. Kobby could never do that to anyone, and especially not her.
His weight wasn't on her, but he held himself up on an elbow, as his other hand rested on the skin of her waist. His mouth trailed soft kisses from his lips, up to her earlobe where he stopped and kissed her ear before looking down at her for a moment.
"I missed you.." He muttered before pushing some hair off her face.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 2, 2011 23:11:04 GMT -5
She had been waiting for this. When she found out that she actually liked Kobby, she knew that they wanted the two to be something. Now, just because of all the things that had happened to her in the past, didn't mean that she was going to hold herself back from the perks of being a teenager. She was a girl, and every girl wanted to be kissed by their prince in shining armor. And, she thought that, that what Kobby was. Ofcourse, she was a very innocent girl. Hell, before Alex had.. well, you know, she hadn't even had her first kiss. Yeah, she was a very innocent girl. She had been waiting to find that person that she thought to be right.
Ha, funny, because she just randomly kissed Jeff, but whatever.
As she was lowered to lay down on her back, her heart sped up slightly, because she didn't know what Kobby was thinking. But, she didn't really freak out, like she usually would. It was Kobby, and she trusted him.. right? Yeah, right. Besides, if she wanted to tell him stop, she trusted that he would. And right now.. she didn't want to. Haha, that was different for her, because she'd always been the one to stop; you know, the innocent one. The one that wanted to wait until she knew for a fact that it was the right time. But.. She cared about Kobby, obviously. Anyone would be able to tell that, but it had to be said.
Hope was nervous ofcourse, who wouldn't be? Oh yeah, some slut that was used to just being with a guy and all of that. But, she wasn't one of those girls.. Just being alone with a guy could make her nervous sometimes now, because she never knew what was going through that persons mind. Her eyes moved to look up at Kobby when he spoke, and a soft smile came to her lips, "I've missed you too, Kobby," She said quietly, basically in a whisper.
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