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Post by xxtaintedxx on Feb 3, 2011 0:17:31 GMT -5
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SO WHY DON'T YOU LAY RIGHT HERE
LET ME JUST EASE YOUR MIND I'M GIVING YOU ALL MY TIME !
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And that was all he needed. he lowered his lips to hers again as his hand climbed up her skin. Moving to her back, he lifted her slim body closer to his own as he moved his lips from her mouth to the crook in her neck underneath her jaw. Not only did Kobby want this, but he seriously needed it. he just needed to be close to her, and you couldn't get much closer then the way he was heading.
He didn't really know what he was doing, or why he was doing it. but Kobby wanted her, and he didn't think he could wait anylonger. Though, if she asked him too he would, because Kobby was that guy. the guy that waited, and charmed the girls. The one that they all trusted and that worked for him. Kobby liked being the good guy, even if that met he had to wait a little big longer for things like this.
He moved his hand to the hem of her shit, and started to lift his as he mouth gently kissed her neck up to her earlobe and th en back down again. his heart was starting to pick up in pace as he breathing become heavier. He was more then aroused at this point and the jeans that he was wearing were getting to a bit tight.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 3, 2011 1:13:29 GMT -5
 
Hope smiled as his lips came to hers and one of her layed itself gently on his shoulder. She did miss him, the fact that he had been so pissed off at her had broke her heart. But, it was all over. She didn't have to worry about that anymore, and she couldn't be happier. She hadn't been this happy in a long time. Months, even. So, she really didn't care where this was headed. If she wanted to stop, all she had to do was say something. She was going to make sure that she kept that in her mind.
Her heart starting beating faster and faster when his hand started to move her shirt up, but, since he had since moved his lips from hers, she was able to let out a breath to calm down. She wasn't going to let her fears ruin something that she wanted. She was sick and tired that her past was always ruining her relationships for her. First, it ruined her relationship with her brother, then her friends, and after that she was always scared to get close to someone. And she finally was able to trust someone, and she wasn't afraid to say that she liked this guy.
When she heard his breathing become heavier, she bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes for a moment, before her hands moved to his jeans, where she then began to unbutton them. If she was going to do this, she wasn't going to hesitate.
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notes. you hate me, trying to get her to take control! i'm too much of a good girl to be writing things like this<3
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Feb 3, 2011 14:43:23 GMT -5
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SO WHY DON'T YOU LAY RIGHT HERE
LET ME JUST EASE YOUR MIND I'M GIVING YOU ALL MY TIME !
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He could feel her hand on his shoulder, but just barely. Hope was so small compared to him, and he was almost scared of hurting her. It would be easy, and it would be an accident of course, so Kobby was careful. Always gentle with her, taking his time. But right now, he was anxious. And though he was still being gentle, he certainly wasn't making an attempt to take his time with her. She hadn't objected when he started to lift her shirt, but she had let out a breath. Kobby didn't sense hesitation on her part though, so he ran his hand up her back again and with the flick of his thumb and forefinger, had the back of her bra undone and gently pulled her from her body before tossing it to the ground. He grinned lightly against her skin.
He felt her hands at his jeans now, tugging gently at the button that held them closed and taking a breath in to calm himself a little put a hand on top of hers before he brought his head up from her neck to look at her. He had to make sure that she wanted this.. the last thing he wanted was for her to feel like she had to do this. Kobby respected Hope, and would never want her to do something that she wasn't okay with and though this might put a dent in the 'mood' he would rather that happen then something she wasn't ready for.
"Are you sure you want this?" He asked gently, his tone a little breathless. He couldn't help it, it was hard to make his voice even as he could clearly feel his heart pounding at his chest. His body was almost shaking with his anticipation and though it would suck for her to stop them, he would be alright with that too.
"I just..I want to make sure you know that you don't have to" He took his hand from hers, and ran a finger along her cheek with a slight grin on his lips before touching them to hers again.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 3, 2011 15:59:11 GMT -5
Really, the only thing that she was scared about all of this was him seeing her. She wasn't very proud of how her body looked, having not ate in months. But she tried not to think about it; she was always scared that someone would say something offensive to her about it, but she knew that Kobby wouldn't. Or, rather, she felt like he wouldn't. When she felt her bra come undone, she felt that mini-heart attack feeling. You know what I'm talking about, when something happens that you're not expecting, atleast not for some time, and you get surprised and panicky all at the same time? Yeah, that. But it didn't matter, she did want this.
Her eyes lifted up to his when he put his hand on top of hers. When the first statement left his lips, breathless, a smile came to her lips. The fact that he had the courtesy to make sure, double check with her, made her smile greatly. Sure, her heart was beating practically out of her chest, with her being nervous about it. But she hadn't been this close to a boy, really, with her consent. So, naturally, she'd be nervous. It was just how hse was, and she couldn't help but thing about the emotion of nervousness hen it came down to things like this.
"I know I don't have to... I want to," Hope said quietly, the smile on her lips growing ever so slightly, before he brought his down to hers again.
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notes. you hate me, trying to get her to take control! i'm too much of a good girl to be writing things like this<3
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Feb 3, 2011 16:22:11 GMT -5
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SO WHY DON'T YOU LAY RIGHT HERE
LET ME JUST EASE YOUR MIND I'M GIVING YOU ALL MY TIME !
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Thats all he needed to keep him going, and he didn't bother saying anything back to her because what was there to say? Words weren't needed, and he gently lifted her shirt up and over her head. It was easy, partly because he knew what he was doing. But also because Hope was so light. He looked down at her, and she was tiny but he said nothing about it. She was slowly getting better, he could tell that much but it still made him sad to think that she had gotten that bad to start with. But, Kobby understood her pain. Or at least, he tried to as much as he could. she had things in her past that he didn't know how to relate to, not really.
Kobby put his mouth back down on her neck, and slowly moved down her body until he kissing lightly down her stomach and moved back again to meet her lips at her mouth. He grinned lightly before moving to her ear and whispered a quiet "your beautiful". Because even with her undernourished body, and the bones that Kobby could still make out. She was beautiful, and he could feel himself falling for her as he kissed her.
He was happy at this moment, not because he was about to get 'lucky' but because he was with Hope and they weren't fighting anymore. He really hadn't liked fighting with her, but he had been so pissed at the situation. At her choices, but it was passed them now and as he cupped one of her small breasts in his hand his breath started to pick up again like before. He wasn't exactly laying on top of her, but he was close enough to her body that the pressure of her against him was hard enough to send a small groan through her body where it mumbled in his throat as he kissed her still.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 3, 2011 21:50:57 GMT -5
As soon as her shirt was lifted over her head, a red blush made its way to her cheeks. Partly because she hadn't been infront of someone like this, well besides Alex. But he didn't count, and also because she had that feeling that he obviously knew what he was doing. She didn't have a clue, she was probably one of the most innocent people in this school, so... she was embarrassed at that fact. But, it was whatever, she'd go with it.
Hope bit her lip as he slowly moved down her body. This was all new to her, as far as someone actually being sweet and slow with her. When his lips made it back to hers, she smiled slightly. The blush on her cheeks grew ever more red as he whispered on her ear. She had never believed it before, having always been told different. It was nice to finally hear it from someone. She had never felt like this towards someone, so much that she was willing to do something intimate with them. It kind of scared her in a way, because she didn't know what was going to happen after this.
Her hands moved to the hem of his shirt and she started pushing it up his torso. If she was going to be shirtless, so was he. As he cupped one of her breasts, she let a surprised gasp leave her. She didn't see it coming, so naturally, she was going to let out some sort of surprise. Her breathing was starting to pick up and when she heard a small groan rumble in his throat, she had to let a small smile come onto her lips during the kiss.
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Feb 3, 2011 22:59:59 GMT -5
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SO WHY DON'T YOU LAY RIGHT HERE
LET ME JUST EASE YOUR MIND I'M GIVING YOU ALL MY TIME !
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She let out a gasp, and Kobby pulled his hand from her. Had he hurt her? He hadn't met to, and looked down at her for a moment before letting out a small laugh. No..he hadn't and it was funny to him that she had let out a gasp like that. But he shook his head lightly before he lifted up his arms for a moment to help with her removing his shirt.
"What are you anxious about elmo?" He teased lightly as he shirt floated to the ground next to hers. He didn't know what made him call her elmo, but it was cute. Maybe he shouldn't talk so much, but he could tell that she was nervous and he thought that maybe if he talked with her a little, it would ease her nerves. She didn't need to be nervous with Kobby, but he completely understood why she was. As far as Kobby was aware, this was her 'first time'. He didn't count her past as her first time, because a person's first time was something that could only be given away. Someone couldn't take it, but they had to accept it.
Kobby put his mouth to her neck again before moving his mouth down her body, trailing short sweet kisses and stopped at her belly button. He looked up at her and grinned as he gently pulled her pajama shorts from her small frame and put those in the pile with the rest of the clothing laying on the floor.
He still couldn't believe how small she was, and not even in comparison with himself. She was just so petite and that only added to his fear that he might hurt her. But he really was trying to be careful with her and gently he picked her up and moved the two so that she was sitting in his lap now. It was to hard to lay over her, and not put his weight on her.
The strength in Kobby's arm dimmed when the rest of his body was on fire. and thats how he felt right now as his hand tangled in her long hair and brought her lips to his again.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 5, 2011 17:54:26 GMT -5
Hope let out a small laugh when he started talking, What are you anxious about, elmo? He was trying to calm her down, ans she definitely needed it, because she wasn't used to going this far with someone. She knew that she didn't need to be nervous, because, it was Kobby. She cared about him and all of that, so she knew that she was ready for this, even though she didn't even know what she was doing, or what she was supposed to do, "I'm not anxious about a thing," She said, in a quiet tone. Well, that was a freaking lie and, ofcourse, he probably knew it.
The way that he made her feel was something beyond she could comprehend. Usually, she was reserved and kind of stayed away when it came to guys, but when she met Kobby it was all different. They started talking automatically and something clicked. She didn't have the feeling of wanting to run away from him, or distrust. When he moved down, leaving short sweet kisses, she smiled a little bit. The nerves in her body was slowly leaving her body.
She couldn't help but think how he was being so gentle with her; like he would hurt her, like she was going to break. She loved that he was being careful and caring with her, but she wasn't a china doll, it wasn't easy to break her. When she was moved to sit in his lap, her hands moved to his jeans and she began to unbutton them again, because this time he knew that she was sure. He wouldn't stop her, right? Hopefully not, her body was itching for this, for him. Her hands pushed at the waist of his jeans, ready for them to be off of his body. Her lips moved to his and she felt her body start to set on fire, she was tired of waiting. She moved to where she wasn't just sitting in his lap, but straddling him and she moved her hands moved to his shoulders, smiling lightly into the kiss.
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Feb 12, 2011 22:22:38 GMT -5
Kobby was surprised when she moved herself over him, but didn't complain against it. She moved her hands to his jeans again, but he didn't stop her. Kobby was sure that she wanted this and he hoped that she was ready. Hope seemed to be ready and he wasn't forcing her to do anything so when she put her hands on his chest, Kobby let his body relax and fell back so that he was laying and she was now on top of him.......
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Kobby laid on his back with his eyes closed. His left arm reaching so that his hand was behind his head. His other hand was tracing small gentle circles over Hopes bare back. Her cheek was rested against his chest, with one of her hands laying across his stomache. He looked down at her and grinned gently for a moment before looking back up at the ceiling.
He moved his hand from her back, to the ends of her hair running his hand through it. Some girls liked their hair being played with, and he wondered if Hope was one of them. They had a blanket covering them, so even though they were naked, Kobby couldn't see her anymore.
He turned over gently, so that he was on his side and looked at her. Using one of his arms to hold his head he placed the otherone under her chin and moved her face to face him. "I love you Hope..." He stated gently before pressing his lips to hers.
He hadn't realized it to that moment, but he did. even with the fight they had been in, and how pissed he had been at her, Kobby was in love with this girl. even with her problems, and the drama she had in her life. her past, her present. Kobby wanted all of it, to be a part of it. he wanted to be in her life and he wondered if she would okay with that.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 12, 2011 22:55:48 GMT -5
Just laying there for a moment, she let her thoughts drift. She had done it, willingly, with someone that she actually liked. Maybe now, she could just forget about her past and everything that had happened. She glanced up at Kobby, just in time to see him grin at her, and she let a light smile appear back at him. She was just resting right now, nothing was really going on, but it didn't really matter to know. The silence was comforting, in a way, which was weird because she usually couldn't stand the silence.
As he starting playing with her hair, her eyes closed for a few moment and the light smile grew. She loved having her hair being played with. She wasn't sure why, but it relaxed her. One time, she even fell asleep when her little sister was playing with it. There was just something about people playing with her hair that she liked and she knew many people that were the same. She thought it was funny, to be honest.
She opened her eyes when she felt him turn and bit her bottom lip, her light brown eyes looking up at him. The words that he spoke made her freeze in her spot, mainly because she didn't even know what love was. Sure, she had heard the stories about it, and she was a girl, so she dreamed about meeting her prince. She had just been different about love than others had, she didn't even know what it was, how you were supposed to feel when you loved someone. Now, she knew that she really liked him, but love? She wasn't even sure. Now, she knew that if she didn't respond to him, that it could possibly get ugly, but she wasn't going to say 'I love you too, Kobby,' when she didn't know if she did or not.
Finally, she responded to his kiss by kissing him back, but her mind was in a whirl. The word love just made her feel weird, she didn't know why. She didn't think that she would ever be able to find love, she just gave up hope. And she knew that what they did had to count as something, because she mainly wasn't just going to do that with anyone.. but love?
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Feb 12, 2011 23:27:04 GMT -5
Kobby knew that he was going out on a limb when he told her, and he didn't expect her to say it back. He wasn't upset when she said nothing, but Kobby had wanted to tell her. To make sure that she knew how he felt about her.
He felt her lips move under his, and he smiled gently. When he pulled back from her, he put a finger on her lips so that he could talk without her blurting something out under pressure. "You don't have to say anything back to me, I just wanted you to know. I don't expect you to tell me back, so don't feel like you have to. I wouldn't want to be told something that wasn't true." he smiled at her, and took his finger from her lips.
He took her hand in his, and layed back down again, closing his eyes. Holding her hand on his chest.
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 14, 2011 0:18:42 GMT -5
When he pulled away from her, she was ready to say something to him, but he didn't give her the chance. As she listened, a smile came to her lips. He was so sweet, like one of the sweetest people that she'd ever met. Ofcourse, the only people that she would hang around back in Texas were druggies, but still. She let out a breath of relief after he took his finger from her lips. She didn't want to say something to him that she didn't mean.
Hope looked over at him when he laid back down and the smile on her lips grew. Just laying here, with him, had been one of the best moments for her so far. Then again, alot of the moments she had here at this school weren't great ones. She couldn't bear to think about what it would be like if things between the two had to end, but ofcourse they were just in highschool and she there that there was a probability that things wouldn't stay the same, but she had high hopes. She always aimed high, she was an optimist. She shook the head from her thoughts and looked him over, he was so cute, just everything about him. It sucked that he was stuck in a place like this, with people like her and worse.
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Post by xxtaintedxx on Feb 18, 2011 1:09:28 GMT -5
[[I've totally just ditched the code by this point...haha]]
Kobby played with her hair a little more before letting a small grin come across his mouth. Biting his lip gently and looking down at her he laughed a little bit. He didn't know how to say it, but he wanted to.
"So, not to sound like a total pig or anything but...That really was amazing" He said, raising his eyebrows as he looked down at her. After he had said that, he realized that he hadn't asked her a really important question till now and he started to laugh again at the fact that he hadn't even thought about it until now.
"Hey babe, I gotta ask you something" He muttered, gently lifting her up and off of him as he sat up. First off, he was starving and kinda wanted his pants back on so he jumped off the small cot and picked up his jeans. Pulling them on he buttoned them, and they hung right at his hip bones. Kobby had a nice body, and he took pride in his prominent 'happy trial'. He looked at her again and grinned.
"Do you wanna be my girlfriend? I mean like..officially? Ya know, I can take you out on a dates and things like that?"
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