Post by zilya alexis raskolnikov on Mar 5, 2011 3:00:35 GMT -5
zilya alexis raskolnikov
you're so beautiful. so damn beautiful. said you're beautiful.
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AND I THROW MY HEART BACK TO THE OCEAN
nicknames: zily, lya, zilyusha, zilyushka, zilen'ka, zilyanka
sex: male (identifies as female)
age: 17
birthday: 2nd September
grade: Junior
orientation: attracted to males
diagnosis: sexual disorder;level 2
problem: has been diagnosed with gender identity disorder and has been depressed since mother's death, also suffers from anorexia and mild drug use in the past
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BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
eyes: blue-gray
face: slim, feminine
body: slim, slender
fashion: she loves fashion and clothes. she doesn't get access to as much of it as she used to.
playby: andrej pejic
overall: She's a beautiful
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AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
dislikes: when people try to tell her she's a boy, being called names or insulted for living as a girl, not having breasts (stuffing a bra just isn't the same)
strengths: modelling, independant, hard-working
weaknesses: doesn't usually stand up for herself,
secrets: sometimes when she gets really depressed she contemplates suicide
worst memory: her first night in America when her father decided to yell and beat her and treat her like she was some sort of monster for wanting to be a girl
best memory: there are so many good ones with her mother
desires: to be a girl completely and have the operations but she'll have to wait for her eighteenth birthday when she inherits everything her mother left to her and can afford to do that
pet peeves: seeds in grapes, she prefers them seedless.
overall: Alexis is a sweet girl. She is very soft spoken and doesn't like to yell or shout. It keeps her voice quiet wand sweet. She doesn't completely sound like a girl which is why she speaks much quieter while still being audible.
She likes people and is generally friendly. If one tried to argue or start a fight, she's try to reason with them and if it does get bad she might try to fight back but doesn't usually do too well.
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BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
siblings: half-siblings: Brett and Jessica
other relatives: uncle: Mikhail
history: She was born a boy in Russia and raised as one until she was about six years old. Her father left her mother for another woman when she was about four years old. When she was six she told her mother that she didn't want to wear the clothes she had, that she didn't like them and they weren't pretty. They had a talk and realized that she didn't think she was suppose to be a boy.
Her mother was always very suppostive of her and took her to a special child psychiatrist to figure this all out. In the mean time, she let her
She was starting to earn some really good money and her career was taking off but her father didn't want to know about it. He said he had a son not a daughter and that she was a disgrace and an embarrasment but she didn't mind so much because she had her mother.
When she turned 17, she mother suffered a stroke. She was in her 40s but it wasn't all that uncommon. Unfortunately she didn't survive and her daughter's world just fell apart. She was convinced that she could take care of herself and wanted to just throw herself into her modelling and her school work but that wasn't going to happen.
She was under eighteen and had to live with her father now. The man was not happy with the arrangement. She inherited the house and everything her mother had but can't touch it until she turns eighteen. So for now her father was all she had.
She left everything and took only a small suitcase of clothes and things to stay at her fathers house for a week while they decide what they would do. She had gone from Russia to America because he had moved there about ten years before.
Unfortunately when she got there things were horrible. He immediately ushered her to a room and locked her in. Yelling at her, telling her to start acting like a man and not some girl which he said she wasn't. She cried and that only made things worse.
She had already lost her mother and now her only other parent (though they weren't close) was telling her that something was wrong with her, that she shouldn't be this way. There was a lot of yelling and she was told that she couldn't even meet her half-siblings because she was a bad example and a horrific mistake. It was the worst night of her life. It even went as far as him burning her dresses and what ever clothes were too femine (which was basically all of it. He even hit her a few times, pulled her hair more times than she could count, even pulling it out.
She was given some clothes that were more acceptable but she didn't want to have to wear it. She did though because it was all she had and for four days she was locked away in her room and refused to come out or even eat very much. Her step-mother pitied her and tried to talk to her while her father was at work but all she did was cry. The woman arranged to have her uncle send her the rest of her things. She would have prefered to live with her uncle (her mother's brother) but her father wouldn't let her.
Her American step-mother had a talk with her father about what they would do with her and decided to send her to Hawthorne. She had gone from being a model and adored to being sent to some place where she didn't know anyone and was hated by her only living parent.
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
your age: 23
time zone: +10
other characters: James Leroy, Merrick Charlotte, Nathaniel Thomas, Clyde Arlington, Isaac Brexton, Kiana Naihe, Anna Nickerson, Scott Nickerson, Chance Wilson, Dante Kane.
rp sample:
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
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