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Post by alexx on Apr 19, 2011 17:20:28 GMT -5
Alex had randomly decided to log on to the school chat thing, the thing he never touched ever. Unless Will told him otherwise or if he was just randomly bored. Which the latter was true today, though maybe he should of remained bored instead of sign on. Of course he seemed to always see Will on chat, either she was always on, or they both happened to log on at the same time by accident. He had no clue, and well he didn't care to find out by stalking the chat. Though what happened on the chat, was something he could of gone without knowing, or more like he wished Will would of told him in person. Hell she didn't even say it, Jeffree did.
He found out he was going to be a father by a person he hardly even knew, instead of the one person he loved and thought would tell him. Hell, why did someone else know before him? That was probably the only thing that truely upset him. Hell he should of known something was wrong, he hadn't spoken to her all day. And normally, they were in her room together all day long, other then when they were in class of course.
That was what was crossing his mind as he walked the very familiar route from his dorm to hers. He could of walked blindfolded and still made it perfectly safe, maybe with a few bunps from stray people and even some weird looks(not that he'd see them) but still, he could do it if he wanted. But no, today he walked like a man on a mission, he was almost running. This boy was usually calm as can be, he only got angry when Will wasn't in her body. When Jay came out to play was when he became defensive and angry. He hated the girl with a passion, she was an angry slut who was hurting Will instead of protecting her. Though even that wasn't what angered him most about her, it was that Jay wanted Alex gone. And that wasn't something he wanted to deal with.
Losing Willow was the last thing he wanted. So he planned to march into that room, and ask her why she didn't tell him herself. He was curious, but not entirely angry, he loved Willow and this little thing wasn't going to make him break up with her. Though it was enough to make him just slightly on the pissed side, where all he wanted to do was some pot or something even harder to get this feeling of anger far away. But he was going to be a father, and a father didn't do drugs. A father was responsible, and that was what he had to be. Responsible, for Willow and their unborn child.
As he finally neared the familiar dorm number, the one that many good(and some bad) things have happened. The good with Willow and there were many of those and the one or two bad with Jay. But all in all, he had a good experience and he was happy about them. He twisted the door knob and opening it as fast as he could. When his eyes met Willows, his anger simply disappeared and he shut the door softly and leaned against it.
Finding no words to describe his feelings(not that he was one to talk about them) he decided to say something general and maybe even expected of him. "So it's true?"
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Post by willow jayden shae on Apr 19, 2011 18:47:20 GMT -5
 you heard that i was trouble ,
BUT YOU COULDN'T RESISTJ U S T T A K E A B I T E L E T M E S H A K E U P Y O U R W O R L D- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Willows stared at her computer screen, utter shock engulfing her. She couldn't believe what had happened. Jeffree, as much as she loved the boy, could be a complete idiot. 'How would he know if i told Alex or not?' ' Its really my fault for not telling him.' ' It wasn't suppose to happen this way.' Thoughts filled her head. She felt horrible, and knew she would have to suffer the consequences for her actions. She stood slowly, looking in her mirror. Taking off her sweat-shirt, and lifting her shirt just a little. She looked at the small bump that emerged. It was barely noticeable, but when you looked closely, and felt it. You could tell. It was really happening to her. She hadn't the slightest clue how she hid it from everyone for almost a month.
She didn't like the fact that Ty was pissed at Alex, or the fact that Alex found out this way. Or even the fact that she was in this dumb mess. It was to late though, she had to go through with it. She was going to be a mother, and Alex a father. 'If it really is his kid.' Worry filled Willows face. She didn't want to have someone else kid, not some dick head Jay slept with. he idea of someone besides Alex touching her made her sick. She felt raped all over again. It would be like having a rape baby. Well, not really, but anyways.
Willows took her brush, fixing her hair, when she looked at herself she didn't recognize the person in the mirror. She had horribly dark circles under her eyes, her lips were chapped, and her hair was sloppy. She brushed the knots out of her hair, and fumbled to put some eyeliner on. Ounce she got a bit of make-up on, she looked somewhat the same, but still felt a bit hollow. She honestly felt like crap. She got little sleep, her headaches were getting worse, and now the thought of having a kid. here in this awful place.
Willow finally sat down on her bed, waiting for Alex to come. As much as she didn't want to discuss this right now, she had to. She should have long ago. ' Should i tell him about what i tried to do?' She didn't know how Alex would have handled that. She knew she couldn't get that abortion without talking to Alex first. She remembered it like it was yesterday. Walking up to the clinic, seeing the cold stares of the ladies working there. She had run out last minute. She couldn't get rid of the baby. So what if it was some other guys. It could be Alex's baby. The idea of hurting him like that, hurt her. So what if it was some other guys right? As long as Alex was there to help, he would make a good father, better than anyone else in her mind.
Her thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening. When she looked up, her eyes met Alex's instantly. She couldn't speak, she had lost her voice, all she could do was nod.Tears welled up in her eyes. She told herself now was not the time to be quiet. Clearing her throat she stood. "I-it's true." She looked down for only a second before looking back into Alex's gaze. "I'm so sorry Alex, I should have told you earlier, i just didn't know how. I didn't want you to find out this way. I was stupid. I shouldn't keep things like this from you." Tears flowed out and she looked away. She didn't know what to do anymore. She felt lost. How could she do this to someone she loved? She told Ty, and Jeffree, why couldn't she have told Alex? "I understand if your mad at me. You should have been first to know."
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