Post by amanda on Jan 28, 2011 22:23:35 GMT -5
And we were never alive
And we won't be born again
[/font][/color][/size]And we won't be born again
credit to lenalethal of caution 2.0
Amanda usually stayed away from the music room, fearing what was behind the doors. She didn't know who went in there and she didn't want to chance it usually. But she was in the process of getting rid of her problem, or she was trying. She didn't mind a few guys, so her problem wasn't as bad as before. She got along with a couple of them, and even more on chat. When she wasn't forced into a face to face interaction.
She had finally decided to chance it, she wanted to go into the music room. Be surrounded by things that make the most precious sounds ever. She grabbed her guitar as she ventured out of her room and into the pretty frigid cold air of Maine. She pulled her jacket around her as she hurried down the path back to the school and up towards where the music room was located. Okay so that took a little bit of work. She got lost and ran down three dead ends before finally finding the right door.
Before she opened it though, her hand paused on the knob, her fear slowly rising as she twisted the knob and pushed the door open. She didn't see anyone and so she let out a soft breath and stepped in, closing the door behind her. She felt safe, which was something she usually didn't feel at all. So she found a stand before sitting down and placing the book Gaby got her and flipped to the last page. A song Gaby wrote. She gave a soft smile and began to figure it all out, one measure at a time. The usual way she learned songs, measure by measure then all together again.
She screwed up a couple times, but it didn't matter much to her at all. She just felt relaxed and happy. Music was her life and the one thing she was never scared while doing. It was amazing and it kept her from exploding during the hard times.
But I'll never survive
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