Post by nicole marie mcpherson on Apr 5, 2011 0:50:23 GMT -5
nicole marie mcpherson
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AND I THROW MY HEART BACK TO THE OCEAN
nicknames:nikki, cole, nic
sex:female
age:sixteen
birthday:april 1
grade:sophomore (second time in tenth grade she got held back)
orientation:straight
diagnosis: eating disorder, level 3
problem: nicole grew up around food and loves to binge eat which often times leads to her looking in the mirror afterwards in a self-loathing matter. the next place she finds herself is throwing up with self disgust or working herself to the bone in order to stay skinny. her conditon has become so severe doctor's fear for her life. her sister amber is her gaurdian and can no longer afford to watch her sister shrivel up into a skeleton.[/SIZE][/ul]
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BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
eyes:hazel they change depending on the make up and outfit
face:very strong features oval shaped
body:slender and fragile
fashion:the girl loves to dress up in the latest fashions, but her absolute favorite attire is vintage. she loves the old classy look and she loves how it wears her and how she wears it so to speak. the clothes make her look and feel beautiful. the make up brings her to life. the jewlery makes her feel like smiling. though on any given day she could be in a pair of jeans and a tank to if she feels up to it. a lot of her clothes are big on her, but she likes it that way, because then no one can tell her she looks fat and she doesn't feel fat.
playby:lily collins
overall:nic, is a lovely young lady who prides herself in looking the best she possible can up to her standards and what she assumes to be other people's standards as well. the girl is in love with the old classy looks when she feels like playing dress up that is. though a lot of times you can find her in baggy clothes hiding herself away, because she doesn't feel beautiful none the less. she know's beauty comes with a price and if you want it then it won't be easy. she lets the clothes wear her in hope that it consumes from people's thoughts about her body image.
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AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
dislikes:excessive weight gain, people who stare, looking in the mirror, academics, sex
strengths: the girl is very driven towards her goals anything she puts her mind to she usually achieves.
weaknesses:nicole can not and will not admit she had any sort of problem..
secrets:
blames herself for her parents death.
her sister's boyfriend use to sexually abuse her when watching over her while her sister was out work.
worst memory: when her mother and father died in a car accident on the way to pick her up from a sleepover because she was homesick and they got hit by a drunk driver.
best memory: the mother daughter ballet recital her and her mother perforemed in when she was eleven.
desires: to become either a model or a dancer like her mother.
pet peeves: when people stare and whisper, because it makes her even more self conscious
overall:nicole is just a normal teenager for the most part who aspires for life to be full of joy even though she doesn't always get her wish she holds her head high and pertends nothing is wrong, but at the end of the day she takes it out on herself and her body mentally and physically destroying herself. she won't admit to having a problem though, because she doesn't believe she has one. everyone is unique in their own sense and she feels as long as she likes who she is that it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks, well thats the attitude she plays off of. she really does feed off of the weird looks she gets and the whispers. she fixes herself the way she wants and is very strong willed. when she sets out for something she can accomplish it. her small figure is proof of that and though when she looks an the mirror after eating she always sets out to fix the problem the best way she knows how.
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BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
siblings:bianca ellena mcpherson 24 older sister (1/2 sister from father's previous marraige, but blood sisters none the less)
other relatives:none
history:nicole marie mcpherson, was born to brooklyn monique and charles jay mcpherson on april 1st. she was the only child the two shared and their pride and joy. they really raised her to be a wonderful little girl. she was always by her mother's side learning how to dance and watching her instruct her classes at the local studio. the woman was beautiful and inpirational and also had a thing for looking classy. she was born in new york, new york where they lives in a condo with her father's first child bianca ellena who was eight years older then nicole. her father had her at a young age and married a woman by the name of faith jones. the two only married, because they had a child out of wedlock. they later split when her father cheated on his ex wife with her mother and their marraige really was true love. if you looked in a dictionary her mom and pops were the definiton of true love.
her father ende up with full custody of deliah and delilah's mother took him for just about every penny he had, but he ended up pulling through all odds and opening a very successful accounting firm in downtown new york. nicole went to a small private school in new york up until the age of thirteen. she was at her very first sleepover, because her daddy promised her she could go once hitting her teen years, but she got scare and called him in the middle of the night. she waited for hours and hours on end until she fell vast asleep for about an hour until her friends mother woke her and her sister was there and broke the news. from that day fourth she never really was the same bundle of joy. she danced with no emotion, but the thrill of it brought her mother back to life for her. schoool became a chore for her and she got kicked out of private school and got put into a public high school program where her sister made her go out for cheerleading, because it was a social thing that would do her some good.
that is where she learned the nasty trait. she wanted to feel like all the other girls and she read in magazines how to make yourself thinner. of course her family had always been big eaters and she loved food, but eating and then doing away with it made plenty of sense. plus cheerleading and dancing really helped her work it off. social events she could go and blend in amongst the crowds and get totally wasted to where even that would make her sick. she became very true to her new identity and was very much in love with it. though it had been very scary and her new image made her popular even though she wasn't that same girl she use to be. sure people talked and people knew, but a lot of people loved her anyways and the people that tried to help her she just pushed out of her life.
her sister would cry and threaten to kick her out, but everytime she went to work she's send her bum ass of a boyfriend to watch her. he'd end up getting drunk and fooling around with her making her feel dirty and gross and would make her sick as well, so in a way she just added to the problems. though she never told her sister, because she was very much in love with the dude and she did try and take care of nicole the best she could even if she didn't feel she needed her help, because she felt that even though there was a problem she'd never be strong enough to admit it let alone let herself believe in it. after a couple hospital visits delilah got fed up and she got dragged out of her cozy apartment where she could get away with the way she was to kicking and screaming because they were trying to get her fixed and that is how hawthorne came to be and how nicole came to meet south haven maine.[/SIZE][/ul]
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
your age:twenty
time zone:pst
other characters:summer lima, tanner christianson, tahnee isaacs and bryson preston
rp sample:
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
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