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Post by samantha marie donavan on Jul 3, 2011 4:24:26 GMT -5
Sammi sighed as she took one last hit of her joint. She hadn't gotten high since Jinxx arrived here, but she thought she deserved it. She looked at her clock and grimaced...it was almost twelve.
It was also almost July third. She hated the day with a passion. The day she found her dad hanging in his office..the day he killed himself. Why did he leave her? Why did he let her be dragged away by her mother?
You wouldn't have met Jinxx if he hadn't died...you would still be in Florida. She grimaced again, this time grabbing a bottle. She never drank...it wasn't good for her, but this time she needed it. She didn't want to think about her father, or her mother...she wanted to forget it all.
A tear slid down her face. She couldn't get the image of his dead body..just hanging there all limp. Like a noodle. She took another swig from the bottle, the cool liquid burning her throat. She wasn't much of vodka girl..if she ever drank, it was wine. This time though, she didn't care.
She started to wonder off. The bottle still in her hand. It probably wasn't a good idea to be wandering around with alcohol past curfew, but at the moment she didn't care. She got a little tipsy. When she made it top the entrance, she snuck past security and ran out the door. She honestly had no clue where she was going, and ended up by the gardens.
She stared at her phone the chat still going on. What was James talking about? Don't trust him, he's after you, they all are. You have to run away, get away from them. Sammi's breathing got heavier and she began to run, dropping the bottle causing it to shatter. She let out a startled screech and ran further.
This 'caused her to trip and hit her head against a tree. She groaned in pain, and sat up. Touching her head she felt the warm wetness on her forehead. She stared at her phone again, Carson was coming to get her.
He's going to kill you, run to the rooftop, he wont ind you there. He'll kill you if he goes near you. So she did as the voice told her, she ran to the rooftop. Why was he trying to kill her? Why did they want her dead? They were her friends, why...
She stood on the edge of the roof. Her breath was rushed. She needed to be free. Jump. Its the only way. They would kill her if she didn't jump, if she didn't get away, she needed to be free. She saw Carson's tall form below her, a smile crossed her lips, but fear filled her eyes.
"C-carsooon." She sang. She wasn't sure what she was doing anymore. All that she wanted was to be free.
[[ i'll do the template later, and the outfit too...sorry for errors....]]]
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Post by carson on Jul 3, 2011 7:11:31 GMT -5
carson stared at his computer screen before quickly turning on his phone. he needed to find sammi before she did something horrible, she was lost and babbling about them trying to kill her. crap.this was horrible, he needed to find her, needed to show her that they were not going to harm her. they all loved her and she was a good friend and they just wanted her to be okay and safe.
when he found her, she was staring down at him and he was watching his whole life flash before his eyes. she was going to jump and leave him. leave him like his parents and even like ian. everyone left him, and well he guessed he deserved it. he was a jerk, and he could be a complete ass at times. but he cared about people and he could be sweet if you just let him. sammi knew this, so why was she trying to leave him? he wouldn't allow it, not now, not ever. "STAY THERE," he screamed at the top of his lungs before bolting up the stairs and to the rooftop before standing there, staring at her. "sammi...please do not move."
he wanted to cry, to run and grab her, but he knew running towards her would only spook her and she'll fall.he wasn't going to hurt her, he just wanted her here with him and then back safe on the ground. "jinxx is waiting for you sammi. don't do this. come here now." he could feel the tears burning his eyes, but he wasn't going to cry, not in front of sammi and not now. he had to be strong, he can cry when she was safe and sound. "please don't leave...please," his voice broke only slightly and he just wanted her to listen. "no one is going to hurt you i promise." his voice was soft and sweet, trying to soothe her, make her understand that all is okay.
words: three hundred thirty seven
outfit: meh i'll do later
tags: marcie with sammi
notes: awwww carson <3
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Post by samantha marie donavan on Jul 11, 2011 23:40:25 GMT -5
She flinched when he yelled at her to sty. Why was he yelling? He wants to kill you the voice whispered. She bit her lip. Why on earth would Carson want to kill me? He loved me. She shook her head. This wasn’t right....she trusted him, and she would trust her life with him. he wants you to think that. He wants you to trust him..it's all a part of his plan. she shook her head, and when she heard The door open, and Carson's next words she smiled at him.
"If I don't move, then i will get tired, and i will fall anyways." Her voice was only a whisper. She knew that's not what he meant, but couldn’t help but say it. He wanted her to not jump, but she wasn’t sure if she should listen to him. She felt like she was dreaming, and she just wanted to fall. To fly, even though she knew she couldn’t. jump The voice persuaded her. It continued to tell her to jump, that she would be free, and see her father. "I have to jump Carson..I have to. I want to be free!" She turned her head to look at him. "Why wont you let me be free?" Her face was full of despair, and her voice was desperate. When Carson spoke of Jinxx, tears filled her eyes. Why did he have to speak of him?
"H-he'll be fine without me...he would want me to be free." Her voice didn’t sound like she believed what she was saying. She swallowed back her fear. Trying so hard to convince herself it was true. “He...he would want me to be free...to be safe...I need to jump. I have to..” she whispered to herself quietly. Closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. She wanted to sleep...to rest, to not have to deal with this. Her balance swayed a little. No...I need to think of Jinxx, Carson...Aaron. They would kill each other without me. She shook her head before sighing. She turned quickly to look at Carson. But before she could say anything she lost her balance. Her heal breaking in the process, causing her to fall over. Her side slammed into the edge of the roof before her legs swung over the edge. She cried in shock, and gripped at the top of the building. She didn’t want to jump anymore, she just wanted to go back home. “Carson!” She cried, her voice full of fear. Before she knew it she was being pulled back to safety. Carson falling over bringing Sammi with him.
They laid there holding each other, Sammi sobbing into his shoulder. She didn’t know what she was doing anymore. “I-I'm so s-sorry.” She continued to sob into his shoulder, and spurring out sorry, until she drifted off to sleep.[[ sorry for the godmoding..I just wanted to run it smoothly. If you want i can change it. OUTFIT: www.polyvore.com/sammi/set?id=33525214 I'm to lazy to do my codes and stuffs. lolo]]
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Post by carson on Jul 12, 2011 23:32:16 GMT -5
carson could not believe the words coming out of sammi's mouth, they were so unlike her. then again, understood her problem, and why she was saying it. he just knew they weren't her, she would never if she was okay, never say those words. ever. "sammi you know perfectly well that is not what i meant. just please. do. not. jump!" as the words left his mouth, his feet were caring him slowly closer. "please, jumping isn't going to make you free sammi. please stop all of this now." he stepped a little closer, stopping where he was close enough to catch her if she tried to do anything, but far enough where he wouldn't cause any threat to her.
he frowned at her and automatically felt angry and pissed, she wasn't getting it at all. she was hurting everyone around her, and she just wasn't getting it. "sammi. he isn't going to be able to. you have no clue how much he loves you. i love you sammi. you need to stay alive." he glared at her when she turned around, then she fell.
he practically bolted towards her, as she caught herself, crying his name. pulling her up, he could feel the tears falling down his eyes, falling back and holding her in his arms as she softly sobbed into him. he rubbed her back, and it wasn't till she passed out that his tears fell down faster and he kissed her cheek. "sammi. don't ever do that to me again. please don't." as he said these words, all he could think of was his parents, and how they abandoned him, more than once. he couldn't lose another person, ever. it hurt too much to have that pain, of someone you love leaving. she had to stay, he has to keep her safe. but right then, all he could do is cry, and that's what he did.
words: three thirty one
tags: marcie with sammi
notes: none
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Post by samantha marie donavan on Jul 13, 2011 0:07:00 GMT -5
"sammi. don't ever do that to me again. please don't."
Those words echoed through Sammi's head as she slowly came about. When she opened her eyes she saw that her face was squished against someones chest. It was warmer, and wasn't dark. She let her eyes roam, they landed on the wall to see posters. She was in her room.
She looked up from the chest to see Carson's flawless face. He was crying, crying so much. Her heart sank at the sight. "C-Carson? Oh Carson..I'm so sorry, please don't cry. I didn't mean to make you cry." She said sitting up, supporting herself with her elbows. She looked into his glossy blue eyes and her eyes prickled.
He saved her, he ran around the school looking for her, he cried over her, and now he was holding her. He cared so much for her, and that's when she realized she did to. She cared so much for him.
She loved him. She didn't act on instinct, didn't think twice about what she did next. She knew she wanted to do it. She leaned forward and kissed away a tear on his cheek, her lips trailing down to the corner of his mouth. She brushed her lips against his. She paused for a moment before fully pressing her lips against his. The blissful moment lasted a few seconds before she parted her lips from his."I love you too." She wasn't sure how he would react, but she wasn't worried about it. If he didn't feel that way for her she would move on slowly. The one thing that didn't cross her mind at the moment.
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Post by carson on Jul 13, 2011 12:28:25 GMT -5
carson was watching her, and just crying like he couldn't believe. she was asleep, and it was okay, jinxx had come to check on her and carson sent him to get his own sleep and to explain things to their friends. who were very worried, and that's what jinxx went to do. but he couldn't deal with them, he couldn't deal with anyone right now, he was too upset about everything. as she came to, he made a hurried attempt to wipe his face and failed to do so before she noticed. "i know you didn't sammi, i can't blame you for this. just don't ever do that to me again. just don't."
when her lips touched his cheek he let a small smile cross his lips, then next thing he knew they were kissing. and just as it began, it was over. he let his hand run across her cheek, not knowing what to say, before kissing her lightly. "i am going to stalk you and make sure you never ever do something that stupid again."
words: one hundred eighty five
tags: marcie with sammi
notes; meh suckish!!!!!
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