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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 24, 2010 16:49:50 GMT -5
"I never ask for things like that, I just do them but don't act like you didn't like it" She teased with a laugh as she stuck her tongue out at him. She was having a good time here, with this kid that she didn't really know well. Besides his name, she actually didn't know anything about except for he was a smart ass and made her laugh. It was hard to do that sometimes, seeing as she didn't have that much to laugh about nowadays.
He promised not to tell anyone if she promised to keep his Gaga on the D.L and she nodded in agreement only to shake her head as he made another smart butt comment. It was alright, May didn't mind playing along. This was keeping her mind busy, and off her addiction. Off her worries about having a personality dysfunction and she turned her head to the side with a quirked eyebrow.
"All three" She commented back, watching him.
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Post by jake on Nov 25, 2010 1:47:58 GMT -5
he shook his head and laughed at what she said."yeah, i figured as much"he commented about what not asking to do certain things. a smirk appeared on his face when she told him that she knew he liked it."yeah, shame it only lasted a second."he said sticking his tongue out at her. he couldn't remember the last time he laughed this much. well of course he could, but he meant in the three years he had been here.
he watched her nod in agreement to keep his secret gaga obsession all hush hush, but of course he had to keep her accidentally lap dance. a secret. haha, he laughed at the thought."smart ass,"he heard himself call her before sighing softly."well lets see i didn't like my rock and yours looked more comfy to sit on. as for why im in the woods. i was out running and why im here. i was sent here against my better judgment but then again wasn't everyone."he told her with a grin. he wasn't ready to tell her why he was sent here, and it didn't sound like she wanted to know, but then again he could be wrong.
one way or another people here wanted to know why you were so fucked up. it was like admitting you do have something wrong with you and you need to be fixed. of course he was still in denial.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 26, 2010 20:18:27 GMT -5
"Well, my rock certainly is better then yours. I can't argue with you there" She commented, pulling the big hood of her sweatshirt over her head. It had been apparent that he was running to her, and she wondered if that was the thing that he did to stay true to himself. everyone needed something to keep them true to themselves and although May didn't know what her thing was she wished she had something besides her other selves.
She grinned a little as she moved a piece of stray hair behind her ear. "It's alright if you don't want to tell me Jake" She said with a soft tone. "When your ready, I'll listen"
May didn't have a lot of close friends, though she tried to make them. It was hard for her because of her disorder, people didn't understand but May hoped that if she was understanding of people they would be the same way for her.
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Post by jake on Nov 26, 2010 23:18:02 GMT -5
he smiled softly when she said that her rock was definitely better."yeah yeah yeah, don't rub it in."he said as he stuck his tongue out at her. okay it wasn't unusual for him to be hesitant about the reason for being here. after all it had take him awhile to speak up to the counselors and he only did so because he wanted to get out of here. man did she know how to make him feel bad. he figured that it couldn't hurt. she already spilled the fact that she was into drugs, and its not like she would laugh. but then again maybe she would. what did he care if she laughed. he thought before sighing at what she said. of course that just made him want to say it even more."i tried to commit suicide when i was fourteen. i was diagnosed with depression and blah blah blah."he told her with a smile.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 27, 2010 0:41:35 GMT -5
Jake said the word 'suicide' and she looked at him with sharper eyes. She wasn't sure why he seemed to joke about it, but May was surprised by what he had said. So far, he seemed like a pretty care free person and May wasn't able to imagine the guy sitting in front her wanting to end his life. But perhaps that meant he was getting help?
She turned her eyes away from him, looking into the distance for a moment playing with her thumbs. He hadn't wanted to tell her, she could tell but then he just blurted it out. She looked back at him with her head hung a little bit to the side trying to figure him out. It wasn't working, and she smiled softly with a nod.
May was still within arm distance of him, and put a small hand on his leg as she watched him. "What happened? I mean, what was the thing that caused you to resort to that?"
She couldn't help it, even with his obvious lake of motivation to open up to her she asked. Maybe it was too much of him, but all she wanted was someone to talk to and rather or not he was the right person she didn't know but for now she liked him well enough.
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Post by jake on Nov 27, 2010 21:05:34 GMT -5
he really had a weird sense of humor especially to be laughing at the fact that he just said that he tried to commit suicide. he didn't know which hurt more the fact that he didn't pull it off or the fact that he had to relive the fact that he failed such a simple attempt. it was a bit quite after he stopped laughing. of course it would be. what do you say to someone who's suicidal? everyone here was in denial about things they didn't want to believe was true and jake was certainly one of them.
her hand resting on his leg made him feel awkward. like a child who was being ushered to tell them the truth. it took him a while for her to talk after she asked him the big question why he did it. yeah he did feel like he was reliving it."i let my little sister die."he told her with a soft sigh. it wasn't much of an explanation but the last thing he need to have was someone convince him that it wasn't his fault. from the very second he heard that screaming...it never went away."i was suppose to be watching her...she got him by a car."he told her hoping she didn't ask him anymore. it was kinda hard for him to admit it after many years of never telling anyone.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 28, 2010 15:09:29 GMT -5
May was an only child. She never had a sister or a brother, and as far as she knew, May was without cousins and things like that. She had no idea what it was like to have someone younger then you look up to you, or to look up to someone older. She never be-friended a young girl or boy down the street. She had no idea what it was like to lose a sibling, but did know what it was like to lose a parent. And then to have to deal with someone who had no actual relation to you, try and tell you what to do.
"My father died in a car accident when I was little" She looked up at him with a soft smile. "What was she like, your sister?" She asked.
It might help him to talk about her, though May would never ask him to talk about the accident. It wasn't something she would ever talk about, and even talking about her dad was hard sometimes.
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Post by jake on Dec 4, 2010 19:57:20 GMT -5
he really couldn't look at her. she had to understand that this was basically the first time he had ever opened up about why he was here. it was like giving some your weakness. he couldn't help but move away after a bit. he frowned slightly as he stood up and ran his fingers through his hair."im sorry to hear about your father, but its not the same you didn't kill him did you."it was harsh but he was telling the truth. their pain and their loss was not the same. he shook his head."it doesn't matter, she gone...."he told her before walking slowly."it was nice talking with you, but i have to finish my run..."he told her before he began to jog away.
i thought i'd end the thread. XD
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