hot & dangerous[open]

[summer]

Summer had made her mark here. It was a good one. She use to lerk in the shadows of this place, but boy had she toned it up a lot. So many people knew her name now it was kind of just too much for her to an extent. Not that she didn't like having friends, but it just meant that she was less under the radar. Now less and less she was able to reach a connection for her prime source of enjoyment it pissed her off! The pills didn't make her as crazy as well most people would get though she would get kind of wired. That feeling was better then a lot of feelings she got, but more recently the feeling of acceptance kind of scare her more then she let on. The best friend Zac completely got her, but he was going to be leaving out of this plac soon enough and well she was afraid that maybe he'd just not want to deal with it with her or something would keep him from doing so just like Nicole. Sure she was dead now, but well there friendship had died because of parents making her keep her distance. That was what she was afraid od with him the distance.

The whole girl gilr bond was something she didn't try for too much. She wasn't completely against it though she didn't go out of her way to find the complications. Though she had met Hannah and she was more like her then anything. Sure, that meant they were going to but heads. She could live with that, but the thing that scared her was that girls crossed the line. Whether it be her or Hannah it was bound to happen. She would tell the girl a lot and well she honestly liked her a lot. She also found her very sexy. She just wasnt really sure it was going to go with her. She wondered if it was truly different? Was this girl going to be her next Nicole? Could she possible replace her? The whole thought made Summer feel weak and guilty! She was such a happy person now and Nicole was dead! Was she twisted? Was it wrong for her to be happy? This was possible her breaking point. She shouldn't get so emontionally involved with people it was so unlike her.

Then there was the whole matter of Jeffree and Clyde. Jeffree was a crush! Though he was totally hot and she could see herself just getting completely crazy with him. His tattoo's, his hat, the fact that he was into drugs as well. Yeah, he could be a and was considered someone she would just fuck. Emotioness it was perfect and meaningless at least t her. That was cold but that was Summer. Then sh gulped thinking about Clyde. She really liked the guy and he was crazy about her ad she was driving him wild with her whole persona. Though Summer was just being herself. They had hooked up like three or four times and they went on a pretty badass dates and she really did feel somthing for him. It was driving her fucking nuts though. How was she being true to herself? Who said he woudn't end up like her ex? She didn't even want to think of the name! He was a fucking jerk.

Summer decided to come out the lake and just hang out. Today, she had something that made her act the funny. Though she didn't smoke much but when she did she got more friendly and happy and cheerful then she ever was. She put the pipe up to her lips and lit the bowl. She heald it in and letit go awhile later letting out a cough. Yeah, it was obvious she didn't smoke that often! She didn't care though. She ripped it a couple more times and she was like on cloud nine. All of a sudden all her thoughts were gone. Drugs were good for it. Thank you mary jane." she laid down on the chilly looking up at the sky and smirked to herself. Laughing a little bit at nothing. Yeah, she was a giggler when she was stoned. Under her her clothes she had attire was a baithing suit just in case she felt so moved by this time to go swimming. Summer was unpredicatable even to herself so well she didn't know what to expect from this little trip.

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