Take Your Protein Pills [Sasha]

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Merrick just stood there, his head was pounding but it was nothing he hadn't experienced before. It wasn't so bad that he needed to be locked away in his room all day so it was tolerable. He could just zone out and ignore some of the bad stuff and just get on with it.

He smiled a little more when she said she was sure but that she just needed a shower. He kind of needed it too, thought it was more that he felt crap on the inside than out. Still, a shower could do wonders and help just enough for him to get on with his day. "I probably need one too," he said.

"Well ya definitely don't need it anyway," he said with a smile and a shrug. She looked good the way she was. She could have a large t-shirt on and an old pair of jeans and he would probably still think she looked great.

Merrick just laughed at her words. So maybe it was a horrible habit, he knew that but it sure was a fun one.. Sometimes.. "Thanks, that makes me feel so much better," he joked with a smile. "I should probably go have that shower now and you should go have yours. So I'll come by later?" he suggested.

"Or.. I could stay.." he said, when the hem of his shirt lifted up. Yeah, this was definitely a much, much better option, he thought, sliding an arm around her waist, with the other at her neck. Suddenly he was so glad he was coherent enough to at least brush his teeth during that moment of being awake during the night. Leaning down, he kissed her.

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Now May probably should have specified what she was taking his shirt off for. She had not planned on him kissing her, in fact that had been the farthest thing from her mind. She had planned on him taking a shower, and she was going to wait and take hers after. When she started to lift his shirt, and he slid his arm around her waist she had shook her head lightly. Figuring it was just something that Merrick did. But when he put his hand on her neck she looked up at him and before she could say anything his lips were on hers.

Before, when they were on the roof and May had wanted him to kiss her he didn't. She had been dissapointed, but figured it wasn't a big deal. Now, when she didn't want him to kiss her he did? What the hell was with that? May liked him, and she liked him a lot and the last thing she wanted to do was hurt his feelings.

She pushed on his chest a little, trying to tell him to back off gently. It wasnt' that she didn't want to kiss him, it was that the booze smell was to much for her. His breath didn't taste bad though and she was surprised at the hint of mint on his breath.

Pulling her face from his she cleared her throat and looked down for a second with a slight laugh. "Its not the kiss I don't want.." She started with a shake of her head. "but really..you smell Merrick" She raised an eyebrow at him and laughed again.

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Merrick stopped and pulled away. "What?" he asked, not really sure what was going on with all the mixed signals and confusion. It was so hard to keep up. He could barely understand just May alone right now so having to deal with other personalities in the future was starting to sound like a very scary idea.

"Yeah, I got that part," he said, still a little confused. What was she trying to do then? rose had been very obvious about what it was she wanted and while that made it easier, she wasn't May and now that he had May, he had no idea what to do at this point.

"So, just to clarify, what exactly are you proposing we do about that?" he asked, she was keeping him here when he could easily have gone and had a shower. He didn't need to stand around here or anything and hell, he should shower with her, that would be a great idea but he didn't know if that was what she wanted. It was kind of hard to tell with the girl.

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May felt like a little kid right now, with him looking at her like that. She knew that he knew exactly what he was doing, all the time. Merrick, she was sure, had a way with the women and knew what to say and how to act to get what he wanted. But May wasn't sure why he wanted anything from her. When he could have it from anyone he wanted. May was also confused about what had happened last night, and if what he said was true. She knew they didn't have sex, because May would be able to feel that. But that doesn't mean nothing happened.

May was sure that he was confused about a lot of things to. And now that he had met Rose, May wasn't sure how she was suppose to act around him. And if they did go there, May had no idea what to even do. She had barely been kissed, and here she was. with this guy who was way past good looking. She liked him, she really did. It was obvious that he wanted something from her, but how much he wanted it May wasn't sure.

"I just trying to help you into the shower Merrick..." She said gently biting her lip for a moment. "I uh..I hadn't thought about how you might take it" She looked at him and sighed. "I haven't done this alright? I don't even know what I'm doing right now..I've never had a boyfriend, or anything close to it. I don't know how this is suppose to work. Try and understand alright?" She asked heading back to the bathroom.

May would probably be better off just following his lead. At least that way he wouldn't get let down again.

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"This one here?" he said, gesturing to it. But she was going to have a shower and if she wanted him in there.. with her.. but didn't want him to kiss her.. Well! That made absolutely no sense to him. How was one suppose to have a shower with a hot girl and not get turned on by it? They couldn't! It was impossible!

Then it all made sense. She was stuck some where in between. The girl clearly wanted him, which was nice because having that confirmation was great and it let him know to move forward, but at the same time she.. Wait, she was a virgin? It was an odd idea to understand.. Rose seemed so forward but.. Well, it did make sense. Rose wasn't her, she didn't have those memories. She really hadn't done this before.

Merrick stood there a little lost for a second as she headed back to the bathroom, a second later when it all clicked and made sense, he went in after her. He wasn't gonna just go if she was sort of semi-okay with the idea of showering together because that was always fun.

"We don't have to do anything," he told her. "I need a shower, you need one too. So we can just do that," he told her. No pressure, no expectations, "Just as long as you're aware and it's gonna turn me on a lot, but we don't actually have to do anything," he said, and she should know to expect the appropriate reaction too. Course, Merrick had enough self-control, he wasn't going to do anything she didn't want to, especially now that he understood what that was all about.

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The water had been running this whole time, and when May walked back into her bathroom it was full of steam and she reached for the nob to turn the hot water down. She sighed gently, pushing her hand under the water and decided it was perfect for her. May liked the water really hot, though she was sure it was probably bad for her skin to do it.

She turned around and saw Merrick and it surprised her a little. She hadn't heard him come in, but she didn't tell him to leave either. When he started to talk, she looked at him for a moment trying to figure out where he was going with the conversation. Oh..well, now she was on board. Merrick wanted them to shower together. May just looked at him, when he started to talk, trying to figure out how he got that idea in his head. Though, the idea was sounding more and more legit. Though, May didn't know if she was okay with him seeing her like that. She trusted him, there wasn't no doubt about it.

"Uhm..." She thought for a moment, and then decided that she really didn't care much. So fuck it, why not? She let her robe fall to the ground, and looked up at him for a moment. She felt awkward, and her heart was beating. May was nervous, though she wasn't sure why.

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When she seemed uncertain, Merrick was ready to tell her to forget about it. If she didn't want to do that idea then they didn't have to but then her robe fell and he couldn't help but grin. Yeah this was definitely going to be great.

Pulling his shirt off, Merrick undid his jeans, pulled them off too. "If it gets weird or anything for you, just tell me," he said, he couldn't help it if he still wanted to kiss her and try for more but he wasn't going to. At least not at the moment. The thoughts were still there and they didn't look like they'd be going away anytime soon either.

Moving forward so that she would have to step back into the shower, Merrick reached out to the check the temperature of it. It was nice and warm, excellent. He really had no problems with being naked around someone he didn't know but with May, he did know her, just a little, not quite as well as he'd like but he was working on it.

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Merrick pulled his shirt off and tossed it the ground and she looked at him. He had an amazing and she couldn't take her eyes off of him. Merrick was built, but he wasn't overly muscular. It looked natural, and May liked that. He then reached for the button on his jeans and she looked away for a moment. He started to talk and she looked at him again, with a slight nod she grinned a little bit. This was awkward, but she knew the feeling would pass. It was normal for her to feel nervous, seeing as she hadn't ever done anything like this before.

He reached over to feel the water, and she stepped into the shower, letting the hott water fall over her head, pushing her long hair down her back. Instantly, her body relaxed and she let her eyes fall closed for a moment before she looked at him and grinned.

"Are you getting in or what?" She asked with a slight laugh.

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He watched as she got into the shower, getting wet. She definitely looked really good like this and Merrick couldn't help but smile at the sight. He watched as she stood there, letting the warm water move against her skin, even closing her eyes. Merrick got more than a little distracted and hadn't realized that he had forgotten to actually step inside himself until she spoke.

"Oh yeah, I forgot about that," he said jokingly as he stepped inside, it wasn't a very bit shower and he was grateful for that. It was an excuse to be really close to her and Merrick liked it.

Taking her hand he pulled her away to swap places real quick and get himself wet as well. His hair fell down his forehead, it was just long enough to go past his eyebrows but Merrick pushed it back before pulling her closer, pulling the shower head forward a bit so the water fell between them. It was easy to get cold when you weren't under the warn water and he certainly didn't want her to freeze or anything but getting wet again did mean that she would have to step forward, quite close to him.

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May felt his hand on hers, and moved for a moment so that he could get under the water. She watching him, and pushed some hair from her face with a small grinn. He was gorgeous, that was for certain and she found herself lightly bitting her lip at the sight that she was watching. then she felt herself being pulled towards and she went with it so that she could get under the water as well. Though, she turned her back to him, not wanting the water in her face. Her heart sped up, now that she couldn't see what he was doing.

She put her hand around her long hair, and brought over her one shoulder so that the water could directly hit the back of her neck. It felt nice, and was releasing the tension that she had in her neck. She could almost feel him against her back, because the shower was so small. She wasn't complaining though, she liked the feeling of him being so close to her and she closed her eyes, running her hands across her face to stop the water from falling into her eyes. Her skin was on fire, but in the anxious type of way.

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Merrick watched her turn around and get back under the water. She just looked so incredibly hot right now. There really wasn't much else that he could think about with her here like this.

Merrick was careful not to get too physically close tot he girl because a certain appendage was attempting to take control and let him know he was an idiot for being this close to a hot girl and not doing anything more than just watch her. He liked her though so he didn't want to take this too far or possible do something wrong.

Moving his hands to her neck, he pushed her hair around and slowly began to massage her shoulders gently. He hoped she wouldn't mind but considering how tense her shoulders were, he was sure she wouldn't. Besides, he could be doing much more than just that right now.

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Out of nowhere, May felt his hands on her shoulders and she opened her eyes a little to look back at him and smiled gently. He started to rub, and she let her eyes fall closed again. It felt really good, and the hott water made it feel even better. It was sweet of him to do that for her, and she let herself relax as she lifted her hands and set them ontop of his. She let him continue for a few moments before turning around to face and snaking her arms up and around his neck and pressed her lips to his cheeks.

Did she want him? Yes, but she doubted she would go that far. May just wasn't one to jump the gun like that but she did want to kiss him and she hardly doubted that he would care. Pulling her head back gently she grinned.

"Thats for ruining your kiss earlier.." She said in a teasing tone, watching him.

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Merrick had good intentions, sure. He figured she would enjoy the massage but at the same time, he just needed to keep his hands busy. If he wasn't doing that than he would surely want to do something else and that meant letting his hands roam and inevitably ending up at some point where she might want to stop. He didn't really know what he could get away with but he didn't want to test it.

Merrick slowed down then stopped when she turned around. He looked down at her for a moment until she kissed his cheek. He smiled at her, she was nice but in the back of his mind he kept thinking, 'don't move forward, don't move forward' He wouldn't mind if she had but it might get just a bit awkward with how hard he was at the moment.

"Oh I dunno if that makes up for it," Merrick said with a smirk, only half-joking. He wanted to kiss her again, properly this time but he didn't want to go too far either. Merrick was careful with may, he didn't want to make any mistakes here and ruin it. A girl like her didn't just come by every way. To him she was a rare find, and one he'd like to keep around if possible.

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May grinned at his comment but didn't say anything back to him. She simply raised an eyebrow at him and tightened her arms around his neck, which pulled herself closer to him. She wasn't really sure what she was doing, but he wasn't complaining. May figured he probably liked what she was doing then, even if he wanted more he wasn't pushing her to do anything. That was nice, but she wasn't really surprised at it either. She felt like she could trust Merrick, and didn't feel like she was being judged by him either. May wasn't use to just being herself with someone, but the thought was growing on her.

She reached up and pressed her lips to his and her body made contact with his. She felt..him? She turned a little shade of red, but didn't pull back because all though it had surprised her a little bit he had warned her. but, then again May had thought he was only kidding. Oh well, at least he was honest.

She pulled her face back from his, but kept her body where it was. She still didn't say anything though, because what was she going to say?

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Merrick felt her moved close, and he leaned back against the wall. The tiles on it felt a little colder than everything else around them but he didn't mind it at all. He kept his hands at her waist, figuring it was the safest option right now.

When she leaned up and kissed him, her body was pressed against hers and it felt good. Merrick's reaction was to wrap his arms a little tighter around her to hold her close, hips moving forward just slightly to get more contact.

When she pulled back, Merrick bit his lip a little, she hadn't moved fully away and this was nice. He liked feeling her against him and he wasn't about to let her move away unless she absolutely wanted to.

"Hey," he said after a moment when she stayed completely silent, he even had a smirk. She looked like she didn't really know what to say but he had expected it, she did say that she hadn't done anything like this before so it was understandable. "Alright so far?" he asked, he had told her that she could stop and get out at anytime and he wasn't pushing to get anything out of her, despite really really wanting to, but a quick check wouldn't hurt.