We meet again (Parker)

[kaija]

This is the hardest part
- - - when you feel like you're fading - - -
All that you have has become unreal

collapsing, and aching
- - - All I want, all I want is right here - - -
but love don't live here anymore

Today was going by slow, it was my eighth day in this hell-hole, and i was beginning to get bored of it. I needed to meet knew people, and fast, i wanted to know when this next party was coming up. My head hurt again, like nothing I've felt before, i was slightly worried. I had puked up some blood today, along with my food. The head ache had started soon after. I closed my eyes. 'Don't worry about it, your fine, its just a small symptom.' I told myself reassuringly, It apparently, did not work.

I pulled my coat closer to me, it wasn't all that chilly out today, but chilly enough. I sighed, and took out my Lighter, and my pack of cigarettes. "Damn..." I mumbled, noticing i had only two cigs left. I needed more, and fast. I lit one, and let the smoke fill my lungs as i took a drag. I smiled, at the familiar smell, and feeling. I hadn't had one of these since i got here, and was dying for a chance to get one. I Let the smoke out into little rings, i didn't bother hiding the cigarette, no one was outside anyways. I took yet another drag, and kept it in for a few moments longer before exhaling.

My headache seemed to have drowned away a little more, but i could tell it was still there. I didn't want to get my head checked out, until it was absolutely necessary. For now though..i would let it slide.

love is dead, love is gone
love don't live here anymore

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tagged; Parker Alex Grigori!!
word count;250-ish
notes; Having muse is fuun ^^
oufit; Clicky!
listening to; Tea Party - Kerli

[parkeralexgrigori]

IT AIN'T ME YOU'RE LOOKIN FOR BABE,
go lightly from the ledge babe.
go lightly on the ground.

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Parker walked casually along the rather frosty soil, making quirky little crunching noises with each step. He wasn't heading anywhere in particular, but walking aimlessley was just as pleasuring as heading towards an actual destination. America was gorgeous. Although the people were iffy, and the air was polluted, there were so many great things to see. There was so much to take in- but he enjoyed the challenge very much.

Grinning softly, Parker inhaled deeply, taking in the crisp, winter air. It wasn't nearly as cold as Finland, but it still brought that oh-so recognizeable twirl of frosty breath to leave his lips when he exhaled. Raising his brow, Parker eyed someone off in the distance. A girl, who looked oddly.. familliar. The way she was dressed, her hair.. whatever it was, it sure was ringing a bell.

Finally, it dawned on him, it was no one other than his long-missed friend Kaija. Picking up his pace, the boy merrily jogged over to her, face bright and happy. Laughing lightly he gave her a big, long overdue hug. Holding her tightly for a few brief moments, before eventually letting go. Smiling happily, Parker stood in front of her, waiting for her to react in whichever way she'd decide. " Oi, can't believe it's you. What are you doin' outside smokin. That stuff kills y'know."[/color] He lectured, examining the cigs and lighter distastefully.


I'M NOT THE ONE YOU WANT BABE. I'll only let you down. [/center][/blockquote][/size] [/color]

( I'll make an outfit/notes/word count thingy later gator. but this song is fuggin amazin. www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hESjwIyEgs )

[kaija]

This is the hardest part
- - - when you feel like you're fading - - -
All that you have has become unreal

collapsing, and aching
- - - All I want, all I want is right here - - -
but love don't live here anymore

I almost screamed in shock when someone grabbed me into a big hug, i hadn't noticed him coming towards me, to engrossed in my thoughts. I had to keep my cigarette away before i burnt the guy. He finally let go of me, and i recognized him from the beginning. My eyes got wide, and a squealed in excitement, unable to help myself. I practically jumped on him, hugging him back just as tightly as he had. I gave him a friendly kiss on the cheek. When i let go my face was beaming with excitement. "Aw hell, what are you doing here?!" I laughed happily. Parker was the dearest of all friends i had, and i knew i was going to miss him like hell when i left, and now here he was standing in front of me.

I tapped my cigarette, my face still beaming as he lectured me about it. "It doesn't matter how hard you try I am not quitting." I smiled, and took another drag, it was good to hear the lectures again. I didn't care how much i hated them before, it made me happy to hear them once again. "But in this case, i will stop smoking this one." There was still half of the cigarette left, and regretfully i dropped it into the snow. I pouted as i stepped on it, i didn't like wasting all that good-ness. 'Oh well..i can just buy another pack.'

I grinned happily, and started to play with my lighter, switching it on and off, and twirling my fingers in the flame. I had been a pyro pretty much my whole life. I didn't really notice that i was doing it anyways. My grin was still plastered on my face, i pushed my blond hair out of my face. "Its really you huh? God..i missed you." I shook my head. Sadness crept through me for only a few seconds. "I didn't think i would see you again."

Just like i didn't think i would see Salli again, and what i meant by that, was her grave. Though i would be able to go back when i was older, it just saddened me to not be able to visit her everyday, like i did before. Just then my stomach made a gurgling sound. I hadn't eaten much today since this morning, and the thought of Salli made me feel hungry. Horrible..i know. But i ate to hide my sorrows, and i puked to finish them off. I smiled slightly, "Its great to see you."

love is dead, love is gone
love don't live here anymore

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tagged;Parker Alex Grigori!!
word count;450-ish
notes; That song IS amazing! haha, i loved it.
oufit; Clicky!
listening to; Kerli- Army of Love