VALENTINE, annaleigh lilah

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* - - - annaleigh lilah valentine
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nicknames: anna, annie, leigh
gender: female
age & grade: seventeen, junior
orientation: bi
problem: bulimic, slight paranoia
risk level: low
face claim: Lisa Origliasso

worthless life is through i will remember

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height: 5’1
weight: 90-100lbs
build: thin, lean
appearance: Annaleigh is small, but it doesn’t bother her that much. She has long black hair, dyed but not so that it looks gothic, that’s usually worn wavy or messy, she has brown eyes but has been known to wear green or blue contact lenses. Anna has rather pale skin but it doesn’t ever seem to bother her. Her makeup is usually fifties style, black eyeliner, red lipstick, palish skin. Her clothes can differ depending on her mood, her day to day look is jeans, t-shirt and a hoodie, but she’s been known to wear dressed and other things. She will more often than not be seen in a beanie hat.

how you screamed i can't afford to care

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likes: hats, hoodies, chocolate cake, quiet moments alone with her iPod, time outside, books, being alone.
dislikes: herself for the most part, binge eating, crying in front of people, showing any emotion, contact with people she doesn’t know, situations she doesn’t like, admitting she has a problem
traits: quiet, shy, nervous, emotional, reserved
history: Annaleigh was always very quiet and reserved, even from childhood. Her parents tried everything to try and get her out of her shell. She was always happy within herself, but she just didn’t bother with any friends. She didn’t really bother with it because she was happy with being alone, quiet and shy, she always just relaxed about it.

Unfortunately for Anna she was noticed for being so shy and quiet. They would taunt her for being alone, but Anna wouldn’t say anything. From an early age, she just sat there and took the taunting and teasing she got. It didn’t seem to bother her but at home she’d constantly be upset because it took a lot out of her confidence. But she learnt from a young age that she wouldn’t get it too bad if she pretended like it didn’t hurt her. Of course it did, and it hurt a lot more than she let on, but she became a rather blank canvas when it came to meeting anyone.

When she got older the bullying became worse. They realised that she would react when they attacked something about her weight. They’d say she ate too much so she’d stop eating, then they’d say she didn’t eat enough, so she’d binge. Slowly but surely she got into the habit of this, but they’d begin to say that she was fat. She’d hate that they thought she was fat so she’d slowly contemplate not eating at all. It ended up with big binges and guilty feelings of the binge eating. It ended up with her throwing up and trying to hide it from everyone.

It got bad, bad enough that for a week she’d stop eating, saying that she’d had food here or there or something like that, and then at the end of the week she’d binge eat on food from everywhere, eating massive pizzas, chocolate, cake, Chinese food, anything and everything she could get a hold of, stuffing herself so badly that she would have to throw up because of the sheer amount of food, then after that she began to just do it so that she wouldn’t have to feel guilty about eating all of the food, it wasn’t in her system so to speak so it wasn’t bad to eat what she’d ate.

After a while of this her parents began to realise what she was doing and got worried, they sent her here hoping that it would help In some way.

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