avoiding is the key[open]

[aimee]

I'm so addicted to
All the things you do

credit to disturbia! of caution 2.0

Belle had been on a streak of avoiding anyone and everyone that had to do with Jeffree. Not because she hated Jeffree, but because she hadn't gotten over him. Everytime one of them mentioned her name, she freaked out and broke down into tears. Now at the mention of Jeffree, her stomach clenched and she felt horrible for being a slutty skank and she felt the need to break down but she didn't. She was slowly working past all the emotional rollar coaster of life. She decided life might of thrown her a lot of lemons and rotten apples but she'd make a nasty ass fruit salad out of it.

She first started with the chat, and when Shark was on, she felt better when she didn't break down on the spot. She of course mentioned Jeffree, and apparently people were friends with him. So that was good, and she didn't feel her normal reaction to his name. The brusting into tears or wanting to burst into tears. Hearing about all these new people made her heartache. She needed to get out more, and hell hiding in her room all alone would not help anything ever.

So she stood up, brushed her hair, and tossed on something before walking out and heading towards the library. She'd be out of her room and one or two people would be there. So meeting people would happen, though it wouldn't be anything that might cause her to turn off into oblivion and freak out. Which was always a good thing. She was ready to take back her title as princess. She missed that name with everything inside her. She missed being that happy, clueless person and she was sure to be it again.

Belle silently walked into the library and sat down, flipping through her math book. Again, the worst subject of everything school related. She tilted her head, still utterly lost, though sitting in class doodling and not paying attention didn't help her understand anything clearer but oh well it didn't matter anymore. She mentall cursed herself before leaning back and pushing the book aside. She must of pushed it harder then she thought cause he slid off the table and made a big noise.

She felt her blush rise to her cheeks and she closed her eyes, god she had to be the stupidest person of all time.

when you're going down on me
in between the sheets

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tags;open
words;four;zero;six
outfits;here
notes;this sucks ass but it'll be better <3
music;addicted;saving abel

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