BINGHAM, nicky scott

[nicky]

nicky scott bingham

Go insane, go insane. Throw
some glitter, make it rain. Darling,
let me see those hands, let me, let me
see those hands.

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AND I THROW MY HEART BACK TO THE OCEAN

[/b] nicholas scott bingham
nicknames: nick, nic, nicky, etc.
sex: male
age: sixteen
birthday:
grade: junior
orientation: homosexual
diagnosis: mood disorders; level 3.
problem: attempted suicide
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BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING

[/b] Nicky's hair is short and shaggy. It's a dark chocolate brown almost black in color and is brushed to the side in order to keep it out of his eyes.
eyes: He has big dark eyes that are surrowned by gorgeous and equally dark eyelashes.
face: Nicky has a very masculin face. High cheek bones, a dominant chin, his nose is wider (showing off his Italian decent), and his eyes are piercing.
body: Nicky takes good care of himself for the most part. Other than the attempted and failed suicide. He works out and makes sure he looks good, six pack and all that jazz. He's naturally a thin person, but that doesn't stop him from pulling out the weights.
fashion: there isn't much to Nick's appearance, at least out of the ordinary. He sticks with jeans that hang low on his hips and are usually held up by a belt that he never tightens properly. A usual tee shirt is seen covering his abs along with an unzipped hoodie or sweater. His hair is usually longer on top and in the front, flipping to the side around his eyes and face. He's usually seen with either a beanie or a hat on of sorts along with a scarf.

playby: luke pasqualino
overall: Nicky is a babe. End of story. He dresses nicely and has naturally good looks thanks to his parents and their nice genes. He takes rather good care of himself phsically and actually enjoys being noticed and looked at by the same sex. In order to be the one that everyone wants, one most know what they like and appease to those likes, right? Having grown up in a society where everyone had to basically be perfect, he got pretty damn good at making sure he looked presentable. Even though he hated his life in New York, he was still dead set on making sure that he looked good enough to walk out of his room everyday.

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AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH

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• dancing
  
• guys
  
• skateboarding
  
• raves
  
• parties
  
• shopping for scarves and hats
  
• weed
  
• pills (the fun kind as well as the kind that make you sleepy)
  
• getting wasted
  
• technology

dislikes:

• being lied to
  
• totally biffing it on his skateboard
  
• being turned down
  
• being alive
  
• being made fun of
  
• being bored
  
• being depressed
  
• wanting to die
  
• being judged
  
• bitches that think they are all that

strengths:

• protective over those that he cares about
  
• his friendly nature
  
• willing to help anyone
  
• super adorable

weaknesses:

• his depression
  
• a cute guy (though that's a good weakness)
  
• being called out about being suicidal (it makes him cringe and get all sorts of angry)

secrets:

• he's suicidal
  
• he's on a ton of drugs for his anxiety, insomina, and depression
  
• he hates his parents

worst memory: does always waking up the next morning count?
best memory: thinking that he finally pulled it off right before he passed out.
desires: His mind is a bit confused, he wants to finally die and make it end, but he also wants to get out of this rut and be glad that he's alive.
pet peeves: Bitches that think they are all that. He had grown used to the attitudes in in New York, but that he still hated them.
overall: On the outside, Nicky is a fun loving, protective, and happy guy. Most probably wouldn't even be able to tell why he was at Hawthorne in the first place. He's often talking about guys or skateboarding or shopping and just seems like an all around awesome person to hang out with. However, on the inside, it's a constant battle between life and death. Litterally. He despises himself for not being able to pull of killing himself, but on the other hand, he's quite glad that he woke up because life is something that only happens once. He's a poor, confused guy.
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BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS

[/b] Blaire Marie Pickard and Thomas Scott Bingham
siblings: Emily Leann Bingham (13) and Serena Mary Bingham (11)
other relatives: N/A
history: Nicky was born and raised in New York, New York to parents with loads of money who lived on the east side. His mother was a fashion designer and his father was a surgeon of sorts.. Nicky never really paid much attention to his parents. He was ordered to have good grades and keep an exceptional social life. His parents didn't want their kids to be a dissapointment. They wanted children that would be an exceptional product for society. Nicky held to it for as long as he could but nothing he did would make him happy. He would go to the parties, socialize, get completely fucked up, then go home and crawl in bed and pray that he didn't wake up in the morning. Sadly, he always did.

He did find that he enjoyed dance, but no matter how hard or long he danced, he couldn't get that aching feeling that he just wanted to crawl in a hole and die. And the day that he had realized he was done was just a normal tuesday afternoon. He went home after school, changed out of his uniform and sat down on his bed with a handfull of pills. It didn't take him long to down all of them and lay back on his bed to await the end. Naturally, nothing ever went according to plan for the boy.

He woke up three days later in a hospital bed, by himself with a few bags packed near the door. The nurse told him he was being sent to a school in Maine and that a driver would pick him up when he was ready. His parents had come up with lame excuse about him attending a university program over in Europe for a couple of years. That way no one would try and contact him and they would think he was some genius off to get a much better education. And so here he is, having failed an attempt at suicide and not feeling any better. He now not only wants to die, but he wants to take his parents with him. Of course, he couldn't do that to his little sisters, even if he thought they were better off without their parents.

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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO

[/b] Andi
your age: 19
time zone: Pacific? Shit, I live in Washington, whatever Time Zone that is. XD
other characters: Tristan De Luca, Emma-Lise Devenere, Connor Jean, and Hayden Murdock
rp sample:

Licking his bottom lip, he sucked it into his mouth and bit down on it as she attempted to explain how he looked. He was okay with her choice. Amazing was better than cute by far. And just knowing that she had to think it over had his heart racing and his ego bursting at the seems. He always knew he looked good, but he loved it even more when people told him. He didn't give a shit if people called him selfish and egotystical. He got what he wanted in the end no matter what. End of story.

Walking over to her, he placed an arm around her shoulders as she looked over the movies. It was a comforting move, having known that she had needed some cheering up. It didn't state any advance, just merely said, 'I'm here for you'. He glanced over his collection, debating on a genre to begin with. A chick flick would probably just upset her more having seen what that Jeffree guy had said to her. A comedy was always an option, make her laugh and loosen up a bit. But then there were his favorite collection. Horror. That only led to cuddling and protecting her from the scary guy on the screen. Which was what he always enjoyed.

Reaching out with his free hand, he pulled out four movies. Two horror, Friday the 13th (The original) and My Bloody Valentine, and two comedies, Vampires Suck and Fired Up. At least from those she could pick one or two that looked interesting enough to watch. "Choose one from these four. Personally, I'm a horror fan myself, but I want you to be comfortable, Princess, so it's completely up to you, okay?" He smiled down at her as he held out the fanned out movies toward her.

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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO

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