Post by carson on Nov 11, 2010 8:05:28 GMT -5
* - - - carson danielle black
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nicknames: Carse, Car, Danielle, Dani, Nell, Nellie, Ella, Anni, Dell, Black, Barbie
gender: female
age & grade: 18, Senior
orientation: straight
problem: Well, Carson's major problem is anorexia. But that stems from Cacomorphobia, Fear of fat people and Pocrescophobia, which is a fear of becoming fat. As a teenager, Carson would look in the mirror and see someone who was on the way to becoming fat and so she started to become anrexic. At first just skipping lunch, then she skipped breakfast and lunch then finally she started eating very little at supper and only eating snacks once a day.
risk level: medium
face claim: Taylor Swiftworthless life is through i will remember,
height: 5'10"
weight: Roughly 110, but at one point she was 80 but she's slowly been starting to eat once more but she still skips breakfast and lunch.
build: Carson is lean and extremly thin but she also has a slight muscle tone as she has started to work out and run at Hawthorne.
appearance: Carson's eyes look a little scrunched up but they are blue and she has blonde hair, so sometimes people will call her barbie. She is tall for a girl and her frame is lean with a little muscle tone. She has pale skin and loves to wear as little make-up as possible. As for clothing, usually, it's pretty simple. Jeans and a t-shirt. Some have commented that she'll never get a guy if she looks like a tomboy but she just responds that she'd rather he talked to her and liked her personality rather then just staring at her chest. She also loves clothes that show off her thin but muscular body. It always makes her feel good to let the boys know that she does have a figure but she'd rather not flaunt it.
how you screamed i can't afford to care
,[/right]likes:
~tight simple clothes
~sneakers
~guys
~running
~music
~her skin, hair and eyes
~bad boys
dislikes:
~her body
~high heels/skirts/dresses/loose clothes
~being forced to eat
~therapy
~boys who think they're all that
~nerds
traits:
Stubborn
Headstrong
Silly, at times
Tomboy
Fun
history: Born in California, USA to two loving parents, Carson was their first born daughter. They already had two sons, who were at the time, 5 and 2. Carson grew up always being energetic and not liking too much girly stuff. Her brothers were always looking out for her and protecting her although she was much closer to her brother who was five years older then her. She had a bad experience with someone who was larger at age five when she loudly asked her mother if the big lady was having a baby. Well, of course the women was overly mad. She yelled at Carson and gave her a glare that succeeded in making Carson cry. Her brothers weren't there but were properly annoyed and all gung ho to go get this mean lady that had made their baby sister cry. And that was about when her fear of fat people came around and of course her fear of being fat because if you're afraid of fat people you're afraid that you will become one.
Carson grew up into a beautiful teeneager, who all the guys wanted. But right around the age of fourteen, they moved the family to Halifax, Nova Scotia, which was much smaller and had a completely different climate to California. Her parents wanted to be close to her older brother as did Carson so they came closer to St.FX. The boys there all wanted Carson there too, and her brothers were keeping them at a distance. Carson became a little mad at this and told them she could take care of herself. The boys were a little angry at first but then just became more covert about thier actions. Carson didn't really date a lot but when she did, she mostly fell for the "bad boys" which of course, her brothers were not happy with. Looking in a magazine one day after turning sixteen, Carson saw a very skinny model. You could almost see her bones. Standing up and looking in the mirror then back at the model, she began to feel fat and then her Cacomorphobia and Pocrescophobia started to kick in. She started to skip lunch, either "forgetting" it or tossing it out. Then she started missing breakfast. She started to lost some of her energy and her skin lost some of it's natural glow. Then about three months after she started to skip meals, she started taking smaller and smaller portions at dinner. Her parents and brother that was living with her were worried and confronted her but of course, she just became angry and ran to her room, slamming the door. Secretly she packed and late that night after everyone had fallen asleep, she took all of the cash she had from baby-sitting and recently her job, and tiptoed out of the house.
Getting a cab, she told him to get to Antigonish where she was hopeful that her brother would hide her. She made it to his apartment around five o'clock, waking him up and explaining that she had run away because she couldn't handle the house anymore. Taking her to his room, he made sure she was deeply asleep before calling his parents, concerned at how thin she had become. Her parents explained the situation and packed up most of her things. Driving up to Antigonish, they arrived at his apartment just minues after Carson had awoken. They had already arranged for her to go to Hawthorne and of course, when they told Carson she yelled at all of them but none so much as her oldest brother. She had trusted him and he had told on her, she was yelling and crying, upset at the betrayel. But on the way up, she became sullen and silent. Just stomping out of the car when they arrived and not looking back. Her parents hated this behaviour and left in tears. Carson has been at Hawthorne for a year and a half and has only just started emailing or calling her brothers and parents. She is still upset that her oldest brother betrayed her but after a lengthy and tearful phone call, she understands why he did it. And she's becoming more in control of her fear and Anorexia.
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