endless possibilities [ Cobi]

[ty]

Ty sighed. He walked down the hallway and towards his boyfriends dorm. He was staying in there for awhile, but he dreaded going there tonight. Marcus, better known as Flynn had made his way to Hawthorne. He wanted to do something to Cobi and that made Ty worried, but yet he also had to make it seem like he was in the gang, even though he wanted to leave, cause he didn’t want to get killed for leaving. He was on the shit list for being caught, but they could get over that, but leaving is an automatic death sentence.

Flynn had said some things that worried Cobi. Ty knew that. He also knew that he’d have to explain things. Only problem, he couldn’t remember half of his past, and only knew what Willow had told him when he first came here. Otherwise everything else is cloudy. He’s screwed if Cobi asks about the past.

He walked up to Cobi’s dorm and knocked. He usually never had to knock, but he knew that it would be a good idea to now. Since he wasn’t sure if Cobi was mad at him.

WORDS ;; 200ish
STATUS ;; Finished
TAGGED ;; cobi
OUTFIT ;; here
NOTES ;; sorry its shit

[jacobi alexander bryant]

SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME

Cobi sat on his bed, holding Kovu, who was a lot bigger than when he first snuck him into this place. The cat purred at his touch, which sent a small smile to spread across Cobi's lips. He was worried, for Ty, and for himself. He had logged onto the chat at the wrong time. He could tell that was true for sure. The Marcus boy had said some things that left questions in the air. And Cobi realized that he didn't know much about Ty's past. Ty knew bits and pieces of Cobi's, but they never really went on the topic of Ty's. Cobi understood that. Some people just wanted to keep things in the dark. He respected that.

Now though, he felt as if he needed to know what happened. Ty's past was coming back, and becoming his present. Cobi needed to know what he was getting into. 'Will i leave him if i don't like what i hear?' He winced at the thought. 'No, it doesn't matter. I care for him. That wont change.' Cobi let out a sigh of frustration. So much for drama free.

When he heard the knock on his door he jumped. He hadn't really wanted to go anywhere since his time on the chat, but he assumed it wasn't the bookie man coming to collect. He let go of Kovu before slowly opening the door. Relief washed over him when he saw Ty's flawless face. He smiled, though it wasn't his normal smile. "Hey Ty." He opened the door to let him in.

When he closed the door, he locked it again. He was more paranoid then ever. "Sorry if i gave you a scare about asking you to come here and talk. I just really would like to know whats going on." His Australian accent was thick as always. He took a seat on his bed, leaving space for Ty.

TAGGED ! Ty and all his sexxiness! <3
WORDS ! 337ish
OUTFIT ! Cause purple is the boss, yo..
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! meh, its crap.

[ty]

Ty looked around uneasily. He wasn’t ready to deal with his past, but it seemed like he was going to have to. Marcus was at school. Which fucked over all his plans. He heard movement behind the door and he returned his attention to it. He was nervous, and wasn’t sure how it was going to turn out. Cobi had only told him that he wanted to talk, usually that didn’t end well. He was hoping that he wouldn’t break it off with him.

Ty saw Cobi open the door, and he was smiling, but it wasn’t a normal smile. He was worried. ”Hey” he said softly as he walked in. He sat on a chair that was near the desk. He wasn’t sure where this was going to go, but he knew it wasn’t good. ”What do you want to know?” he asked looking down.

He wasn’t sure what to tell, or even what Cobi wanted to know. He wasn’t sure if he would even be able to tell him everything. Certain things he wasn’t fine with just telling anyone, especially someone that he loved. Just yet at least.

WORDS ;; 200ish
STATUS ;; Finished
TAGGED ;; cobi
OUTFIT ;; here
NOTES ;; sorry its shit

[jacobi alexander bryant]

SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME

Cobi could see Ty's worry his frustration, he could see through any mask the boy pulled, and even if he wasn't wearing a mask or his face was blank, he could always tell when something bothered Ty. A small but grim smile placed itself on his lips, and he sighed before sitting on his bed. He looked at Ty, longing to just hold him, and lay with him, to forget everything that has happened to ruin their happiness in this place. 'But we're still happy right? Just because some people are back in his life, doesn't mean hell want to leave me right?' He wanted to push the thoughts away. He couldn't think like that, he needed to be happy for Ty, he couldn't worry like this. He needed to make sure everyone was still happy.

He sighed again when Ty asked what he wanted to know. He looked at his hands, "Honestly i don't know. I just want to not be confused about whats going on." He shook his head. He didn't like this, he didn't like not knowing what was wrong, not knowing who these people were, and why they wanted to hurt him and his loved ones. He chewed at his lip nervously before looking at Ty again. "J-Just tell me what you can?" He looked at his broken boy, just wanting to put him back together. He backed up against the wall, wrapping his arms around his legs, waiting to hear what Ty had to say. IF he had anything to say.

TAGGED ! Ty and all his sexxiness! <3
WORDS ! 270ish
OUTFIT ! Cause purple is the boss, yo..
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! Yeah its shit, and i was half asleep, so..MEH!

[ty]

Ty sighed. He wasn’t sure where to start. With what Willow told him? Or with what he vaguely remembered. He knew that either way it wouldn’t be much. It wasn’t his fault. He tried his best. That’s all he could do.

He leaned his head down into his hands and shut his eyes tightly. ”Me and Willow first joined this gang. I know it sounds horrible but after our dad died, and our mom left we had no one, we needed someone there for us, and it turned out to be them. They advanced me all the way to second in command, after doing many things that I regret. They sold off Lillian, my youngest sister to become a prostitute. I met back up with her a few weeks ago, when I first got here. I think she’s left since then, but I’m not sure. She doesn’t want anything to do with me.”

He started. He wasn’t sure how much he could fully tell, but this was going on what Willow had told him so far, until his memory kicked in. ”They decided that they then wanted Willow. I wasn’t going to sit around and let them take Willow. They took Lillian when I was off with the leader. So it wasn’t as if I could stop them then. As soon as she began fighting back, they decided to try to just rape her. Get it over with, then drug her up and sell her. I tried my best.” he said. His voice began faltering, and he wasn’t sure if he could go on. This was where his memory began coming back.

He didn’t want to have to relive it, but if it would make Cobi stay with him, then maybe it would work. But there was always the possibility that he would leave him regardless. Then what would he do? He would most likely just leave Hawthorne and go back into the gang. He needed someone there for him. ”As soon as I stepped in, they began beating me. Standing up against the leader and the rest of the gang isn’t the best thing to do. When I woke up after that, they basically hurt me so bad my body shut down for a few days. My brain stopped functioning properly so that it would let me heal faster. I forgot everything that happened. What happened to Willow, Lillian, everything. They just treated me like normal and helped reinforce that fact that I didn’t remember.”

He wasn’t sure if he could continue. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to after this. He knew that Cobi was sitting on his bed still. Most likely in the same position as when he started. He didn’t want to look up and check because he’d probably break down. He already did that once. As soon as Willow told him he tried denying it all, but it was plainly obvious. He couldn’t do it anymore.

WORDS ;; 500ish
STATUS ;; Finished
TAGGED ;; cobi
OUTFIT ;; here
NOTES ;; sorry its shit

[jacobi alexander bryant]

SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME

Cobi sat in silence as Ty began his story. He couldn't help but to feel bad for having both parents, that loved him. He bit his lip and continued to listen, understanding why Ty joined the gang. Tears didn't start welling up until he mentioned Lilli. He didn't know if he ever met her on chat, but to have that happen, would be horrible. Cobi could tell that Ty blamed himself. He listened closely at the rest of his story. 'Willow was raped? Dear god. How does Ty not break down?' these thoughts and more flowed through his head. He couldn't believe all that Ty had gone through. He probably wouldn't be able to handle it himself.

Anger flashed through him when he found out they beat Ty. How could people be so horrible? Why couldn't they just let them go? 'Cause its a gang dummy.' He didn't notice he was crying until something wet and salty fell on his lips. He sighed when Ty was finished, wiping the tears away, he slowly stood and walked over to him. He knelt down, and put Ty's face in his hands, looking him in the eyes. "I cannot tell you how sorry i am. I don't think i could ever live though that. Thank you for telling me, i know it must have been hard." He put his forehead against the others. "I love you Ty, and i wont leave you unless you tell me to." He said with a whisper, his lips inches away. "Always know that you can come to me for anything. Its the least i can do." He said before tenderly kissing the boy. He parted the kiss to hug him, before returning his forehead to the others.

TAGGED ! Ty and all his sexxiness! <3
WORDS ! 312ish
OUTFIT ! Cause purple is the boss, yo..
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! awwwwww.

[ty]

Ty heard movement and he shut his eyes tightly. He didn’t want Cobi to come over to him. He wasn’t sure that he would be able to keep himself from breaking down. When Cobi knelt down in front of him he bit his lip. He didn’t want to break down again. He broke down twice so far since being here. One with Willow and one with Jay. Neither did he want to do, but both happened. A third time in front of his boyfriend, the one that he was supposed to protect from Marcus. He could only hope though. He knew that he wasn’t allowed to technically go against Marcus since he was the second in command now, but he could still take back over that position, but it was doubtable about that.

Ty opened his eyes and saw Cobi’s looking up at him. As soon as he began talking he had to shut his eyes again. He was trying his best to not break down. He felt their foreheads meet and he let a tear fall as Cobi said that he loved him. He also told him that he wasn’t going to leave. That made him feel better. He was worried that he was going to leave him just based on his past. That would be the worst thing that could possibly happen in his mind.

He nodded and wanted to tell Cobi the same thing, but he wasn’t sure if he could talk again. As Cobi kissed him he kissed him back, putting his hands on his shoulders. He wasn’t sure if he could talk to Cobi right now. He didn’t want to end up breaking down. He started to, but he stopped himself. He wasn’t going to cry. He didn’t want to.

”I love you too. And you know you can tell me anything right?” he said softly. He shut his eyes again and just enjoyed the feeling of Cobi being near him. It was rather peaceful, even though he was struggling with himself to figure it out.

WORDS ;; 350ish
STATUS ;; Finished
TAGGED ;; cobi
OUTFIT ;; here
NOTES ;; sorry its shit

[jacobi alexander bryant]

SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME

Cobi smiled slightly, and kissed the tear that had fallen down the boys cheek. He never saw Ty cry before, and as beautiful as his broken angel looked, he didn't wan to see him cry anymore. He smiled when Ty said he loved him, and kissed those beautiful lips quickly before looking down. It was his turn to be truthful, he never told Ty, or anyone how he got his phobias. He sighed and took the others hands. "Come here, i think its time i told you about my past." He pulled the boy over to the bed, and sat down, making Ty do the same next to him. He took a shaky breath not wanting to remember that night, but he had to. Ty had remembered for him, he was going to return the favor.

"When i was younger, back in Australia..i sang in a band. I guess you could say we were pretty big, my parents paying for music videos. Setting up gigs for us to play. We had lots of fans, and plenty of haters. I never let them get to me though. I just kept singing, and i was happy. We had it all i guess." He shook his head, a faint smile on his lips. He missed those days, but his time with Ty was so good. He sighed again and looked at Ty.

"Well, one day after years of being together, our band won the biggest battle ever, it had a prize of 10 grand. Most bands congratulated us, and bid us farewell. One band though, they hated us, and didn't think we deserved to win." He laughed bitterly shaking his head. "Poor losers i guess you could say, well..me and my mates..we threw a huge party. Everyone was invited. Even that band. Well, i was dumb and treated them like any other friend , wanting to be a good sport an all. We got high, and drunk together. I didn't think much of them constantly getting drinks for me. Soon, everything was so blurry for me. The next thing i knew i was being dragged into a dark alleyway." Cobi winced slightly, tears welling up in his eyes. The memory he tried to forget replayed in his mind. "They tortured me, cutting me, burning me with their cigarettes and lighters..." His voice cracked, and he traced the scars on his arm. "All i could remember was the pain, the light of the fire, their laughter. The lead singer..h-he began to unzip his pants, i didnt want to think of what he was going to do. They heard sirens off in the distance, and panicked, running off, leaving me bleeding and burned. All alone in the dark." He took a shaky breath tears falling down his cheeks.

He looked at Ty, then down again. "I stopped singing after that, locked myself in my room. Sooner or later my parents found it hard to keep me sane, and sent me here." He sighed and looked down. "Sometimes i wish it never happened, and that i was still in Aussie. Then i remember that i would have never met you." He smiled weekly before setting his head on Ty's shoulder. "Now you know why i have my phobias." he ahd a bitter expresion. The memory still playing in his head.

TAGGED ! Ty and all his sexxiness! <3
WORDS ! 571ish
OUTFIT ! Cause purple is the boss, yo..
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! awwwwww.

[ty]

Ty sighed when Cobi kissed away the tear that he let fall. He quickly kissed back Cobi when he kissed him after her told him that he loved him. Ty looked up at the other as he grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the bed. He was always interested in knowing Cobi’s past, but knew that there was a time for everything. ”You don’t have to” he said softly as he sat down on the bed next to his boyfriend.

Ty looked down at his lap as Cobi began to talk. He played wit his jeans and a rip in one of them, making it slightly bigger. Ty looked over at Cobi as he could tell that the story was beginning to get more difficult. He was that Cobi wasn’t doing well. He leaned over and brought his face up to look at his and he kissed him lightly before letting him continue.

When he heard what the kids did he was pissed. He knew what being burnt felt like, what being beat until the point of almost death, but being raped was something that he couldn’t fathom. He never experienced it himself, but he knew Willow was, but couldn’t remember anything from that night so he felt detached. Ty pulled Cobi onto his lap when he began to fully cry. He held the boy close and kissed the top of his head.

”Things will get better. I want to leave the gang, I really do. Only thing is, if you leave the gang you leave in a coffin. There’s no way fully out. I thought that this was my way out, but I was mistaken. They’re here to make sure that I don’t try to leave. They already are targeting Alex and you to hurt me. I don’t want anything to happen” he said rocking Cobi in his lap as well as he could. He didn’t want to hurt Cobi in any way, but if Marcus got to him, he’d kill him to get him back.

WORDS ;; 350ish
STATUS ;; Finished
TAGGED ;; cobi
OUTFIT ;; here
NOTES ;; sorry its shit

[jacobi alexander bryant]

SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME

Cobi smiled. "I want to, you took the courage to tell me yours. I need to do the same." When Ty kissed him during his story, he kissed back softly, and when it parted he went on. When his story was done, he tried to keep from sobbing, the tears kept falling down his face, he let Ty pull him into his lap, feeling comfort when the other did so. He liked being in his arms, he fet safe and at peace.

When the other started talking Cobi listened. He wiped away the tears and looked at Ty. He nodded slightly understanding what he meant. He wasn't going to tell him to leave the gang, not demand him, no. He would do whatever he needed to do to help. He turned in the boys lap now so that he was straddling him. He put Ty's face in his hands. "Do whatever you need to do Ty, I'll be by you every step of the way. I promise i wont ever hurt you." He kissed the other deeply before parting it. He spoke in a whisper. "Tell me what you need me to do, and I'll do it." He put his forehead against the others an closed his eyes. He would stay in his room forever if that's what Ty needed him to do right now. All he wanted to do was help him in any way possible.

He Brushed his lips against the others. "I wont ever break that promise Ty." He whispered before kissing him passionately. He was in love with the boy. Not that he knew much about love, but this was it. He felt strong with Ty, and the feeling he had for him was indescribable.

TAGGED ! Ty and all his sexxiness! <3
WORDS ! 300ish
OUTFIT ! Cause purple is the boss, yo..
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! I wonder where this could go...*COUGH*

[ty]

Ty smiled when Cobi did. It was getting better. But as soon as he started his story again it backtracked. Cobi was breaking down, and he didn’t like it. He didn’t want to see him cry. When Cobi looked up at him when he was speaking he kissed him quickly before continuing. He knew that Marcus was gunning for him. He didn’t like that option, and didn’t want Cobi near him.

Ty unwrapped his arms from around Cobi as he began moving and resituating himself in his lap. When he straddled his hips he kidded him lightly while Cobi’s hands bordered his face. ”Just stay away from my past” he said with a smile. He smiled when Cobi deepened the kiss. He knew that when he told him to stay away from Marcus, that he would. He wouldn’t try to start shit with him, and would even stay away as much as he could.

Ty moved his hands onto Cobi’s hip and kissed him back passionately. He rubbed small circles into the skin that was showing under his shirt. With all the moving that Cobi had done, his shirt had ridden up a little, but Ty didn’t mind. He was perfectly fine with the boy sitting on his lap. He loved this boy, and didn’t want that to change ever.

WORDS ;; 220
STATUS ;; Finished
TAGGED ;; cobi
OUTFIT ;; here
NOTES ;; sorry its shit

[jacobi alexander bryant]

SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME

Cobi smiled when Ty told him to stay away from his past, he could do that. Easily. So that was settled, Cobi wouldn't go near anyone who wanted to hurt him, he wouldn't get on their bad side. He would stay quiet, and be with his boy. His head was caught in this kiss. He parted it, and kissed down the others neck, a small smile spreading across his face. He was ready for the next step.

He never really talked to Ty about sex, yes they made out, but they never did it. Cobi knew that Ty probably slept with other people, and he didn't mind that. As long as he loved the other. Thats all that counted. He looked at Ty with loving eyes and kissed him once more, this time letting his hands trail around the others chest. Their kiss parted only when Cobi pulled off the others shirt. A small smile dancing across his lips. He still straddled the boy his hands trailing around the others chest. He brushed his lips across the boys lips. "I want you Ty. Only you." He spoke quietly before kissing him softly.

TAGGED ! Ty and all his sexxiness! <3
WORDS !some shamefull amount....
OUTFIT ! Cause purple is the boss, yo..
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! ehhhh

[ty]

Ty leaned his head against Cobi’s shoulder as he kissed down his neck. Ty wasn’t sure where this night was going to go. If he was back home, and it was with someone else in the gang, he knew exactly where it would go. He had sex on a regular occurrence when he was in the gang.

Ty looked at Cobi when stopped kissing his neck. He smiled and kissed him back. He loved this boy so much, but he didn’t know that much about his past. He knew enough now, that he knew that he was almost raped. He wouldn’t want to have sex after that, for a long time, but he wasn’t sure how long ago that was.

He broke the kiss when his shirt was pulled over his head. The black shirt ended up on the floor where his white hoodie was already. He had taken that off almost directly when he walked in. He really only wore it so that if he got cold it was something to cover his arms, or if someone like Marcus attacked him he had at least a barrier of clothing and able to fight back if it didn’t hit his skin.

After Cobi’s fingers moved over his chest he felt a tingle after. He kissed him again but then it was broken when Cobi told him that he wanted only him. ”You sure? Have you been with…. Anyone else?” he asked. He stopped it for a second because he didn’t know exactly how to word it. He was worried about him, he loved him and didn’t want to hurt him, or make him feel like he was rushed into it.

He kissed Cobi again, and pulled up his shirt before letting it go into the small pile of clothes that was slowly building on the floor. He let his hands trace over his ribs and down his stomach. He smiled and kissed him lightly as his hands rested on the waistband of his jeans. He wanted to make sure that Cobi was ready before they went any farther. He didn’t want to force him at all.

WORDS ;; 356
STATUS ;; Finished
TAGGED ;; cobi
OUTFIT ;; here
NOTES ;; sorry its shit

[jacobi alexander bryant]

SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME

A small smile spread across Cobi's face when Ty asked him if he was sure. "Yes I'm sure." He smiled and kissed him softly. "I want you to be my first." He loved Ty with all his heart, he wanted him to be his first, he didn't care about his past, or that he wasn't a virgin, he only cared about making the boy happy. "Don't worry." he murmured against his lips.

He kissed Ty back deepening it, and letting his mouth open a little allowing his tongue to enter. He let the other take his shirt off, the pile on the floor getting bigger every second. Cobi slowly used his feet to push off his shoes, hearing the soft thuds as they fell. As Ty's hands went across Cobi's skin a small shiver of desire ran down his spine His fingers played with the boys hair, and he kissed back softly. He let his own hands trail down to the other pants unbuckling them slowly. He then laid down, pulling the other down with him, kissing him slowly and passionately. He let his hands trail across the others back slowly before playing with his hair again. He tugged lightly at the others lip ring with his teeth, before allowing his tongue to trace the others lips. His eyes flared with excitement. He kissed down the others jaw

TAGGED ! Ty and all his sexxiness! <3
WORDS ! 240ish
OUTFIT ! Cause purple is the boss, yo..
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! ehhhh

[ty]

Ty smiled when Cobi said that he was sure. He knew what it was like his first time, but his first first time was also with a girl. And it was for the gang. He had no choice at that point and since that day he had slept with many people. He didn’t have any feelings for any of them. It was mostly to get girls into the gang, and sometimes the guys in the gang wanted special treatment from him, and would offer. He never refused.

That was also then. He didn’t like being that like, and decided to change. He kissed Cobi back and let out a small laugh when he said don’t worry. He was worried. He didn’t want to hurt him, or even make him think differently. Ty let the kiss deepen. He was fine with the way it was going, but he was still worried about him. He heard two soft but rather consecutive thumps and he knew that he most likely had kicked off his shoes. Ty felt his hands move down more, and unbutton his jeans.

Ty smiled down at Cobi when he laid back, and pulled him down too. He had his legs on either side of him and held his body up so that he was hovering over Cobi’s. He smiled when Cobi tugged on his lip ring. No one ever did that, and he wasn’t going to object, it felt good. Ty moved his head to the side as Cobi’s kissed moved from his lips to his jaw.

He then lowered his hips down onto Cobi’s and grinded their hips together. He kissed Cobi’s neck, sucking on it slightly, knowing that he’d leave a mark. He didn’t care, and hoped that Cobi wouldn’t either. They were a couple, and Ty was just marking him.

WORDS ;; 304
STATUS ;; Finished
TAGGED ;; cobi
OUTFIT ;; here
NOTES ;; sorry its shit