Take Your Protein Pills [Sasha]

[sasha marii heart]

This whole ‘alcoholic’ thing was really coming into handy for the girl right now. All she wanted was him, and all he wanted was this bottle she was holding. It worked, and rather or not he really wanted her didn’t matter that much. She just needed to get laid, and who it was didn’t really matter. And Merrick was a good looking guy, and she was sure he looked even better without his rich kid clothing.

Rose raised an eyebrow at his comment and nodded in agreement as she let the bottle slip from her hand when her grabbed for it. No need to make the kid really work for it, besides. She figured that even if he hadn’t agreed yet once he got enough in his system she could pretty much have her way with him. So, as he took another swig from the bottle, Rose moved herself so that she was sitting on his lap, facing him, her legs on either side of him. “Playing along would be fantastic Merrick..” She said lightly, running a small hand through his messy hair.

He gave her a compliment and she laughed a little, turning her head to the side a bit as she watched him. His compliments were nice, but not really needed at this moment. And Rose was plenty aware of the fact that May wouldn’t be okay with this but that didn’t matter to her either. And the fact that May wouldn’t know anything of this also didn’t matter. In fact, the only thing that mattered were the buttons that Rose’s slim fingers were undoing.

“And you talk too much..” She muttered, pushing her lips to his.

[[haha, alright! Sounds like a plan <3]]

[merrick james charlotte]

Merrick leaned back a little and looked up when the girl seemed to magically appear in his lap, straddling him. That was how distracted it was. It probably wasn't a good thing for him to be easily distracted and by something that was considered to be addictive but nobody was perfect. Merrick had his faults just like everyone else but right now none of it mattered because the alcohol was slowly starting to get effect.

"Uh huh," was what Merrick managed to say before taking another drink from the bottle. The way he saw it, he was taking full advantage of his part of the deal so he figured he might decide she didn't like it and take it away so why not get enough now while he still could.

Plus he wasn't playing along so much as letting it happen. In back of his mind he still wasn't so sure if this was okay. It was all so new and different and Merrick still wasn't sure what the rules were. So for now, going along with it was about the best thing he could do.

She seemed alright though. This Rose seemed to have everything under control. She said May would be fine, or did she? She did right? She had to have said something along those lines if things were going this far or was it just the vodka distracting him? Merrick wasn't so sure now but decided to blame a bad memory instead of anything else.

Merrick moved a hand to her waist when she kissed him. It was more like an automatic reaction. Still, this time, after a moment, he was kissing back whih was a start since this was sort of what the girl was after.

[sasha marii heart]

She already smell the booze on him. Not only that, but she could taste in on his mouth. But, really that didn't matter. Sex was usually better when the guy had a bit of booze in him. Made him more 'go with he flow' and that way, Rose was normally the one calling the shots. the last thing Rose wanted was someone telling what to do in bed. She knew what she was doing, and it was annoying hearing someone try to control her.

But Merrick didn't seem to care about happened now that he had a bottle in his hand. She wasn't sure that Sasha would like that about him, she liked guys who could do things without any kind of assistance. but that wasn't Rose's problem and as she pushed him back so that he was laying down, Rose pulled her shirt up and over her hand before tossing it to the ground.

She took the bottle from his hands, and took a small drink herself before setting it on the desk next to the bed. He needed to be awake for her to get her end of the deal, and as fast as that bottle was going down his throat she doubted his ability to take much more and stay conscious.

She finished the last few buttons on his shirt, and pushed it off of his body before touching her mouth to his again.

[merrick james charlotte]

Merrick was somewhere between uncertainty and blantant trust. As far as he was concerned they were practically the same person. May, Rose, Sasha, whatever. It was the same girl so if she was here doing something like this then clearly this was what she wanted to do, right? Wasn't that how it worked/? Like if it was your subconscious then.. you'd only be doing what you're.. Merrick stopped when he realised that he had no idea at all what he was thinking.

That whole thought process just got too complicated to comprehend thanks to the alcohol that was starting to take effect. Next thing he knew, May.. No, Rose, had her shirt off and thrown aside. He didn't care where it went because Merrick was much too focused on the sight in front of him because she had a great body which was way more obvious right now than it had been before. He was a guy, it wasn't in him to look away, especially when a girl was practically thrown herself at him. This was the girl he liked too.. Or at least some version of her.. Close enough!, he decided, not even second guessing himself or wondering if he would regret it later.

He watched as he took the bottle damn drank from it. Damn, how did she manage to make that look so hot? She put it aside but it didn't matter. Merrick had drank enough of it and was feeling the effects of it already. It was far more effective when you drank it all really quick and all at once. He could go a little longer before he'd want to grab some more of the vodka.

Merrick just went right along with it. She took his shirt off and he let her, not minding it at all. Drunk Merrick was Happy Merrick and he was fine with putting his hands at her waist, which by the way felt nice. She felt warm and soft and great and right now it didn't matter so much that this might not be such a good idea. Though having had so much of the vodka, he was already feeling like staying right there on the bed and not moving much at all. The only problem was that not moving much often led to 'i'm just gonna stay here for a while, you go on and party without me', unfortunately with the demands that Rose had, not participating wouldn't be allowed.

[sasha marii heart]

Yeah, she knew that look. Rose was fully aware of the gaze he had on her, and why it was there. Sasha was hot, she just lacked the motivation to take full advantage of it. Rose however, intensely loved the attention she was able to get and when Merrick didn't protest her taking the bottle away from him it thrilled her. Yeah, Rose was somewhat of an adrenaline junky and hooking up with a guy that she didn't really know was the best way to get that thrill. Sasha? She knew Merrick, but Rose didn't really have a clue about him. And she didn't want to, so she quickly moved her fingers from the bare skin on his chest to that top of his jeans.

She was impatient, and it probably showed through how fast she was trying to just 'get to it'. Quick and easy, thats how she liked it. And rather or not Merrick really understood the way sasha's disorder worked didn't matter. If he really thought that May was somehow present at the moment, Rose wouldn't try to tell him otherwise. Because she knew that if he knew, Rose wouldn't be unzipping his jeans right now.

After his pants were undone, Rose put her mouth to Merrick's neck and kissed him gently. Her hands tangled in his hair, she couldn't get enough. He smelt good even with the alcohol aroma he had surrounding him, and looked good. Rose just wanted him, and nothing else at the moment.

[merrick james charlotte]

"Are you sure this is okay?" he asked, when fingers moved to the top of his jeans. He thought he was over that part but apparently it had just been pushed to the back of his mind waiting to resurface and annoy him. It bothered him a little that this might not be the right thing to do but at the same time, he trusted Rose. He assumed she was practically almost the same person and thus deserved his trust.

His hands moved to hold her at her waist, this was nice and all but something still didn't feel right. He had gone from thinking that they were completely different people to playing around with the idea that maybe somehow they might all be connected. Was that just what he was hoping? Probably.

He like May.. Or was it Sasha? And he was here with her.. Or at least the outside of her.. It was all too weird to comprehend, especially not in his current state. She was kissing him but his hands weren't really moving. He was still unsure about all of this.

[[cant think of how he might just pass out.. maybe if he gets annoying she'd stop since we still don't want it to go too far]]

[sasha marii heart]

She sighed gently, and took his hands from her waist. "I'll tell you what. I'm gonna go into the bathroom, and if you've changed your mind. Don't be here when I get back". She got up, and as she walked over the bathroom, unbuttoned her jeans and kicked those to the floor too. That wasn't a motivator for him to stay, they were just really tight and uncomfortable. Normally, her pants didn't stay on this long and she was getting impatient. What a freakin' buzz kill.

From what he had told Sasha, the guy liked to party and have a good time. So Rose really didn't understand what the problem was at this point. She was like..naked. he was drunk, obviously. Sasha's roommate was gone. The setting couldn't be more convenient for the two but he was just giving her such a hard time.

She walked into the bathroom, and closed the door behind her. Looking in the mirror for a second she sighed and rolled her eyes. She looked fine. what was this guys problem. Looking at the door for a minute, she turned on the water and washed her hands. Not because they were dirty, but because she needed somethig to keep her in there long enough for him to get dressed and leave. Honestly, Rose wouldn't be surprised if he was gone when she went back out there...the way he was acting.

After she washed her hands, Rose reached under the sink and grabbed a hair brush.

[merrick james charlotte]

Merrick just stared at her. How was he suppose to change his mind? Did she know how hot she was? Change his mind! Yeah right! When she moved away she looked even hotter, as if that was even possible but wow.

Either way, as soon as the door shut, Merrick reached for the bottle, almost knocking it over in the process. He didn't really need it but he couldn't quite help himself and drank a bit more of it before placing it back in its spot.

He didn't want this to go too far he wanted the girl he was talking to. He wouldn't mind doing this with her and they were the same person after all.. Right? The thoughts kept raining down on him like a relentless fleet of hail.

With all that that in mind, Merrick figured his close his eyes for a few moments.. Just a few.. Not like he was getting tired or anything.. He usually didn't anyhow and besides he did have some thinking to do.. and.. her bed was so comfortable.. was it different to his? Didn't they get all the same ones for all the dorms or something? No? Maybe not.. [[and she can come back to passed out Merrick]]

[sasha marii heart]

After she had ran the brush through her hair a few times, she decided it was probably safe to go back out there. If he was there, then they could easily continue but if he had left Rose would just have to venture out and find someone else to meet her needs. And she guessed it wouldn't be that hard. She was after all.. well. Her

She opened the door and saw him sprawled out on her bed, and annoyance kicked in. This wasn't a hotel and as much as Rose liked sex she was not a fan of sharing her bed. So Rose walked the few steps to her bed and shook him a little, hoping that he was probably just relaxing waiting for her get back. When she realized that he was sleeping, Rose groaned.

"seriously...?" She asked herself outloud as she shook him a little harder. Taking in a deep breath, she noticed the bottle that was in his hand. Picking it up and shaking it gently, it was empty. Well fuck. There had been enough Vodka in that bottle to entertain multiple people, and this dumb drunk had drank the entire bottle!

"Merrick!" She said in a slightly louder tone, shaking his shoulder again. He wasn't waking up and Rose took in a deep breath for a moment before getting up and trying to pull him from her bed. Rose really hated sharing a bed with guy. They drooled and snored. usually ended up trying to lay on her at some point in the night and it was just to much. But, it proved useless, because as fit as Merrick was he was heavy. Or at least, to heavy for Sasha's underweight body.

"Fuck this.." She muttered to herself. Pulling the blanket from underneath him, and then shoving him against the wall. By this point, Rose figured that she was much to annoyed to actually go out and have a good time. So unhooking her bra, and throwing it to the ground, Rose pulled the blanket up and closed her eyes to go to sleep.

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May was burning up, but she didn't want to open up her eyes yet. Her body felt tired, and she couldn't remember falling asleep last night. What had happened? and why was it so fucking bright? Eliza had probably left the curtain open..again. Even though, everynight, May would close it. And now that she thought about it, May couldn't remember doing that either. So, despite the fact that she didn't really want to get up, she let her eyes open to notice that no only was the curtain open letting the sun shine right onto her face but the light was too.

"What the fuck?" She asked gently, going to push the blanket off of her. At the moment, she felt the dead weight of something on her waist and when she turned her face to see what it was, saw the face of Merrick next to her. She blinked for a moment, and looking at him a second later, realized that he wasn't wearing a shirt. His pants were unbuttoned.

What the fuck! Then, when she went to move his arm away from her, she saw that she was naked. Naked?! Why in the hell was she naked?

"What the hell are you doing?!" She asked loudly, pushing him away from her. He smelt horrible..like some bad combination of booze and cologne. What the hell had happened?! May went into a panic then, because she wasn't use to this kind of thing happening to her. she didn't drink, so she was almost positive that the stale smell of booze was coming from him. She stood up then, taking the blanket with her to cover herself up.

"Wake up!!" She yelled, picking up a pillow and smacking him in the face with it. She wanted him out, and she wanted it to happen now.

[merrick james charlotte]

Merrick was a heavy sleeper anyway. If he was ever tired enough he'd be out like a light and alcohol tended to help that along unless it was mixed with an energy drink or at least something with sugar. Rose had come back but it barely registered.

In fact with all her efforts. 'mm' and 'loud' were the only words that managed to escape his lips, though slurred and probably barely audible. Yes, he had finish the bottle and yes he would have a horrible time with the hang over in the morning but at least it proved them right. He kind of was an alcoholic.

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Merrick did wake up once before sunrise. Only to go get a whole bunch of water, use the bathroom and then stumble back into bed despite having another person in it. He wasn't in a place to over-think things and figured he would deal with it all in the morning.

Merrick was close to waking up but not quite there yet. When his arm was moved, he turned away a little, still asleep and not quite opening his eyes yet. He heard her voice thought and rubbed his eyes. Damn it was bright in here.

It took another moment before the panic in her tone registered and then the pillow to his face. Well damn, this was not a good way to start the morning. Then she spoke again. He sat up a little. The blanket had been pulled away, and he had his head in his hands to try and stop the pounding or at least dull it a bit.

"May?" he said. He still thought of her as May but then he remembered the whole Sasha thing. "Or is it Sasha? I can't even keep track anymore," he said, still fairly calm because he didn't see that there was a problem here at all. As far as he was concerned, he had drank way too much but nothing happened. Sure, he might have over-stayed his welcome but nothing happened so it wasn't anything to freak out about.

Glancing up he saw the look on his face. Oh, this was not good. "What's wrong?" he asked innocently. He was genuinely unsure of what part of the events of last night, or perhaps the state of today was bugging her.

[sasha marii heart]

She watched as Merrick sat up, seeming really out of it. He said her name, and then he had called or Sasha and she froze. And then his next works were a shock as well. Couldn't keep track? Keep track of what? May still had the pillow in her hand, set it gently on the bed before looking around on the floor. She saw a pair of skinny white jeans, and a black pushup bra and laughed outloud to herself. "Fantastic.. this is just what I wanted"

Shaking her head lightly, she looked at him when he asked what was wrong. "Whats wrong Merrick? I'll tell you whats wrong. I don't even have control over my own body!" she said loudly, walking over the curtain and shoving them closed. She still held the blanket up to herself but as she thought about it she realized how dumb it was. It was obvious that he had already seen her.

"And whats even worse is that it was you" She shook her head gently and sat on the edge of the bed. "You have no idea what its like, to wake up next to someone and have no idea what happened. To not have a choice." She stood up and looked at him again with that angry look.

"And don't ever call me Sasha..." She said before going to the bathroom and turning on the water for the shower. She looked in the mirror for a second and groaned. If May had any more makeup on, her face wouldn't be her own and reaching under the counter she took a makeup removing pad and started to undo the damage that Rose had done to her face.

Yeah, her name was actually Sasha. But that name was associated with a ton of things she would rather forget. Was it wrong that May hadn't told him her real name? She didn't think so. They only met once, and now she had been in bed with him. Couldn't Rose had found someone else? Why did it have to be Merrick..

[merrick james charlotte]

Merrick was still thoroughly confused and with a hang over it was not going to work very well. He needed to be quiet and calm and talk this through but he had no idea where to start or what the problem even was.

The he heard a familiar tone.. Sarcasm. This wasn't going well. Whatever it was, there was a problem and he needed to be more awake and try to fix it. Sasha.. No, May.. What? Who ever she was, was not happy and Rick needed to fix it and fix it now!

Looking up at her, he took a deep breath and tried to clear his mind, which wasn't hard, there wasn't much in it to begin with. Merrick bit his lip. Well this was bad, very bad. She probably didn't know what the hell happened last night though in truth not much did actually take place in the end.. If only she knew.. Hell, maybe she'd still be mad even if she did know. That was a real possibility.

Merrick look more than a little dejected, like a kid in trouble who was just standing there gettin yelled at without knowing what exactly was going on or how to make it better. It's worse that it was me? Why?, he wondered. Yeah, it would probably suck not having a choice in what you did or anything.

Sitting back against the wall, Merrick was still missing his shirt but it wasn't high on his list of priorities right now. With a pillow on his lap, he refrained from actually doing the zip up. Now was really no time to be pointing out that morning wood was something he dealt with regularly. No, May would definitely not care terribly much right now, she was in her own little 'oh my god' regret mode right now and he knew it was best to leave her to it for now.

"Okay May," he said quietly, looking down. Yep, he was definitely in trouble. He stayed there till he moved into the bathroom. She probably wouldn't want to speak to him right now but he had to explain himself.

When she was safely hidden away, Merrick got up, did up his jeans, found his shirt and put it on before moving to the wall beside the bathroom door. He kept out of sight, just leaning against it as he thought of what to say. He couldn't see her and she couldn't see him. That made it a whole lot easier to explain.

"I know you're probably freakin' out right now but I just want to let you know that nothing happened," he said. Staring at the wall on the other side of the room. "I mean, Rose was nothing but persistent but I think I kind of annoyed her cause I kept talking about you and asking about you and er.. Then she got this bottle of vodka and I guess.. That part was kind of my fault and I'm sorry. But well.. I guess I got a little carried away and um.. that explains the missing shirt and unbuttoned jeans. And.. Yeah.. So nothing else happened.. Well, she did take her shirt off.. I remember that but really not much else," he told her. Yeah that would just about cover it. "I guess you're probably still upset so I'll just... go," he said, not really wanting to leave but he had kinda messed up so it was probably best if he just left. He gave it a moment before actually pushing off the wall and taking steps toward the door. He just hoped that she wouldn't stay mad at him forever.

[sasha marii heart]

It was silent, with the exception of the shower running. May wasn't even sure why she had turned the water on.. Out of habit maybe? Thats how it would work normally after something like this. But Merrick wasn't gross like most of the men Rose would hook up with. Or at least, he didn't appear to be, but it was habit and whatever did or didn't happen last night May just wanted it to be gone. It wasn't even that she was upset that he had seen her, or that he had touched her. If he had, anyway. It was more the fact that May didn't remember it, that he hadn't been up to her.

She reached under the counter again, and pulled a hairtie from her bin and put it up in a bun as she looked at herself in the mirror. It was then that she heard Merrick's voice on the other side of the wall from the bathroom. He sounded..sad? she wasn't sure, but she put her hands out on the sink and held up her small frame as she listened to him. he seemed to talk forever, and though May could hear him she didn't know what to think about it. On one end, she really liked Merrick and wanted to be with him but then on the other end she knew about his past and the type of girls he normally associated himself with. And although he had promised he liked her because she was different, people were known to go for their norm then to try something else. But she looked down at her body, and realized that she didn't feel satisfied and until that point she hadn't even noticed yet.

Normally, when May would wake up next to someone she didn't know, she could physically tell that it had happened but her body felt normal. She didn't feel dirty, or tired. Or sore in anyway and she sighed gently when he said he would leave.

Snatching the robe off the inside of the door, she put it around herself and stepped out of the bathroom. "I would rather you stay though..." She said gently, turning her head the side a little bit watching him. Merrick looked like shit, and that was probably because he had drank so much last night; That is, if his story was true but she believed him. For whatever reason and bit her lip a little as she let her shoulder lean against the door frame.

[merrick james charlotte]

Merrick stopped mid-step when he heard the door open and then her voice. He turned around. She wanted him to stay? Well, good, great! Merrick would just grinned at the idea but he wasn't sure what just just happened. It was weird how this was the same physical person but not really.. He didn't get it and he figured he probably never would but he really liked May so maybe it was worth sticking around and seeing what happened with her.

"You sure?" he asked rhetorically. He knew that if she said it then she probably meant it but asking was just his initial reaction. May wasn't the sort of girl that would mess with your head or anything, that was one of the things he liked about her. She was straight forward and didn't try playing mind games like some of the other girls would.

He was still feeling horrible from the alcohol but he could deal with it. It was familiar and Merrick had felt this way about a million times before. It was strange how he kept on doing it even though he knew what would happened. It wasn't always like this though, he didn't used to get hang overs and then he did and now he would get it every now and then. He was just glad it wasn't as bad as it was for some people.

At least she didn't seem so upset or angry right now which was a definite plus. Merrick didn't want to be the cause of it, he didn't want to make her mad, he liked the girl. "You look way better without all that make-up," he added quietly with a smile. He really did think that, plus a lot of make-up was annoying and with certain girls it got on your clothes when they got drunk and clingy and were all over you. Partying was fun but Merrick never really did it to hook up, it was just a thing that happened most of the time. Things were different here though. It was nothing like it was back home but he was getting used to it.

[sasha marii heart]

She watched as he turned to look at her, and she smiled lightly at him. Though she was upset that he had gotten anywhere with Rose, she figured it wasn't really his fault either. Rose was good at getting what she wanted, and May was aware that Merrick was her for being addicted to booze. And Rose would use anything against anyone if it met that she could get what she wanted.


He looked like he felt like crap, and she was sure that he did with that empty bottle over there just chillin. But maybe he kinda deserved it at the same time, May wasn't a huge fan of drinking and she thought that Merrick had known that but then again she wasn't really sure if she had told him that or not. They had talked for a long time the other night, and though May was sure she had told him a lot about herself, she couldn't exactly remember what it was that she had told him.

"Yeah, I'm sure. I just really need to shower" She muttered, playing with the rope that kept her robe closed. She felt really awkward standing there like that in front of him. It wasn't that she didn't like her body, it was that it was her body. And she should have had the choice to let him see it. A part of her felt a little betrayed by herself.. it had meant a lot to her for her to have the say in it.

She grinned a little at his compliment. "Haha, thanks. I think so too, and Make-up is really just a huge hassle. I don't really see the point in it" She muttered pushing herself from the wall and taking the few steps over to him.

"Jesus..you smell" She muttered, shaking her hand in front of her face. May hated the smell of booze at all, but the smell of it the next day was even worse. She sighed for a moment, and reached for the hem of his shirt before she started to lift it up. He needed a shower too