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Post by dannijudenolan on Jan 22, 2011 18:10:53 GMT -5
BECAUSE EVER SINCE THE FIRST DANCE,
all I thought about was lovin on you. [/b][/size] Danni looked over his luggage with a sick-heart. He was so far from California, so far from home. His head was throbbing, and exhaustion, was beginning to take its terrible toll. Grabbing the handle of one of the bags, the boy drug it into his new room, examining each detail of the dorm with a fine-comb. He'd only had this last bag of clothes to un-pack, but even this simple task seemed daunting. As he entered his sleeping quarters, Danni noticed the bright screen of his laptop shining upon his bed. Stumbling over towards it, he briefly gazed at the screen. "HAonline" could easily be read across the top. Oops...[/color] not that anyone'd noticed he'd been gone. A long drawn-out sigh left his body through pursed lips. He already didn't like atleast two people. Not that the gay insults actually got to him, but the very act of being insulted on his first day- that hurt. It was a sad realization really. People just weren't considerate; they didn't care for who's life they fucked up. Closing the laptop, Danni slumped back down upon his bed. He had already put on his own sheets, not nearly able to bare the drab colors that were of the previous set. He even taped up his own posters on the wall. Yet, it still felt foreign, not even close to being called home-sweet-home. Scooting forward just a tad, Danni buried his face into the soft, plush pillow he'd brought along. He relaxed. Closing his eyes and inhaling deeply. Atleast there wasn't a crazy roommate to deal with, something that was somewhat relieving. Allowing his thoughts to drift, he felt into an even more relaxed state. Ian just happened to be one of the first things to pop into his mind. the idiots on the chat seemed to have riled Ian up fairly well, and Danni was all too aware of his partner's issues. The thought of his beloved in isolation, or worse, was utterly unbearable. Though he also felt bad for not being able to defend him, not being able to tell them to fuck off. Which ultimately worried him to the core. Guys were supposed to be strong. Assertive. tough. Traits that Danni wasn't even able to dream about. Traits Ian probably wanted in him. But he couldn't provide. Danni had been dreading these facts for years, dreading the day Ian'd leave him. He was bidding his time. SO I MOVED TO THE DANCE FLOOR,
with instincts and nothing more.[/color][/center][/blockquote] I'll make a WORDCOUNT/OUTFIT/OTHER thingy later |
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Post by nickolaus ian andrews on Jan 23, 2011 0:04:41 GMT -5
This place was great, already fantastic, oh how did he love it so. Plenty of people already bitching about him, insulting him here and there. So much better than California. Oh how much he missed that sunshine, and the warmth in the air. Ian sighed, closing his eyes. He wanted to relax, get people off his mind. He didn't want to be here, the place seemed horrible the second he got off the plane. All the snow, and cold. He may actually have liked it better if he wasn't upset about having to go here. Maybe if it was willingly, but no..he had to be here because of some retard at his old school.
Ian sighed, closing his laptop, and setting it aside, he honestly couldn't stand some people. They just had to be fucking attention whores, and go around insulting everyone. He couldn't stand it, those people were the reason he was here. But then Danni was here now too. He liked that, but he didn't like what Danni did to get in here. It made Ian worry about him a lot. With those protective instincts he had. He would do anything to make sure Danni was happy. He never thought about hurting him.
Ian's mind went back to the chat, all the things those people had said. He needed to check on Danni, make sure he was alright, plus..he missed him like crazy, and just wanted to calm down. Which Danni was always good at. Keeping Ian calm. He grabbed his sweatshirt, and left the room, making his way to Danni's dorm. He knocked on the door. "Danni? You okay?" He asked his voice calm.
He noticed the door was unlocked, and opened it, seeing Danni with his face in a pillow he walked in, closing the door behind him. He knew what was wrong. He went over and sat on the bed. Sighing he looked down at Danni. "Don't listen to them, their just idiots who don't know anything about you."
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[/color] Black v-neck , Pants && Vans , Sweatshirt CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES Blarb..it sucks WORD COUNT 30050ish[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by dannijudenolan on Jan 23, 2011 17:59:41 GMT -5
BECAUSE EVER SINCE THE FIRST DANCE,
all I thought about was lovin on you. [/b][/size] The clicking, and opening of his door caused Danni to freeze. Someone was just randomly walking in? He stayed absolutely silent, reluctantly waiting for something else to happen. Though once he heard the all-too-familiar voice break the silence, his nerves smoothed out. Jerking upward, he glanced over at Ian, looking rather sad. A slight smile stretched at the corner of his lips, and he broke eye contact with the other. Standing up, he put his arms around Ian's waist, and gently leaned into him. Resting his head on Ian's shoulder. " I just wanted to make a good impression...and they called me names."[/b] He whined in a low, tiny voice. He usually wasn't one for complaining, but the stress of a brand new school and people picking on him was too much to retain. Sighing, Danni closed his eyes, he wanted this moment to last. It'd been so long since they'd seen eachother, so long since they'd been able to just talk. And all it took to get it was attempted suicide. Though things still weren't right. He felt like he was holding Ian hostage, in a sense. Like he was forcing him to stay in the relationship- or else. And obviously no one wanted to be responsible for someone's death, so what choice did he have? Danni was becoming more and more paranoid each day. Every minute spent alone arousing new suspicions. SO I MOVED TO THE DANCE FLOOR,
with instincts and nothing more.[/color][/center][/blockquote] WORDS:[/color] 270 somethin NOTES: [/color]this is poopy OUTFIT: [/color]I'll pick it out later gator LYRICS:[/color] First Dance- NeverShoutNever |
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Post by nickolaus ian andrews on Jan 23, 2011 18:40:00 GMT -5
Ian Watched Danni as he got up, and wrapped his arms around Danni. He smiled slightly at the embrace, liking it very much. The smile faded when Danni spoke again, and Ian pulled Danni's face into his hands. "Danni, what those people think, it doesn't matter. You have me, and there are plenty of other great people here. Don't worry..it'll take some time to get used to things, but it will work out in the end." He leaned forward, and kissed Danni softly on the lips, before holding him in an embrace again. "I promise it will be okay Danni." he closed his eyes. Yes he did tell Danni to forget what people say, even though he didn't do it himself. He just couldn't stand seeing Danni upset.
Something just didn't seem right though, he had a feeling there was something Danni wasn't telling him. That Danni was upset about something and not saying what. He didn't like that, he wanted to see Danni laughing and smiling. Like before. "You know you can trust me Danni." He pulled back to gaze into his eyes. "If your upset about anything, you can tell me." He gave Danni a crooked smile, and then looked around the room.
"Already started making it look more like home aye?" He smiled again, trying to lighten up the mood a bit, but most likely failing very much at it. he looked at the posters and smiled, it was nice to have something familiar here.
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[/color] Black v-neck , Pants && Vans , Sweatshirt CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES Mine was poopy. WORD COUNT almost 300[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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Post by dannijudenolan on Jan 25, 2011 21:54:54 GMT -5
BECAUSE EVER SINCE THE FIRST DANCE,
all I thought about was lovin on you. [/b][/size] A warm tint of pink appeared upon his cheeks as his face was held in Ian's soft hands.The chemistry between them was so amazing. Perfect infact. Danni often thought about how lucky he was. Lucky to have found someone just right. Something most their age only dreampt about. He sighed as he listened to Ian's words, what if they really had meant it? Though the warm, gentle lips pressed into his distracted him pretty darn well. His eyes fluttered shut, he barely had time to kiss him back before they pulled away. Smiling ear to eat, Danni left his worries behind him. " Of course I trust you." Glancing around the room, he nodded. " Yup. Sure did. It still doesn't feel like a home yet though." He exclaimed, brightly turning around and straightening his covers, and taking a seat. " What about yours? How was your move?" He asked curiously. Not that Ian'd be worried about a stupid room anyway. Once again, causing Danni to doubt himself masculinity wise. Oh well. SO I MOVED TO THE DANCE FLOOR,
with instincts and nothing more.[/color][/center][/blockquote] WORDS:[/color] 220 give or take NOTES: [/color] sorry it's so short  OUTFIT: [/color]I'll pick it out later gator LYRICS:[/color] First Dance- NeverShoutNever |
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Post by nickolaus ian andrews on Jan 31, 2011 20:13:35 GMT -5
Ian smiled at Danni. He loved him so much. Everything about him. His eyes, smile, laugh. The way Danni was always caring. The way he talked, even walked, and most definitely the little fashionesta that lay inside him.
He sat down next to Danni, a smile stretching across his face. "It wont be exactly like Cali, but pretty close. Though this weather takes some getting used top." He gave a small chuckle.
" Oh...i got a few of my posters from back home. Some songs i wrote, and a few pictures of Kali on the walls. Its kinda sloppy though." He grinned sheepishly, but then a tinge of sadness fell across his face when he thought of Kali. He missed his sister very much. He felt horrible for leaving her. It was her first year in high-school. Who was going to tell her how to fight off bullies, or be protective over her when she got her first boyfriend. He thought about calling her, but then his mom would answer the phone, and make up some excuse as to why she couldn't talk to him. He really hated his mom.
His fists clenched as he thought about this, but then he remembered where he was, and relaxed them. He didn't want to be upset around Danni. I t might worry him. He looked at Danni and cracked a beautiful half grin. "So Danni, want me to show you around?" He didn't care if he'd already got a tour, he just wanted to get out of the room.
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[/color] Black v-neck , Pants && Vans , Sweatshirt CREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS someday - nickelback NOTES blehh..its poopish WORD COUNT277 [/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] |
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