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Post by aimee on Nov 20, 2010 12:19:58 GMT -5
Belle had been skeptical about going back to the lake, not since the embarrasing jumping in thing. She shivered just thinking about it. It was September, and cold. It hadn't bothered her before, but now she was curled up in a sweater, her hands stuffed in her pocket.
She had nothing to do, and looked back and forth as walked, hoping not to see that guy again..what was his name. Jake or Jack or something like that. She neared the courtyard and sat on a bench, looking through her bag for her bible. Crap, she must of left it in her dorm.
Sighing, she leaned against the chair, grabbed her calculus book and decided to pull that out. She really didn't want to do this, but she might as well get it done now, maybe she could sneak off to some party later or something fun like that.
Pulling out a paper and pencil she wrote her name, and before she could open her book she was already doodling on the paper, bored out of her mind.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 20, 2010 18:47:52 GMT -5
Sasha, better known as May, sat at an empty table with her book. She'd been trying to finish it for awhile but it seemed that every time she got a chance to read, something interrupted her. she was glade to get a moment to herself where she could just sit and relax. It was a little chilly outside, but it was better then being inside. If it were up to her, she would never go back inside.
She turned the page silently as she continued to read the sentence they had split between the two pages. She grinned at it, thinking the statement the character had said was funny when she felt the weight of someone else sitting down.
Looking up, she made a face like to say 'excuse me?' when she saw another girl sitting down. Sighing to herself, she placed her bookmark in the pages and turned her attention to the girl. "Yes, hello. I was sitting here, do you need something?"
Yeah, maybe it was a bit bitchy but May was sick of being interrupted.
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Post by aimee on Nov 21, 2010 12:33:31 GMT -5
Belle looked up from her day dreaming when she heard someone's voice. She really didn't know she was bothering anyone sitting here. She just wanted to read, but well she left what she wanted to read on her bed. So now, well she wanted to get her homework done so she could maybe party. But it didn't seem like that was going to happen.
"And now I'm sitting here," she said, her voice sounding harder than usual. With all the trying to be something she's not and keeping a calm collected attitude, her actual personality had been slipping in. Being good was tiring her out, it was just to much easier to be mean.
She shook her head slightly and stared at the book in anger. God, teachers really had no clue about teenagers and how much they hated homework. Or maybe they did and wanted to punish them. Who knows. "I want something, but i'm sure you can't help with it," she said crumbling her paper and sighing. What she wanted, was to get laid, to party, to do something fun. But then again she wanted to be good.
She was a big ball of contradictions that was about to implode.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 21, 2010 13:12:45 GMT -5
"Oh yeah?" She asked with a slightly raised eyebrow. This girl didn't know her, but already she was making asumptions about May. She had thought that crap was over when she had gotten removed from a normal school but she supposed that everyone was the same nowadays.
May was testing her, because all though it seemed like this girl could be a bitch, May was almost certain that she could win. And if May couldn't, they Rose certainly could and if met that this girl would understand not to cross her May wouldn't fight Rose. She would just let it happen.
" And what is it that you want?" She asked in a bitchy tone. As if May actually cared what this girl wanted was a joke, but she would play along with her little game.
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Post by aimee on Nov 21, 2010 13:42:25 GMT -5
Belle turned and actually looked at her, "Um. Yeah." She shook her head and began writing again, crap she didn't understand this shit. And that annoyed her more than this girl bothering her. "I really just want to get this crap done, so can you just leave me alone I'd really appreciate it," she said with slightly annoyed tone.
It was very hard to annoy the quiet girl, but when she was annoyed it was hard to calm her back down. "And what I want is none of your buisness cause I'm pretty positive you can't help."
She was taken aback at her own words and tone, she wasn't even used to this side of her. Well it happened once, but no need to dwell on old times. "Do you know anything about Calculus?" Knowing she had been rude, she still asked the question. Might as well figure out what to do.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 21, 2010 13:56:53 GMT -5
May was getting sick of this girl more and more with every second that passed by. Watching her, she was rather amused by how worked up she was and simply rested her head on her hand as the girl talked. using her other hand, May pushed some hair from her face and shook her head at the girl.
"Are you seriously asking for my help after being so bitchy??" May shook her hair again before reaching over the table and taking the book from the girl. The thing about May was that she was good at school. Her problem hadn't stopped that, but actually had helped her. Rose is a stronger reader then her, and Frank is better at science but May had always been good at math. In her highschool, she had been in Advanced math, but here they stuck her with everyone else. They didn't want to 'over whelm' her.
May looked up at the girl, and raised an eyebrow at her as if to say 'are you dumb?' before jotting down a few things and handing it back to her.
"Yeah, I do. But sense your being so bitchy you can have fun figuring it out for yourself" May moved to gather up her purse and leave.
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Post by aimee on Nov 21, 2010 14:12:40 GMT -5
Belle bit her lip and sighed. She knew being mean never solved anything, it just felt good. "No, I don't expect you to help me." She rubbed her temples and took in deep breaths, finally calming down a little. "I also didn't mean to be so bitchy. I don't know what came over me."
Well she did, stress. Stress came over her and she couldn't hide her self if she was stress. It made things hard for her. "I mean I know it I just can't concentrate on it." She shrugged and was about to decide to give up when the girl took her book and looked it over.
She shrugged, "I didn't expect you too." She looked over the things she wrote down and shrugged, it helped some. She sighed and shifted her position on the bench and stared at the book. Math wasn't her specialty but she still usually got it. Just apparently not today.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 21, 2010 14:30:52 GMT -5
May had finished shoving her book inside her bag and made a move to get up when she looked over back at the girl. She looked completely hopeless and May cursed to herself under her breath. She hated that she couldn't just leave someone so hopeless.
"Fine, you win. But I don't want anymore lip. I was here first, and you barged in on me. I'll help you, only if you promise not to talk to me"
May sat down next to the girl, and put the book between the two of them. She had always been a sucker for people who sucked at school. May had always felt that if she could, she had a job to help them or something. It was complicated, and even though she didn't really like this girl at the moment it wasn't anything she could help about her math skills.
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Post by aimee on Nov 21, 2010 14:57:44 GMT -5
Belle sighed in relief when she sat back down, "Thank you. I didn't mean to interrupt you. I just wanted to get this done." She shrugged, she had to be nice for the day. It was time to be good and she thought about how she'd go to hell if she doesn't do like God said, and that made her attitude change drastically.
"I'm Belle by the way," she said with a tilt of her head as she stared at the book. It looked like a bunch of gibberish and that made her want to just throw it all into the ground. "So what do I do first?" She made a note to actually pay attention the next day in class. |
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 21, 2010 15:11:26 GMT -5
"May" She said as she took the book from the girl.
She wasn't sure how long it had taken her to walk Belle through the steps but for May it seemed to take the girl forever to get it. She wasn't sure what was so hard to understand, but she figured that not everyone was as good as somethings. It wasn't Belle's strong point. But as they finished her math homework, May decided that the girl wasn't so bad. Just lonely probably and she grinned when they were done.
"Well, that was easy right?" She said with a slight laugh. No, it hadn't been easy. And at some point, all May wanted to do was hit the girl with the book. She had very limited patience.
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Post by aimee on Nov 21, 2010 16:02:02 GMT -5
"Nice to meet you May," she said with a bright smile.
She finally got it after, god knows how long and closed her book with a triumphant look on her face. "Very," she said sarcastically and shook her head. She wanted to beat her own self with the book. That was a waste of too much time. "Thank you May for helping me after I...was you know."
She shook her head at the thought of the way she acted, "And I'm really sorry about that as well. I'm not usually like that." She shrugged and felt a little calmer now that her homework was done. It seemed like that was a little bit of stress off of her shoulder, one down, too many things to go.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 21, 2010 16:20:06 GMT -5
May shrugged, and pushed some stray hair from her face. "nah, it's good. I understand the stress of school" She looked at Belle and grinned for a moment before moving herself to sit on the table instead of a bench.
She fixed her sweater again, trying to stay warm as the wind picked up. She looked around, and noticed that there weren't a lot of people out here and that made her content. She enjoyed being more alone then with a bunch of people.
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Post by aimee on Nov 21, 2010 16:44:33 GMT -5
"Cool," she said, not wanting to elaborate on the full stress. It wasn't just school, it was her issue. And most people thought she was a slut. No, it really was a problem. She wasn't doing it, but she wanted to. God, why did her life have to suck.
Belle also noticed that few people were around them now. She felt a little better, less stress, less pretending. Less trying to keep from walking to the nearest guy and pulling him away. She relaxed against the bench and smiled up at May. "So May. Why did they stick you in here?" She was honestly curious, and if asked she'd tell her the reason she was. But she wouldn't do it unless asked, no need being thought of as a slut for no reason.
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Post by sasha marii heart on Nov 21, 2010 16:50:10 GMT -5
"Well" May thought for a moment trying the think of the best way to explain it. Some of the people she had talked to took it really well, but other people thought it was bull when she told them she had multiple personalities. It pissed her off really, but there wasn't anything she could do about how people reacted to her.
"So basically when you talk to a person it's only them but with me, Theres more then one me. I have multiple personalities, and it's rather bad how I have it. Normally, when a person has it though its rare that someone have it in the first place, they have two. Themselves and one other. But I have three other personalities and apparently I'm not able to function in the real world with them" She shrugged, and dug in her bag for a cigarette as a way to not have to look at Belle when she laughed.
May didn't really care that people didn't believe her, but there wasn't a reason to attack her over it either.
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Post by aimee on Nov 30, 2010 16:45:26 GMT -5
Belle watched her as she told her story and just shrugged. No big deal, she guessed. She had more then one of her, so what. It’s not like it was against the law. “Seems better than my ‘problem’” She made the air quotes and rolled her eyes.
She much rather be a complete psycho then be a sex addict. What type of crap is that? Most people thought it was stupid and didn’t make any sense. But Belle knew that the addiction was really an addiction. And like any other addictions it was hard to quit. There was a part of you that urged you to the sex, that wanted her to jump all the guys on campus and lock them in her room. But she, unlike most people, had morals, or atleast tried to have them.
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