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Post by jake on Nov 11, 2010 17:42:44 GMT -5
Running has now become a hard habit to get rid of. Not that he didn't like running he actually preferred it over other things, especially in the cold autumn weather. He couldn't remember the day he had actually began to run everyday after dinner or after his last class. He slipped his shoes on before heading out of his room, closing the door behind him as quietly as possible. He knew how people hated being disturbed when they were sleeping. He pulled his hoddie on as he managed to walk down the stairs and out of the school. He already knew where he was going. His feet knew the route way to well. He took a deep breath, feeling the cold air stinging his cheeks slightly. He ran his fingers thought his already messy dark brown locks.
He took another breath before shaking his head and kicking a small rock that was near his foot into the lake. He wasn't one to start with stretching before he began his run. He probably should of since many people said it was good for something. He shrugged those thoughts away as he broke into a run. Running around the lake was always rather relaxing for him, it was no wonder where if you were looking for him to look here first. He didn't know why he found the lake so relaxing he just did. But soon he continued to run and this time running away from the lake. After awhile of just running around in circles, it would be nice to get a change in scenery.
outfit;; here
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 11, 2010 17:55:40 GMT -5
Sasha..May, whatever you called her walked through the halls of where she resided in. She was certainly toasted on the crap she had just smoked. Snorted, did she maybe even eat it? She couldn't even remember, it was that good. She laughed to herself for a moment, when she saw the exit to the outside grounds and fell really quiet. It was funny to her, how she had just become quiet so quickly and as a result she was over come but an uncontrollable fit of laughter. And so May, with her long blond hair ran out of the door with her laughter.
For a moment, she thought about Skittles, and how unhappy she probably was with May's current situation. It bothered her, that tomorrow in her session she would get bitched at for this but sometimes a girl just needed to get out! and besides, May knew that she would never make for enough to actually run away from the stupid school. The others would let her.
She snorted again and then gaged as she felt a warm substance coming from her nose.
"For Christs fucking sake!" She muttered at herself violently. It was the drugs, she knew that. and it sucked, to have such an obvious side effect to her most recent high but it was settling in now and she almost didn't care. But still a little, so due to the blood she reached for her dark shirt and dragged it across the skin under her nose. It happened sometimes, and it was understandable.
May didn't eat because she didn't have an appetite...ever and that was thanks to drugs she always had in her system. She hardly weighed anything at all, because she never eat. and the drugs were all a way for her to keep her mind calm within the mist of all the people living inside her. It was hard, being May sometimes but at the current moment she was more then content with herself. It was amazing to be her.
She walked outside the grounds, and kept looking back just waiting for a white-coat to be after her. She giggled in response to her nickname for the doctors. They probably she called them that though, because Skittles just let everything spill. She turned her head back towards the direction she was walking and saw someone running.
Raising an eyebrow slightly, she watched the figure for a moment before deciding to head towards it.
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Post by jake on Nov 14, 2010 13:28:27 GMT -5
he wished he would of grabbed his music player or something. the silence was nice, but it wasn't for him. he needed noise like fish need water. to him it was something relaxing, but of course he did like the silence once and again. really the only reason he wanted to have music running through his mind was to stop all those thoughts from invading. he was one to over think things. especially with something as serious as what had happened to his little sister, he shouldn't be alive if she wasn't. after all it was his fault that she was dead. he was a different person now, completely different. his old self wouldn't of tried to commit suicide. he didn't know what made him angry more, the fact that he didn't succeed or the fact that he took so long to try to kill himself.
his thoughts were interrupted by the sound of footsteps. he slowed his pace down to a walk before stopping completely. he was sure he was the only lunatic that liked to run around in circles, but the again there were those dumb bitches that thought they were fat, when they were nothing but skin and bone. he frowned at the thought of one of those people being out here with him. his brown eyes scanned the area.
he figured it would be a good idea to walk around to find the source of the footsteps. but then again why did he want to find this person, its not like he was going to strike up a conversation, but then again he wasn't a complete loner. he figured he had to pretend to be as normal as possible to get out of this hell hole. walking back in the direction he was running from, he sighed before calling out."hello, you can quit stalking me, I don't bite."he said chuckling softly.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 15, 2010 0:51:16 GMT -5
Sasha continued to walk towards the running figure, not thinking about noise or if she would disturb them. It didn't really matter to her, after all she couldn't think of anything else to do. As she walked, she pulled her jeans up a little bit. May couldn't even believe that they were big on her again. It would have been the second time this month that she was going to have to go and buy a smaller size. She didn't understand, she eat. She would eat like a man, and still she was just wasting away.
"Fuckin' Meth.." she whispered to herself. She would rather weigh nothing before giving up her drugs though and it was just that. The drugs. They ruined most things, but kept her sane. But, because she was still having a pretty high from her most recent fix she grinned still as she continued to walk towards the figure still. She was closure, and could make out rather obviously that it was a male figure.
She raised an eyebrow gently before hearing him say something. Laughing gently, she pushed some hair from her face and ran the last few paces towards him.
"I don't stalk people, sorry to disappoint you. No, I was simply walking, and noticed you. Figured I would come over and say hello" She grinned at him a little and made a mental note of his first words to her. They might be useful later on
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Post by jake on Nov 17, 2010 11:50:43 GMT -5
it seemed like ages before the person finally revealed themselves. it sort of took jake by surprise. he figured it was some dumb teacher or something, not a girl who was thin as a rail and had a bit of blood on her face. he really wasn't sure what she was doing that she had blood on her face. and by the looks of her, he really had no idea who she was at all. sure despite being in the school for almost all four years, he did manage to remain distant from the people in this school. he wasn't much of a talker, especially not after what happened. he couldn't help but smirk at her words."yeah, right. oh im so highly disappointed."he said with a laugh.
not sure what to say anymore he was deciding whether or not to just leave her here and continue running or actually try to talk to another human here. he took a deep breath, after all he had been running for an hour or so. he bit his lip and faced to see her clearly. she was tall and thin, blonde hair and he was kinda of pretty even with the blood on her face."so what's with the blood?"he asked curiously.
sorry its so short. XD
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 17, 2010 18:02:43 GMT -5
May watched him for a moment, and he seemed to be debating something in his head, but she wasn't sure what it was. After all, she didn't know this guy. As she looked at him, it became clear how much she didn't know him. May didn't think she had even seen him around, but he looked old enough to be the same year as her. That was odd, even to her but she supposed that perhaps they were way different and if that was the case, they wouldn't see each other just passing by. Plus, May wasn't one to watch people when she walked through the halls.
She grinned a little at his comment, though she knew he was kidding. He had a nice laugh, though she felt it was a little awkward for some reason and then he asked about the blood on her face.
"Son-of-a-bitch.." She muttered, wiping it off with her back sleeve. "Sorry, it's the drugs.." She muttered uncomfortably, with a forced laugh. That was a great first impression.. having a bloody nose because she was a drug addict. She groaned to herself, inwardly for a moment before deciding that it didn't really matter. She didn't even know this guy
"Uhm..well I'm May" She said after a moment, pushing some hair from her face.
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Post by jake on Nov 20, 2010 12:31:16 GMT -5
he watched her grin and couldn't help but laugh at what she had said. he wasn't one to judge anyone here, you do what you do. he shook his head slightly when she told him that it was the drugs."you should carry a mirror with you. it will be a good precaution to stop walking around the here with blood smeared on your face."he told her with a grin.
he knew how awkward it could be when you had to admit that you actually had a problem. no matter how many times you deny it to others, in the end you know they you can't be in denial forever. he smiled politely at her after she had introduced herself, at least she had manners he thought with a laugh."well its a pleasure to make your acquaintance, i'm jake."and here was the point of the conversation that jake had always had with people, thinking of what to say to continue talking."so how long have you been here?"he heard himself asking her curiously.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 20, 2010 18:00:10 GMT -5
He suggested that she carry a mirror around, and May only raised an eyebrow at him then let out a little laugh. It was odd, that a male would make a suggestion like that when May hadn't ever thought about taking a mirror around. That was something that Rose was more likely to do seeing as she was the makeup wearer. May didn't wear makeup, and normally just kept her hair down. Not much need for a mirror when she thought about it, but maybe she would take his advice, though she didn't normally get bloody noses.
"A pleasure huh?" She teased with a little laugh before thinking about his question. "Uh.. I don't know. A while it feels like, but I don't actually think I've been here that long. Otherwise I'm sure I would have met you already ya know?" She shrugged a little and tugged her sweater closer to her.
May became cold real easily due to her small body weight. "And you?" She asked, taking a seat on a rock
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Post by jake on Nov 21, 2010 14:25:04 GMT -5
so it seemed like an odd thing to say coming from a guy, but hey what was so bad to check your appearance once and again. its not like you would love to walk around with something stuck in your teeth or something like that. he just figured all girls walked around with cosmetics and whatever else they put on their face. jake wasn't one to go for the over girly types. the thought of taking care of someone like that was a bit annoying.
he resisted the urge to stick his tongue out at her when she began teasing him for the words he had decided to go to."what if you want i can change my mind. but seeing as im so nice i won't after all its not every day you meet a girl with blood all over her face."he said teasing her back, watching her take a seat on a rock he did the same thing, not wanting to remain standing. he smiled at her comment."even so, i don't like to be out and about."hoping she caught on to what he was saying. he was practically a recluse, only socializing when he had to.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 21, 2010 14:48:21 GMT -5
May made a face at him, then laughed after. That was odd, that she would laugh at her own face, instead of something he had done. She shook it off, decided it didn't matter all that much. She looked at him with a grin on her face.
"Well you know, I like to rough people up a bit. Sometimes, they get a good hit in" She teased back at him. He said something about not liking to be out and about and she took offense to that. He didn't have to sit and talk to her, but sense he hadn't made a move to leave she hadn't thought she was bothering him.
Looking down at her shoes, she played with the ends of her hair as she thought about that. "Well you know, if I'm bugging you I can go somewhere else.." She muttered quietly before looking back at him again.
May had a habit of taking things personally, depending on the statement. She tried not to let it bother her, knowing it wasn't normally personal but old habits are hard to break. "I just thought you might want some company instead of being out her by yourself"
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Post by jake on Nov 23, 2010 0:05:17 GMT -5
he couldn't help but raise an eyebrow at what she had just said. before he could say something he began to laugh."if it isn't rough it isn't fun. or whatever that gaga woman said."he told her with a grin, hoping she didn't find it out that jake was sort of quoting that mad woman. sure her music was catchy but it wasn't for everyone. he figured she was just a fad. something everyone wants at first but sooner or later they would push aside. it was actually kinda depressing to think a person could be forgotten like a piece of trash or something you didn't want anymore.
well its seemed like things turned from good to bad as he began watching her. again he laughed not because he was laughing at her more or less her was laughing at what she was saying. he got up from his rock and walked towards her a bit."your not bugging me...well that much."he said teasingly."beside if you were bugging me i would of told you by now. and what i meant about me not being out and about is that im basically a recluse."he didn't want to admit it but he didn't want her to get the wrong expression."of course that doesn't mean i don't like to talk with people, i just tend to be by myself most of the time."he told her as he rambling came to a stop.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 23, 2010 21:27:37 GMT -5
May watched him as he stood up and took a few steps toward her. She lifted an eyebrow in curiosity, wondering why he had decided to stand up. It was odd to her, when they were perfectly fine talking as they were sitting. Now, she felt awkward still sitting so she stood up as well. When they were sitting, she thought he might be taller, but found that he wasn’t too much taller than herself. She didn’t mind it, it was better for conversation anyway. It was easier to be able to look straight then have to crane her neck to get in a few words and make eye contact.
Though May stood up, she didn’t make a move to walk any closer to him. She laughed a little at his teasing, and kept her eyes on him. She couldn’t really help it to be honest; May couldn’t take her eyes off of him. Although he wasn’t a big guy, he was still a good looking guy. No, he was a very good looking guy.
She shook her head a little bit and pushed some hair back. “I guess you have to be, I mean with your Gaga obsession and all” she teased back. May wasn’t a huge fan of the women, but she didn’t hate her either.
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Post by jake on Nov 23, 2010 23:03:29 GMT -5
he couldn't help but smile as he watched her stand up. he was tall but not a complete giant and it seemed like may was at least a bit as tall as him. he was tempted to sit down on her rock just to see what she would do. of course as that idea struck his mind he was already taking her seat. so now when they were talking he would have to look up to see her face clearly. he looked at her, well really looked at her. the first time he had seen her was as just some girl with blood on her face, but she was really pretty with or without the blood on her face. he stuck his tongue out at her."yeah yeah yeah, tease the gaga obsessed guy you just met. your just to chicken to admit your one of her many secret followers."he said teasingly.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 24, 2010 16:37:30 GMT -5
Jake was moving for her seat before he could react and by the time she made a move to get to her seat, he was already sitting in it and instead of ending up on the rock, she ended up in an awkward position on his lap. She looked at him for a moment, then laughed and as she tried to get off is his lap, slipped and fell on her butt.
Looking up at him, and cracked up again but decided to stay sitting seeing as her last attempt to get up had failed. “Don’t speak of this..Like, ever” She threatened with a look that she doubted he would take seriously.
May sat up, and crossing her legs let her hands rest on her small thighs. “Well, sense you’re so comfy in my spot, why don’t you tell me what you’re here for Jake” She said with a grin.
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Post by jake on Nov 24, 2010 16:44:36 GMT -5
he couldn't help but laugh at this little game of musical chairs. of course he didn't expect her to end up sitting on his lap. but that just made him laugh even more. he shook his head as he watched her slide off and fall to the ground."you know you could of just asked to sit on my lap. if you really wanted to."he told her teasingly as he stretched his hand out to help her up."alright. as long as you keep your mouth shut on my gaga obsession."he laughed. he looked at her and grinned."you mean on your rock or here in the woods or here in the school?"he said hoping he sounded like a smart ass.
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