Post by ashton cole johnson on Mar 3, 2011 2:53:14 GMT -5
ashton cole johnson
IM STRONG ON THE OUTSIDE
NOT ALL THE WAY THROUGH
FORGETTING ALL THE HURT INSIDE
YOU'VE LEARNED TO HIDE SO WELL
WHEN MY TIME COMES
FORGET THE WRONG THAT IVE DONE
I DREAMED I WAS MISSING
YOU WERE SO SCARED
BUT NO ONE WOULD LISTEN
CAUSE NO ONE ELSE CARED
PRETENDING SOMEONE ELSE CAN COME
AND SAVE ME FROM MY SELF
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AND I THROW MY HEART BACK TO THE OCEAN
nicknames: none, he hates nick names
sex: male
age: nineteen
birthday: 1/01
grade: senior
orientation: bisexual
diagnosis: mood disorders; level 5.
problem: bipolar, OCD, black outs, insomnia, needs to be in control, anger issues, anxiety, masochistic, he doesnt cut himself or self inflict his pain but he does act out when he feels to wound out to get others to hurt him, paranoid
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BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
eyes: his eyes are big almost like a deer. They should look just as innocent but theres nothing innocent in his usually hard and impassive eyes. Their color ranges between a honey color to a dark brown depending on his mood.
face: He kind of has a roundish face that he absolutely hates. He looks way younger then he is. He does have a nice jaw line though but hes not into facial hair. He think she looks weird with it.
body: Ashton stands at 5'11 and weighing between 110-115. Hes very skinny, though when he has his clothes off you can actually see some muscle which would surprise most.
fashion: he tends to wear a mix between v-necks with vests or t-shirts with vests, button downs, hoodies, and jeans or pin striped pants
playby: Ryan Ross
overall:
Ashton isnt too crazy about his looks. he finds himself too skinny and he doesnt like that his face looks so cherubic compared to rest of him. He stands at 5'11 and weighs between 110-115. He can never really get past 115 even if he tried. His hair is a brownish color and his eyes, depending on his mood, can be a light honey color all the way to a dark brown. He sometimes wears guy liner but very rarely and he tends to wear shirts with vests or hoodies. he wears jeans and he likes belts. If hes not wearing jeans hes wearing pinstripe pants or pants of that type. Ashton has two tattoos on his inner wrists one says thin as a dime the other mad as a hatter. He does like to wear cabby hats. Ashton also likes to smell good and usually wears girls vanilla deodorant.
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AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
dislikes:smoke, small enclosed spaces, being approached or handled without being prepared for it, music, writing, fakes, liars, nicknames, ditzy people, feeling like he has to lean on people, help, talking about himself, people who dont listen to him, his ocd, his conflict ion about his sexuality, pointless things, being proved wrong, being unsure, not being in control of his actions, not understanding his feelings, change, alcohol, pot, ghosts, jesus people because he thinks they're fucking crazy, whiners, people with no common sense
strengths:Smart, Witty, sarcastic, opinionated, always right, bunt, honetst
weaknesses:overly opinionated, too blunt/honest, doesnt let people in really, ocd, claustrophobic, paranoid, blackouts, anxiety
secrets:his nightmares, pretty much his entire past, he actually enjoys talking/interesting conversations even though he doesnt really act like it,
realizes his problems even if he denies them. ie: ocd, bipolar etc.
worst memory:
The day andy died. He will never forgive himself for that and if he could turn back time he would. It was actually his psychopath parents that killed andy. It had been an accident of course. After his parents found them together they were going to 'cleanse' the boys of their sin. Andy tried to reason with them when he saw what they were doing with Ashton but there was arguing and then a scuffle and andy ended up hitting his head on the side of the tub and died.
best memory:
Ashtons best memory would probably have to be all the memories he has with andy. Andy was the first boy that ever took the time to get to know ashton or at least try to. He was the first boy that Ashton had kissed and the boy that ashton learned he was bi from. Andy is also the only boy thats ever taken ashton as how he was. He had helped ashton try and quit drugs and alcohol. He had taught him to play and get into music. Andy was like an angel and ashton had never felt he deserved him. Had actually pushed him away as much as he could. Of course Andy just ignores his attempts.
Ashton knew he should have kept him away, but he just couldnt seem to get rid of him. Ashton finally gave in and at the time he never would have traded it for anything. of course the events after that have him saying something else. Though everything they ever did was memorable and were probably the only good thing that he could look back on. though now he wont let himself. He doesnt let himself think of those good times since it was his fault for Andys downfall.
desires:
own a dog town for any strays or unwanted animals.
live in a house with a porch swing unbothered by anyone
pet peeves:
things being out of order
people who talk over him
when theres butter or peanut butter or anything like that and theres
stuff in it from whoever used it last, like crumbs or jelly or etc.
nick names, when people have to announce all the stuff they do that would make them 'bad' or what not
people who dont use common sense
overall:
Ashton is not an easy person to get along with. In fact you will more the likely find yourself arguing with him all the time. He is very opinionated though he never actually says his own opinions. He usually talks in facts. If he its not something he can prove he doesnt say it out loud. This helps to keep himself correct because personal opinions can go any way but if its a fact then its a fact. No way around that. Ashton also doesnt tend to say his own opinions because he tends to believe that anything he has to say that isnt clearly facts, doesnt matter.
Ashton is very moody. One minute you can be having a civilized conversation with him and the next he could go off the wall, or maybe he'll start flirting with you. Hes never smiled a day in his life and hes never actually been happy and probably wouldnt know or understand the feeling if it bit him in the ass.
Ashton does like conversation though. He likes conversation as long as the topic is worth it. When talking to ashton you may notice that he never talks about himself. If you ask how he is he usually answers with 'mm,' or he'll just turn the question back on you. If any questions are directed towards him he will ask another to put the topic back on the other person. He is very good at avoiding himself and he honestly believes that even if people deny it, people want to talk about themselves. He personally doesnt think anything about him is worth talking about. Plus he has this need to know about the people around him. He tends to get people to talk to him about everything, their past or whats pissing them off or anything. Ashton will file this information away and may or may not use it for future things.
Ashton likes to have control of things and knowing stuff about people gives him control over them. Ashton absolutely hates liars and fake people. It pisses him off to no extent. He also hates nicknames and the need people have for them. Another thing ashton likes to do is make people think and doubt things. He will pose questions make them see possibilities of everything though mostly he will focus on the negatives. That doesnt mean he wont point out the positives but his thoughts are the negatives outweigh the positives. Its just like in genetics how brown rules over blue and dark hair rules over blond hair, etc.
Ashton absolutely trusts no one. He thinks everyone has some hidden agenda. He doesnt believe that people just do or say things.. to be nice that they always want something in return. Ashton tends to be very paranoid about this and he will constantly lock his stuff up, keep an account of everything he owns and where its at. He is also paranoid about spirits and things like leaving electrical things plugged in while you're gone. he will unplug everything before he leave. Ashton has a bad case of OCD and will start to get antzy if something is out of place. If he walks into a room thats a mess he will automatically start fixing it. He cant stand a mess even though he hates his ocd and will deny that he has ocd.
Ashton tends to have issues sleeping as well maybe getting one or two hours here and there, but thats about it. He says his mind wont shut off that its constantly going and going and going and it drives him nuts. A lot of this tends to affect his mood too. It makes him antsy or angry or depressed. He just tends to be all over the bored. This is were drugs and alcohol come in. Ashton doesnt like not being in control of himself but he hates his mind more and because of this he will drink and get high and it will quiet him down a little not completely but enough that he feels a little better.
Ashton has a bad habit of starting to say something and then stopping and saying nevermind. Usually when he says that it means he actually was going to voice something that is from him and not statistics or something. Ashton also is really bad with compliments. He doesnt find anything about himself positive. He absolutely hates showing weakness and will cover most things up with his sarcasm. Ashton is very blunt too and hes not good at sugar coating things. Even though he is helpful with advice and such he tends to tell people flaws about themselves that he believes they need to hear but hes not very suave about it and people tend to get offended by it which will usually end up in an argument.
Ashton hates big crowds and he doesnt really like clubs all that much, though sometimes he'll go to them just to get free drugs or something. He just cant stand to be in places like that cause people there he never knows how disgusting they are or what they might have and there is never any room to breath.. or move. He hates body contact and he is definitely not big on PDA. Of course when hes high and drinking he is not only easier to get along with but he actually will get touchy feely.
He does tend to be a possessive person. He does not like sharing, at all. He can be very intense about things even if he tries to pretend hes not. Ashton is definitely not one you want to get into it with because he will always find a way to hit your weakest points. Sometimes he doesnt realize he's doing it, its just natural for him, but when he is trying, it can be bad. Ashton has a tendency to never back down from a challenge. Even if the challenge goes against what he would normally do he will do it just so he can prove the person wrong. Ashton really hates when people do things he does. Like if hes in the chat and someone else doesnt have a picture up. He will constantly tell them to put one up because it will bug him to no end. He hates when people do what he does. He also hates stupid people. If he thinks you're stupid... theres probably know way of coming back from that and it usually takes him no time at all to decide what he thinks of you. Ashton tends to be very blunt about things and he swears quite a bit, especially when hes pissed.
Ashton hates jesus people. Because of his parents he believes they're all psychotic. Of course theres a bit of odd religious duty in him which makes it difficult for him to deal with his sexuality. He hates being called gay because hes not. He is bisexual but again its not something he goes around flaunting. Ashton doesnt like being approached without him being prepared for it. Hes claustrophobic and gets very anxious when there isnt a window or a door open or if someone crowds him when its not under certain circumstances.
He will push a person as much as he can just to see how far he can get them. He also tends to doom himself a lot. He doesnt think he should have a lot of things so if things are going good for him he tends to sabotage them without thinking about it. If ashton is having a bad day or he is just unable to handle himself, hes not a self hurter but he will go out and look for a fight. Along these lines hes also a bit of a masochist. When it comes to sex he likes to be rough, he likes pain and he will go to extremes, body carving, burning, etc. Hes not always like this he will do light stuff just like some biting or what not, but especially when hes really aggressive he likes it rough. Likes to be tossed around. You can definitely say hes got anger issues.
Ashton will have black outs where he wont be able to recall things he did for hours. He usually only finds out when people confront him or he notices somethings happened that hadnt before. The blackouts started when he was little during the time of his abduction and theyve stayed with him. They happen less now that hes not with his parents but sometimes he still has them. Usually when he gets especially anxious. Usually during these black outs that he doesnt recall others will notice a change in him. Almost like he has no feelings and like theres nothing in his eyes but this complete darkness. Hes more vindictive and 'evil' in a sense. Like nothing can touch him. And he has no problems holding anything back.
Ashton is very resourceful. He knows where to look, what to look for, and he pays attention. He tends to lurk on the chat and he is constantly listening to things around him so dont be surprised if he knows more about you when you have never met him before, or have only talked to him once or twice. Ashton is also into music, he can play the guitar and bass and even the piano, though he doesnt. Rarely will you find him playing if ever and he definitely will not do it in front of people. He doesnt think he plays well at all, but thats not why he doesnt play. He writes too, sometimes lyrics, sometimes not, but he rarely ever looks at what he writes so really he never knows unless he does decided to look. He can draw as well.
Part of Ashtons insomnia is due to the fact that he has nightmares. Usually it correlates to the things that happened during his black outs but because he doesnt recall what happens during his black outs he doesnt understand anything thats going on. Especially during the times of his youth while he was abducted and his parents death.
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BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
mom Judith - 42
dad Ander-45
siblings:n/a
other relatives:n/a
history:
Ashtons parents were very religious, they really had their own religious intensity about them and they dealt with things how they thought they should be dealt with. If Ashton acted up or got out of line, his parents did anything they though they needed to do to set him on the right track. Even going to extremes was acceptable to them. When Ashton was four he was abducted from his front yard. Of course if he he hadnt been abducted his parents would have punished him for even going near a stranger regardless of whether it was his fault or not.
During that time Ashton was subjected to sexual abuse. The people put it in his head that his parents didnt want him, that he had been a bad child and told them to come and take him away. They told him lots of things and told him that if anyone asked that he was suppose to stay silent. Children should be seen not heard and besides no one wanted to listen to a little kid. No one believed little kids cause all kids lied. It didnt matter anyway, Ashton never remembered what happened, he usually blacked out and woke up later.
Ashton drew into himself. He felt bad. He didnt know what was going on didnt know what to do so he did what he was told not wanting to anger them. It was a couple years later that something changed. The people who abducted him were anxious and antsy and they bundled him him up without a word. They took him to a grocery store and just left him. Told him never to say a word about them and that if he stayed there someone would come. Said they wanted nothing to do with him anymore.
It wasnt long before police were there saying something about a tip they got and they would reunite him with his family in just a little bit. They had questions and tests to run. It felt like forever but finally he was reunited with his parents. It felt strange, he just felt like he was with new people, he didnt know these ones. It had been nearly three years almost and to a little kid it was a life time. Besides these were the parents that hadnt wanted him. Or maybe these were new parents, he didnt know he was a little kid and no one wanted to listen to them. So he just did as was told again.
His parents freaked out though and everyday for a month they stripped him down and scrubbed him clean, made him bathe in a tub of hot water. It was so bad his skin reddened nearly instantly but after a little while of sitting in it, it started to feel better. They burned his clothes that hed come home in. Every night they would make him stand in the corner and read aloud from the bible. There were times too if he said or did something they didnt approve of.. or even if he didnt fully eat the 'food of jesus' that they would actually flog him. They liked to do a lot of things from the bible, anything that was considered punishment or things that would 'save' his soul. They ended up stopping the floggings though after the neighbors finally called the cops. Theyd gotten him particularly bad that night and hed screamed as much as he had tried not to and when the police showed up they explained that ever since the abduction hes really been acting out. They said they're trying to up his visits with the shrink. Because they were known around the community as upstanding people the police didnt question.
They told him that god had punished him for the things they didnt know about that was why hed been kidnapped. They said anything that happened was his punishment and now he needed to work hard to gain the lords forgiveness and as long as he was good the lord would have mercy on his soul.
Ashton was a good kid, he went to school and came home. He did all that he was told but theres always a period when a kid starts to rebel when he started to get smart and realize all the fear his parents had put into him about god and hell was all bullshit. The first time he smoked hed was 12, the first time he tried beer he was 14 and the first time he tried drugs was when he was drunk off of four beers and it was his fifteenth birthday. Hed told his mother he was a sleep over with a friend from church. They were 'camping'. She knew this kid and his parents and thought that they were one of the more upstanding people at their church so she didnt question.
Ashton managed to keep his 'sins' under the radar of his parents though his parents would randomly perform cleansing rituals on him to make sure that he wasnt doing anything in his room like masturbating or anything of the sort. Besides they thought he was still being dammed for the things that happened to him while he was gone. Hed never told anyone but his parents said that they knew what happened to kids when they were abducted. That was why god had done it to him. It was a drastic measure but obviously needed to be done so he would be set back on track.
His parents were nuts. One day his parents had to go for some kind of church thing. They said they would be gone for two days, something they had to do. Honestly Ashton had stopped listening to them, having only heard that they would be gone for two days. After they had left Ashton, being bored, invited one of his friends over. His name was andy, they hung out a lot after school. Andy had actually been the one that was helping him quit doing drugs, and introduced him to music, teaching him to play all that he knew. Ashton was a fast learner, a natural when it came to music. Ashton had actually been doing well which was good because Ashton didnt really have any friends. Maybe one or two but they werent real friends just the kids that he got high with or drank with. He'd always been the kid the other kids picked on especially since they all knew about his abductions. Their parents had warned them to stay away from him. His parents were ignorant thinking that god and anyone who believed in him and attended the church would always be the ones he could rely on. Clearly they didnt know how jerky the kids were when parents werent around.
So when andy came to school a couple years before and took an interest in the loner, ashton had told him to fuck off many times, but it never seemed to phase andy. One day ashton finally said yes, Ashton surprised himself. Even when andy decided to turn Ashtons life around, something about andy made Ashton listen even when he wanted to push him away. So many little things about andy caught ashtons attention but he still just couldnt put his finger on it. Andy was the one that got him his first guitar, shortly after they he had started teaching him. He noticed Ashton writing a poem one day. He was really good with words. Ashton had been pretty guarded about it but of course andy managed to coax him into showing him. Andy knew then that ashton needed to get into music. Thought he was brilliant and insisted he let him teach him. Ashton was yet again surprised with how much he actually got into it.
It wasnt until about a month before the incident that Ashton realized what it was about Andy that drew him to him. He liked andy, actually liked andy. This was a shock in itself since andy was a boy and that was definitely not acceptable. Ashton tried to ignore it, but so many things, so many little things like glances, movements, touches... they did things to him. Ashton never acted on them, never said anything and Andy never acted differently. Ashton figured it was all in his head so he just dealt with it. Andy was a good friend though, probably the only one worth trusting.
His parents were going out for the weekend wouldnt be back until sunday. This would be the first weekend that they had finally let Ashton stay home alone. On this particular day though, something happened. After his parents had left, Ashton, bored, called Andy over. They were hanging around, playing a board game. Ashton decided it would be cool to have a couple drinks since his parents were gone and ... why not really? Andy agreed. They were pretty tipsy, nearly drunk when it happened. It started with a small touch, a hand on a leg, then it turned to pulling and soon they were making out on the floor, they had shirts off and pants unzipped, but not down, when his parents walked in. Apparently they had forgotten something and just had to come back to get it.
His parents hit the roof, of course. He'd never heard his mother yell so loudly. His father had grabbed them both and even Andy was scared for his life. His dad shook them till Ashton thought he was going to pass out. His mother grabbed the bible and motioned for his dad to bring them into the bathroom as she filled the tub with water. It was so hot ashton could see the steam rising from it. She had grabbed the large cross from the wall. She pulled the last of his clothes off and made him get into the water. She put the cross into the water as well before she grabbed the back of his hair and pushed his face into the water.
Ashton was panicking. His face felt like it was on fire, the hot water burning and he thought his mother was going to drown him. He could hear Andy trying to talk common sense into them, but they werent listening. It was as if they had gone crazy. At one point when his face was raised up he saw his father standing there with a large knife. He couldnt see andy anymore but he heard a loud noise and could tell they were wrestling. Next thing he heard was a loud thunk against the tub and the water started to stain red. He started to panic again and his father had to hold him down. Ashton isnt a big guy, so it was almost to easy for him. He had strength though from his adrenaline and when he heard his mother say something about bleeding him a little to cleanse himself in his own sinned blood, ashton knew there was no doubt in his mind that his parents were seriously crazy. His dad grabbed his hand and held it down as his mother sliced across his palm and then his other murmuring about the places that Jesus was nailed to the cross. He caught a glimpse of Andys lifeless form pushed out of the way.
The water was quickly changing from the pink to red as his blood added to it, flowing from the cuts. He was kicking so much, but they still managed to get him, not the exact spots, but his mother said it was okay, that wasnt the important part. She said that she must shed him of his tools since he had used them in sin and would now suffer unable to use it again nor would he be able to spread his sinful seed amongst humanity. When Ashton realized her intentions were to rid him of his penis he seemed to snap.
Ashton really couldnt tell you what happened. To ashton he had blacked out. All that he remembered was waking up in his bed his sheets covered in blood and his hands hurting. He was still naked his hair still to the point of partially dry but still damp in parts. His hands were wrapped in towels. When followed the trail of blood own to the bathroom and thats where he found his parents as well as andy, all dead dead. Ashton immediately called 911.
Ashton couldnt tell them anything and the scene had been cleaned of any fingerprints. They put Ashton through lie detectors and everything, but he still could not produce any kind of story other then what had happened. He did say that he had heard a voice, a stronger male voice just before he blacked out, but that was it. Ashton was the only suspect, there was no forced entry, no prints, no foot prints outside, nothing. Because they couldnt prove anything and Ashton passed the lie detectors and all the other tests, they couldnt hold him. He had no family that they could find and so they sent him here. Even though they couldnt prove he did it, they also didnt want any chances of him doing it again to someone else and since he didnt have any family he was property of the state.
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
your age:25
time zone:central
other characters:n/a
rp sample:
WHEN YOU'RE AT THE END OF THE ROAD & YOU LOST ALL SENSE OF CONTROL ,
& your thoughts have taken their toll
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Ashton snorted when carson said he was saved. His eyes dropped down to carsons hips and he tilted his head slightly. hmm... yeah... well... that may be so, but everyone still thinks you top all the time. he watched carson walk a little bit more before he finally took his eyes from his ass and hips. Really ashton had never been an ass person... never really a sexual person... but you try and look at that and without getting a hard on. Ashton was pretty sure it was impossible unless you were a vegetable. Maybe even then.
I dont see why its a problem anyway. I dont foresee anyone denying that its... a really.. great ass... i mean.. those are really great hips... male... hips that is. I know im not gay, but my dicks never twitched for any girls ass or hips like it does for yours and your a... he stopped, his step as well as his sentence. What the fuck did he just say? Seriously. Where the hell did that come from? His brows drew together and he firmed his lips. Maybe he should just not talk... ever. Since when did he say shit like that. Since when did he even think shit like that What the.. fucking.. hell....
At his comment about him going to kill him he let out a small heh. Didnt have to. I can see it in your eyes... Ive got powers like that dont you know... heh.. hm.. he crossed his arms over his chest loosely. He was kind of cold, but he wasnt going to complain. He was sure even if he did carson wouldnt care. Besides he wasnt looking for carson to care. If he did mention it, itd be offhand. The jacket was decent when it came to keeping warmth, but his body temperature was normally low, so he was easy at getting colder regardless of having a jacket or hat or gloves on even.
Ashton nodded as he explained about how he found the house and such. He shook his head. Well... i wasnt thinking it was all that creepy. Oddly it looks... he was going to say relaxing, comforting, something. Places like this... well the whole seclusion was cushion enough to make Ashton like it, but another thought hit him. Call him nuts, but he couldnt help the fact that he believed it. so... he said trying to sound casual. did this lady tell you any stories maybe? like.. about it being... haunted or anything... he threw in a smirk to hopefully come off like he was just messing around, like a good ghost rumor about it would just add to its charm. So sue him, but he hated the fucking paranormal. It freaked him the fuck out. Like... theres spirits and shit.. floating around.. watching you. thats... fucked up!
Ashton nodded. mm.. good.. he said. he didnt want people to disrupt, not that it was because he was with carson... really but... well... he just didnt want it. he hated being disrupted and for some reason it always seemed to happen, especially when he and carson were involved. He was certain people fucking watched and waited till the perfect time to just cut in and usually its when it was getting good. He also was very much okay with this over a crowded restaurant. He hated crowded restaurants, besides after finding smudges on his silverware and even glass, he was not so certain he cared much for restaurants at all.
He looked around as they entered the house. There was dust and cobwebs everywhere. Already his hands fisted needing to clean it. He scrunched his nose up. He tried to focus on something else. All he could think about was how it was going to get into his system he was probably going to start sneezing like crazy. It was a good thing he didnt have asthma or allergies really, but it didnt mean he liked the thought of that in his passages, let alone his lungs. His head turned to carson as he heard the flick of the lighter and there was a small lumination of light, casting over carsons face. Ashton had a random thought of nice of a face carson had and how good it looked with the glow on it, but he mentally shook it away.
Ashtons fingers dug hard into his upper arms as they started their way up the stairs. Two flights... okay. Again he let his eyes drift to carsons ass. It was far better to focus on that then the fact that there was probably three feet of dust on everything. Well okay yeah that was not possible, but thats besides the point. Carsons comment about the house not being the surprise sent slightly confused look on his face. Oh.. hm.. okay.. so.. wha... he nearly asked what the surprise was then, but stopped himself. He really needed to not ask questions. If carson wasnt going to give it away before why would he do it now. Surprise means surprise, not.. ruin surprise then try and keep it a surprise when presented.
TAGGED !? CARSON !?
HOW MANY !? 899 !?
LISTENING TO !? MUSIC? !?
LYRICS BY !? GREEN DAY - 21 GUNS !?
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
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(she's the resident personality disorder EXPERT) so yes, I'm believing personality disorder 5, Lexxi when you see this, you can accept and move if i'm correct 
