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Post by victoria hope jean on Jan 20, 2011 20:05:48 GMT -5
 
It had been an okay day. She actually went to all of her classes, which didn't bother her. Usually, she'd wind up skipping science or history, for the pure reason that she didn't like going to it, it would put her in a bad mood, but she was able to handle it today. She went to her dorm and put down all her homework, before laying down on her bed. She closed her eyes, and relaxed for a few minutes. She wanted to get out of this school; all that had happened here was fucking drama, it wasn't making her feel better. It was making her worse. Either she was feeling bad, or someone else was. She couldn't handle it, it was driving her insane.
Hope let out a sigh and turned to her side on her bed, looking at the homework that she needed to do. She really didn't want to do it, but she knew that she needed to. So, with a frustrated sigh, she got off of her bed and grabbed math homework, along with her iPod, and walked out of her dorm. She wasn't going to do her homework in her dorm, she'd get distracted by her laptop and guitar. Ofcourse, going to the common room wasn't going to help her either. She didn't care, though. Maybe, if someone was in there that was in her grade or higher, they could help her if she needed it.
Ha, how funny. She wasn't going to ask for help, she was too stubborn.
Finally, she reached the common room and she sat down on the couch, turning her iPod to Alexisonfire, before opening her math book. She looked down at the first problem and closed her eyes, rubbing her temples. She was stressed now, just looking at the problem. Then, she slammed the book shut and threw it to the floor. She wasn't going to bother with it. She would ask Amanda for help when she got back to the room. She gave the book a glare before laying down on the couch and curling up into a ball, closing her eyes.
Really, she just wanted to sleep. School drained her of energy. It was an energy sucker. She wouldn't go, but she wanted to go somewhere in life, so she forced herself every morning to get up and go. She reached up and pushed the hair that was covering her face, to the side, and let out a light mumble, "Stupid fucking school.." in a tired tone.
Slowly, but surely, she felt herself fall more and more into the land of sleep. She knew that she probably shouldn't fall asleep in the common room, so she fought from going to sleep by trying to keep her eyes open. She was much too tired to sit back up, even though she probably should. She let out a tired groan and stretched a little bit and yawning, her tired eyes looking around the room.
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Post by alex on Jan 20, 2011 21:40:26 GMT -5
  Alex wandered into the common room. He didn’t want to stay in his room when Chase was off doing god knows what. Yes, him and Chase were a thing, but not with just each other, they had an open relationship, they were allowed to see other people, but only girls. Any other guys and the other would get mad. Alex knew he would anyways. He smiled when he saw Hope. He saw that she was dozing off and shook his head. He didn’t think that she would be stupid enough to actually sleep out here. He went over and picked up her legs before sitting down where her legs had just been and set them down on his lap. ”Not a good idea to sleep out here” He said as he looked down at her. He knew that she would probably just sit up now that he was here, but it wasn’t like he would care. She could do what she wanted. And hell, she would probably say something about him going and fucking someone again. But he would tell her the truth. Chase was his roommate, so they did have to get along, but he didn’t think Hawthorne knew exactly why they got along so well. WORDS ;; 200ish STATUS ;; Finished TAGGED ;; hope OUTFIT ;; but he's blondNOTES ;;
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Post by victoria hope jean on Jan 26, 2011 18:42:16 GMT -5
She'd given up; she was going to let herself fall into the world of sleep. Her eyelids drifted down slowly and her whole body relaxed. She was finally about to drift off, when she felt her legs being picked up, then laid down again, only on a lap. She opened her eyes and looked to see who it was before she let out a frustrated groan and closed her eyes again. When it came to her getting up, or waking up, when she was tired, she wasn't a pleasant person. She hated waking up, she loved her sleep. If she was asleep, she didn't have to put up with anything in the real world. Yeah, that was kind of depressing to think about, but it was the truth. She wasn't going to lie, that was just stupid.
When he started talking, she opened her eyes and looked to glare at him. She didn't care where she was, she wanted to sleep. Besides, he acted like he cared what happened to her. She wasn't here for being an alcoholic or anything, she was here for being a suicidal. It wasn't often that she was scared to do something that wasn't smart to do, "You know it's not a good idea to wake me up," She grumbled, rubbing at her eyes. She probably looked like a little kid right now, but she didn't care. She got called a little kid alot, because of how she looked.
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notes. bahaha, this post sucks majorly.
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Post by alex on Jan 27, 2011 17:34:05 GMT -5
Alex laughed as she groaned and opened her eyes. They had agreed to be civil, but she obviously still wasn’t over anything yet. Hell, he hadn’t done anything wrong here. Here, the key word. She could be mad at him for him raping her at the party, but here, them having sex was all her fault. Although he had kind of guilted her into it, it didn’t matter to him. She consented, and it was her fault. When she shut her eyes again he shook his head. “I know that its not a good idea, but did I ever say I was smart? Or course not” he said smirking. He wasn’t one to care for smarts, he had street smarts, and that was enough for him. Book smarts were for nerds. He was a party animal and a jock. Define party animal? Anyone that attended the parties that were thrown back home every time that there was one. Hell, he threw half of them. Sure his parents got pissed, and after he was sent to live with his aunt to end it, and it didn’t stop the last stop was this oh so lovely place. Could you blame him for hating it? Of course not. “And you’re supposed to be the smart one out of our whole little group. Yeah, about that?” he said smirking. She was the smartest, that was given. Although when it came to parties she wasn’t too smart, and Conner and Alex were the ones to handle that business. WORDS ;; 250ish STATUS ;; Finished TAGGED ;; hope OUTFIT ;; but he's blondNOTES ;;
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Post by victoria hope jean on Jan 30, 2011 14:13:16 GMT -5
Hope let out a light laugh when he said that he wasn't smart. Well, she already knew that. Hell, everyone back in Houston knew it, all he liked to do was go to parties and get fucked up. She was never one for all that stuff, but she knew all about what went on at those parties that he went to. It was stupid to her, why would you do all of that, just so you could hardly remember what happened that night? It made no sense to her, "I already knew that, Alex," She said, waking up a little more, although she didn't want to. She would rather just sleep, not wake up. It was so much easier than waking up and having to do all her homework, or put up with more assholes.
She rolled her eyes and shook her head. Yeah, she was smart, but she didn't really care about much anymore, if he hadn't noticed. She would do alot of things that she normally wouldn't have done back in Houston. She took risks, secretly hoping that something would happen to her and she wouldn't be here anymore. She was her for being suicidal, after all. And yeah, it would just be easier if she did it herself, but how would she do that? The school took everything away from her that they thought would harm her, "Pff, now who said that?" She said, just joking around with him. They were, after all, trying to be civil to one another.
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Post by alex on Feb 11, 2011 1:12:08 GMT -5
Alex smiled when she laughed. She knew what he was saying was true. With her sarcasm though he pushed her lightly. He shook his head and rolled his eyes all while smiling. It was great to be joking around with her, but hell, really? How was she related to Connor? He was fucking brilliant, and she was rather boring. He loved partying, and she was the goody two shoes. Her brother was rather promiscuous and she was, well until him, a virgin. He took out a blunt and smiled. She had to try it sometime. Hell everyone did. Well at least in his mind they did. He lit it up before taking the smoke into his lungs. He leaned his head back and smiled. It felt great for his body to react the way that they did. He picked up her hand, and set the blunt between her fingers. Before moving it towards her lips. ”A little won’t hurt, promise, it’s actually healthy” he said smiling. Which was true. It was proven to help cure eating disorders. And Hope did have one, so hey! He was saving her from herself. WORDS ;; 200ish STATUS ;; Finished TAGGED ;; hope OUTFIT ;; but he's blondNOTES ;;
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 11, 2011 1:39:57 GMT -5
This was nice, actually, not fighting with Alex for once. But she knew she couldn't get too close to him. Everytime she'd done that, it ended badly. She was still wary about being around him, because he knew how to manipulate her. He'd hung around her enough to figure it out. Besides, he only hung around her because she was related to Connor, but in all honesty they were nothing alike anymore. Sure, they used to be. They used to be best friends, up until he met Alex. Then it all went to shit. Now, she was considered the good child and yet.. she still didn't get as much attention as Connor did. Well, he also got into trouble, so he needed the attention. She was sick and tired of always being put second to him.
When he brought out a blunt, she bit her bottom lip and looked down.Not those again, she had actually managed to stay away from the people that had done that. Well.. they didn't do it infront of her atleast, because they knew that she didn't approve of it. She was kind of forced to look up at him when he placed the blunt into her hands and brought it up to her lips. She looked at him with uncertainty for a moment. She didn't know if she could believe it, mainly because all of his promises had turned around on her most of the time. But... one time couldn't hurt, could it? Just to see what all of the hype was about. So, she let her eyes flick down to the blunt before she placed her lips on it and letting the smoke enter her lungs. She wanted to cough it all out, but she refrained and let waited to see how her body would react to it.
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Post by alex on Feb 12, 2011 23:25:04 GMT -5
He was happy that him and hope weren’t arguing for once. At least they were getting along and not swearing at each other. He knew that eventually she would cave into him. Although he honestly didn’t know how Hope wasn’t as ‘corrupted’ as her brother was. Although she had tried staying away from the parties, even the one that she had attended she hadn’t touched anything. He really didn’t know how she did it. He sighed and rolled his eyes when she looked away from the blunt. It wasn’t his fault that he liked smoking it. He nodded towards her when she looked up at him, as he held the blunt to her lips. He smiled as she brought it to her lips and took the smoke in. As he took the blunt back he took another hit before smiling. Don’t cough, and hold it in for a minute longer” he wanted to make sure that she would get high, and not just cough it out and be buzzed. ”You’ll probably need another hit to get the full effect though” he said blowing the rest of the smoke out. WORDS ;; 200ish STATUS ;; Finished TAGGED ;; hope OUTFIT ;; but he's blondNOTES ;;
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 14, 2011 1:11:30 GMT -5
She couldn't believe that she just did that, this school was doing something to her. Alex and Connor had offered those to her many times, but she would always turn it down. It had to be something about this school, it was driving her insane. She wasn't even getting better, if anything, she was getting worse. She missed the old her: the sweet and innocent Hope Victoria, the one that still had her virginity and didn't have a care in the world.
It was hard not to cough out the smoke, but she did as he said, for once. After what seemed forever, she let out the smoke. She didn't know how she was supposed to feel, but she knew that she felt a little different. Hope looked over at him, biting her bottom lip when he said that she needed another hit. She didn't really like the feeling of the smoke going into her body, she really wanted to cough it out everytime. She didn't say anything to him for a moment before nodding her head and letting out a quiet, "Uh.. okay."
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Post by alex on Feb 15, 2011 19:27:34 GMT -5
Alex smiled when she actually listened to him. She hadn’t done that in years, and she had never smoked with him. She usually told them no when they were smoking. They had tried every time before finally just giving up. But it was true, weed could be good for people with eating disorders. Along certain other diseases. He quickly took another hit before handing it to her. She would probably be rather high after this, if her body reacted to the drug well. He had to smoke a little more than others, but hell, he still got high. Since she hadn’t smoked before she probably wouldn’t know what to feel, but she would feel different. He remembered his first time, it was freshman year of high school? So much had changed since then! It was a great few years since then. Constant partying, hooking up, getting high. WORDS ;; 150ish STATUS ;; Finished TAGGED ;; hope OUTFIT ;; but he's blondNOTES ;;
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Post by victoria hope jean on Feb 15, 2011 21:44:57 GMT -5
Hope started to wonder if weed really did help people with eating disorders, or if it was just something that he told her to get her to try it. Hell, she wouldn't have done it, if she didn't really want to. She did want to stop her eating disorder eventually, but she was so scared of herself getting bigger and being teased again. She didn't want to put up with that again, it was torturous and it drove her insane. She was a sensitive human being, for the most part, and she couldn't handle being teased.
She took the blunt from him, hesitantly, as he handed it back to her. She was still kind of hesitant about it all; what if she didn't remember anything that happened, or she felt sick afterwards. What if she did something really stupid and he brought it up to Connor? Oh God, how that would ruin her. Her brother already thinks that she's a whore, she didn't need anymore hatred from him. She shook the head from her thoughts. Sure, it was probably a bad idea, especially with Alex around, but it didn't matter. She took another hit and handed the blunt back to Alex. She held the smoke in for a minute, like he'd told her to do before, before letting the smoke out. It took a few moments, but she finally felt her body start to react to it.
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Post by alex on Feb 19, 2011 14:24:06 GMT -5
Alex smiled as she took the blunt out of his hand and took another hit. He knew that she would begin to feel something at least. Whether it would be a strong something or not was up to how her body would handle the THC in her system. He knew that it would feel great for him, but probably a little weird for her. He took back the blunt and took another hit. ”How do you feel?” he asked. Besides the weed would probably make her hungry and actually eat. Although he didn’t really ever get the cravings anymore. Mostly just the nice wonderful high that he wished for. ”Hungry yet” he knew that it may take an hour or two, but she would eventually give in. This made just be her cure. WORDS ;; 150ish STATUS ;; Finished TAGGED ;; hope OUTFIT ;; but he's blondNOTES ;;
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