Post by clare on Nov 14, 2010 16:31:53 GMT -5
* - - - clare brighid flynn
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nicknames: Bear
gender: Female
age & grade: 18, Senior
orientation: Lesbian
problem: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
risk level: High Risk in worst case scenario, Medium Risk in others
face claim: Ashley Greeneworthless life is through i will remember,
height: 5' 9"
weight: 120 lbs
build: Athletic
appearance: Clare in general is your average young woman. Of five feet nine inches and one hundred twenty pounds she has very little to complain about weight and height wise. Before ending up here, she was the freshman track star of her former high school, and could constantly be caught running instead of walking anywhere. That being said, her legs, and core are exceedingly well toned, and her arms followed suit as she participated in shot-put in meets and needed to keep her body in tip top condition. So that gives her, her normal athletic build that you would see with her. She has a pair of bright leaf green eyes and long brown hair she wears down and sometimes she'll bother to put it up, but not often. Her most common expressions range from small smiles to neutral mostly unamused expressions.
how you screamed i can't afford to care
,[/right]likes:
- Quiet
- Reading
- Drawing
- Keeping to herself
- Tattoos
- Hugs
- Ladies
- Animals
- Getting in a good workout
- Music
- Stars [Even though she hates the night she likes to look out windows and stargaze]
- Wind
- Rain
- Her pet snake she left behind named Molly
dislikes:
- Parties
- Interruptions of her routines
- Fights [This causes her PSTD to become debilitating]
- Guys [Root of her PTSD, causes it to become debilitating as well]
- Night
- Being Alone
- Loud people
- Not being able to exercise
traits: Timid, Artistic, Eloquent, Fearful, Distrusting
history: Me? My past? Well.. U-uh.. I guess I'll start from my first few memories. When I first can recall events in my past was when I was five and I grew up in a house where my parents fought a lot.. fist fights happened often. They didn't know, but I knew they were fighting about me. Often at that time I questioned my existence in general, as well as people in general.. Then My mom and father divorced and I was forced to see him every other weekend and on Wednesdays. That guy was.. he was not a father at all.. he sexually violated me when I was eight years old, and I cant get over it. I think thats why I am terrified of guys. Not all guys, but most of them that remind me of my father in their mannerisms. Then at my mother's house I watched her drown out her problems with a bottle of some form of Alcohol and take out her pent of frustrations on me.. I didn't mind. After all it was because of me that mom and dad split in the first place.. School was normal. I was an average kid doing what I should be and nothing else. Until I hit high school and had a severe panic attack and ended up going into some blind fight or flight mentality and hurt many people as I watched my father walk into my school...
I got transferred here because of what they call Post-Traumatic Stress Syndrome... And This is where I've been for the last three years, fighting relapses and trying to bring myself to get over the events in my past which haunt me..
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