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Post by aimee on Mar 17, 2011 23:23:19 GMT -5
I'm so addicted toAll the things you do credit to disturbia! of caution 2.0Belle hadn't exactly talked to any of the people she used to, she had spent most of her time in her room alone. Or with Zach, or out and about. She had tried to avoid the chat, afraid to stir up the bad things that still made her cry in the middle of the night. She was still pissed at herself for hurting Jeffree and she wanted to make everything better, but she knew that wouldn't happen and she was trying to move on. Trying and failing horribly. Yeah she was over Jeffree, but she hadn't 'moved on.' She was afraid to try and get close to anyone again, so she decided sex and parties were the answer to everything. So she drank herself to sleep every night, missing Kaija in her room and the feeling that she wasn't alone.
Now here she was, out of her room and in the computer lab. Yeah she had her own computer and she could do research in her room, but she wanted to feel included and surround herself with people. A few people were on computers and she breathed a little fast, about to sign into the chat but thinking twice. She wasn't sure if something horrible would happen, the chat seemed to be danger zone 101. So she just clicked the off button, and pushed away from the computer, closing her eyes.
She wouldn't think about the horrible things she did, instead she thought of Zachary and how nice he was. How he loved her and her him. It made a smile creep on her face when she heard the door open to the lab and her smile widdened but when it was no one she knew she frowned. She felt let down, knowing her brother wouldn't be here for her if she got overly anxious and upset. She sighed, feeling a tightening in her chest and she frowned slightly, staring at the know blank computer screen, not wanting to be here, or in her room. She finally leaned against her chair and sighed. "this school effing sucks,' she mummbled to herself.
when you're going down on mein between the sheets [/color][/center] tags;tanner
words;three fifty eight
outfits;here
notes;eh it kind of sucks sorry
music;addicted;saving abel
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Post by tanner on Mar 18, 2011 19:32:17 GMT -5
"SWIM FOR THE MUSIC THAT SAVES YOU
WHEN YOU'RE NOT SO SURE YOU'LL SURVIVE."
I SWIM FOR BRIGHTER DAYS DESPITE FOR THE ABSENCE OF SUN. I'M NOT GIVING IN. [/TT][/center]
Tanner had met a decent amount of people here so far and they were all pretty cool. It seemed her though that electronics were a biggy and the chat room kind of ran a lot of fun here. It also seemed to be forming as far as relationships and such. His first day here because of that chat room he had met people like Summer, Zac, Alliya, Marilyn, and a few others. It was very interesting, because well it was different. He had never met people like that before. Well, not never, but it wasn't like his top priority or anything. Though he prefered meeting people in person so he gave himself opprotunities to do so. That was why instead of staying cooped up in his room he was sitting in the computer lounge. He had time to just chill and relax and it was silent and the lab wa relaxing.
Currently he had his head phones in though surfing the web and listening to songs. He was editing a video he created, because that was something he liked to do. He liked to see the random feedback he would get from his mixes. It was amusing to him. Something that would relax him more then none when he was stressed about something or just something for fun. He felt like a geek sometimes, but hey everyone had their own knacks. "Done" he said to himself.
Finally, he closed his computer and he put his stuff away. He was going to make it a point to talk to the pretty girl that was in the room. He took a seat right as she said the school sucks. "Well thats not fair" he joked a little bit. He was just teasing a little bit because she hadn't met him yet, but he wasn't concited at all he was just trying to get her to smile. "Its not that bad..." he said speaking honestly now. Sure, it wasn't the best school he had attended but he had seen a lot cooul people so far around here. "Im Tanner." he said smiling and extending a hand to her for an introduction.
TAGGED:belle
WORDS:threefiftyeight
LISTENING TO:none
NOTES:sorry its kind of bland
CREDIT: MADE BY KISS AND TELL ! OF CAUTION 2.0. DO NOT REMOVE D<
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Post by aimee on Mar 19, 2011 23:06:52 GMT -5
I'm so addicted toAll the things you docredit to disturbia! of caution 2.0Belle was staring at a spot on the table, almost like she was trying to transform it into something else. Which it would seem she was, she was wishing that some magical being would turn it into her little brother. Then again, that was impossible and another reason she hated this crappy school and well her crappy life. Though a male voice seemed to drift in and interupted her concentration so she looked up and tilted her head. "Uh Hi," she said softly, not wanting to be rude, she kept her eyes on him, though not exactly making complete eye contact.
She shook her head and looked away for a minute,"Actually it is." She didn't want to admit it, but before the school was amazing, she had friends and a boyfriend. Even if they weren't technically together but they 'loved' each other. And well she was happy to finally be okay for once. Then she did the stupidest thing in her whole entire life. Screwed Max. Why the fudge would she do that? He was hot, smoking, but he was a conceited ass. Then all hell broke out and well, her school life slowly went down the drain and it began to get horrible. She started feeling horrible and getting small panic attacks at any mention of Jeffree and still couldn't control her addiction so well yeah. She was stuck in a hole with no where to go.
She noticed after a minute that her mind drifted and he said something, it took her another minute to process something and well she honestly smiled. "I'm Belle." She finally actually took a look at him and noticed he was actually cute, but she didn't want to think about any guy being cute. That lead to sex thoughts, and that usually lead to Max or Jeff which lead to panic attacks. So she shook her mind from the whole cute thing and smiled. "So let me guess. You like this place?"
when you're going down on mein between the sheets [/color][/center] tags;tanner
words;three;three;five
outfits;here
notes;eh it kind of sucks sorry
music;addicted;saving abel
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Post by tanner on Mar 20, 2011 22:23:01 GMT -5
"SWIM FOR THE MUSIC THAT SAVES YOU
WHEN YOU'RE NOT SO SURE YOU'LL SURVIVE."
I SWIM FOR BRIGHTER DAYS DESPITE FOR THE ABSENCE OF SUN. I'M NOT GIVING IN. [/TT][/center]
Tanner watched the girl as she was focusing strongly upon something. He couldnt help but look over and see the spot on a table. There was nothing else upon it so it had to be that. He then raised a brow wondering what was so interesting about it. It looked like she was thinking so hard that her head was going to explode. Slowly, she must have head him because he watched as it seemed that she was staring to come back to reality and drag her thoughts away from the stain. ”Hi.” he said with a smile again being friendly and what not. He couldn’t help but laugh just the tiniest bit at her though it was rather cute.
Tanner didn’t mean to make her seem disappointed which was what seemed to have happened. ”Im sorry.” he said at her admitting that it actually did for her. There was some people that really had it bad here and maybe he should have took that into a little more consideration before he approached her. ”You alright?” he asked raising an eyebrow. She wondered what had happened to her to make her not like this school so much besides the meaning. It had to be deeper than that. Well, or he assumed. Drama wasn’t avoiding this school so he guessed maybe it was something to that affect. Maybe, some jerk was tryin to get with her and she just felt like laying low and or she didn’t like it because she missed a boyfriend back home. A lot of thoughts crossed his mind.
”Im Tanner.” he said with a smile (sorry if I already said that I copied stuff into word). The girl was really pretty and he couldn’t help but smile as she cheered up a bit or so it seemed to him. That was good because that meant he was doing something right or maybe she was just trying to be nice so that he didn’t feel bad. Either way he was happy. When she asked if he liked this place he just shrugged. ”It isn’t the worst place I have ever lived so I can’t complain.” he said with a shrug.
TAGGED:belle
WORDS:threefiftyeight
LISTENING TO:none
NOTES:sorry its kind of bland
CREDIT: MADE BY KISS AND TELL ! OF CAUTION 2.0. DO NOT REMOVE D<
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