roommates and trains[gaby]

[cassie]

Sometimes I give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me

Cassie had decided to stay inside today and play with her trains. Yes Cass owned trains. Like a whole entire train set with tracks and even a conductors hat, which she had on as she pulled out the big box with all the trains and tracks and everything. Her mother told her to leave it but she couldn't do that, no she liked her trains. They were her favorite and she wouldn't let her mother take that away from her like everything else. She would not allow it, so she packed up her trains and made sure they were here with her.

She wasn't even sure why her mom would send her to Maine to begin with. Why not a place closer? She tried nothing else, she never even cared about Cass, she just went off marrying a million guys and leaving Cass to fend for herself from a very young age. So yeah Cass got it, her mom didn't want her ruining her fun. The fact that her mom didn't like her was one of the millions of reasons that she ended up starving herself.

She always felt so fat, so ugly and so gross that she thought it was the reason no one liked her. But even with all the not eating, still no one wanted her so it was the more she became sad and the more she didn't eat. When things got really bad though she ate so much she puked automatically. No need for shoving her finger down her throat. But at this moment she was happy, she had became friends with some of the people here.

So she didn't feel the necessity to do anything drastic, like binging. Instead she set up her train set and looked up when the door open. "OH DO YOU WANT TO PLAY?" She was so happy that someone was here, trains weren't a good one person job.

It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up

tags;gaby
notes;i thought they needed something
words;three;two;seven;
outfit;here
music;basket case;greenday

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