Post by alexis on Mar 20, 2011 16:08:41 GMT -5
alexis nichole daniels
"She was precious like a flower, she grew wild, wild with innocents a perfect prayer in a desperate hour. She was everything beautiful and different. Stupid boy.You can't fence that in stupid boy. It's like holding back the wind."
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AND I THROW MY HEART BACK TO THE OCEAN
nicknames:Lexi, Sexi Lexi, Nicki, Lexi Nichole
sex:Female
age:14
birthday:February 17th
grade:freshmen, 9th
orientation:American
diagnosis: anxiety disorders; level 2.
problem: Lexi has this problem where she is afraid she isn't good enough for anyone and by letting them have sex with her makes her feel as if she is better, but it started with her not eating because she wanted to look better, to make people happy.
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BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
eyes:brown
face:small
body:thin, curvy-ish a little
fashion:Anything she thinks is cute, that can rang from dresses to skirts with leggings or jeans and a Cami top.
playby:Bella Thorne
overall:Lexi is a small petite girl, always really has been kind of small her whole life. So much so her father used to tell her he could snap her like a twig if he chose to. She has this face that makes her look a little more mature that she really is. It makes her look like she's at least sixteen, but she isn't. Her smile, can light up any room even when she's not trying, and when she does smile her eyes seem to light up so you always know when she is smiling even when she is trying to cover it up.
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AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
~Shopping
~Boys
~Sex-to an extent
~Looking good
~older guys
~dancing
~singing
~freedom(being alone)
~writing
~shoes
dislikes:
~Liars
~cheaters
~losers
~fatty foods
~to much food
~being useless
~dogs
~spiders
~country music
~fortune cookies
strengths:
~can give anyone a smile no matter how she feels
~is really generally a really kind and sweet girl.
weaknesses:
~That's just is she is weak
~other people who she thinks are better than her
secrets:
~Seeing at she got her period when she was nine actually, like some girls can she was unfortunate enough to and she had a baby at 11, wasn't going to kill her so she gave her away.
worst memory:
~The day her mother walked out on them when she was nine years old and that was the first time she'd ever had sex because it was by her father. He raped her.
best memory:
~The day her father apologised to her in the hospital when she was giving birth to a little girl.
(she has two) ~When her mother took her to the circus and she got a big lollipop.
desires:
~To escape everything.
pet peeves:goody goodies
overall:Like I said earlier, Lexi can be the sweetest girl in the whole world, depending on who you are and what she thinks of you. She's built this wall up though so it is hard for her to open up to people now. Even when she's having sex with someone and she's her most vulnerable she still seems to have a bit of a defence up and doesn't get in deep into her feelings it's just she does it they tell her she did a good job and that's when the girl really smiles, the minute she's told she'd done a good job.
She surprisingly is very kind in all this she can't help but help another person out just because to her it makes her a better person. But really she likes to see someone smile at her, even if they don't say anything the smile is all she really needs. Lex loves smiles.
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BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
siblings:none
other relatives:Aunt Karen
history:Alexis Nichole Daniels was born to Lillian and Nathan Wright. they were never really happy and hey! the couple never was married Lilly was 18 and Nathan was 25 they fought all the time about petty little things and that's what Lexi was raised around the yelling and screaming and it really wasn't until the girl turned five that things got violent between the pair and honestly, little Lexi her self had to admit, she was afraid when the pair got like that.
Nathan hit her once and she was so sure her mother would defend her but she didn't she just simply said "that is your child you know?" and the guy didn't do anything else it was more along the hateful words to her by telling her how she isn't a good person and how everything she does is wrong. Sure he handled her roughly but he never hit her again.
Nine years old came and the girl had gotten the thing that no girl wants and her mother didn't help her, her mother was fighting with her father and she walked out on them leaving Lexi behind. Nathan was angry of course to he did the one thing he knew wouldn't physically(well in his mind) hurt the girl, so he raped her and that basically messed the little girl up.
She already felt like this useless person and now her father had taken her childhood away, that was the start of her not eating. She wanted to have control of something in her life and eating was one thing the girl could control. Years went by and the girl slowly got thinner and thinner. Her father still continued to molest her but she had giving up fighting by now and let him and at eleven the girl became pregnant, you couldn't even tell she was pregnant and when Nathan told her she had to kill it she told him she would never kill a human being so she carried the baby almost full term. She was born 2 months early and she let this sweet family adopt her little girl.
Alexis found a million people that wanted to have sex with her that surprised her so to feel better about her self and get that appraisal she let them but never was paid for it. She was a little girl she didn't understand all that stuff.
She turned thirteen and was finally taken from her father and made to live with her aunt. It didn't go easy, it was a huge fight, for living with her father she was always alone or at least she didn't feel like she had to do this or that. Anyway, her aunt sent her away to Hawthorne academy and that's where she's been for a few months now.
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
your age:15
time zone:E.S.
other characters:none yet
rp sample:(from another site)
Lexi moved her finger over her ipod switching the song to a new one, a country one. Her favorite type of music, well her other favorite, pop was her all time favorite, she sighed she missed the way her life used to be. Sure she still didn't have a mom but she had a brother, a sister and a dad that saw her as this amazing girl. Sure he was a little uneasy about the whole 'mom' situations but that's why she never brought it up around him because she believed she was the one that killed her mom and now...now she thought it was fault her siblings were gone.
She leaned to the left laying her arms over her left leg stretching not noticing that Bianca has sat her self down right next to her and she she still didn't notice up until she tapped her shoulder and it caused the girl to jump a little. She finally looked up at the girl and showed her a small smile. "Jesus Bianca, you scared me" she said with a sigh but then gave her friend a look when she mouthed the words 'You okay?' to her. She simply shook her head and pulled her head phones out of her ears slidding her knees under her and then looked up at her friend.
Sitting up she wrapped her arms around the blond and hugged her tightly but then leaned back and looked around the room to make sure no one else was looking at her, she never really showed her feelings to other people. "I'm fine" was all she said out loud and then pushed herself up off the ground. "I-I can't..." she bit her bottom lip as she felt tears swell in her eyes, she didn't want them to fall because to her, who really cared about her. Her father sure didn't anymore.
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
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