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The dorm was locked up and the lights were out, but he had managed to catch a glimpse of the sports field the other night when he ran across it naked. He figured that it would be a good place for a litlle thinkin' and drinkin'. Surely, he expected to be along and not to get caught by any means, but that was a chance he might be willing to take. Leavine east wing he headed in the direction of the field making his back pack straps tighter.

The area of the field was dark. That was expected. The dude walked onto the field and managed his way to the middle of it. He took a seat looking around this place was a bit chilly, but it was peaceful. He took out his bottle of captain morgan, because it was one of his favorites and he got like two for around thirty bucks the other night he brought one to a little party in the common room.

Tonight, though he wasn't looking for that kind of party he was just interesting in a small one of his own with not many people around if any. He didn't mind drinking by himself if it came down to it. He laid back after feeling the alcohol warm his vains. The stars were bright throughout the cold night and it was interesting to think of all the people looking at the stars with him. This was really relaxing.

[kiana sofia naihe]

Kiana never liked to sleep. It wasn't often she got to be herself for too long. Usually one of her personalities would take over and she wouldn't get to see much of the world. Things were hard when you couldn't even be yourself but Kiki wasn't going to let it get her down.

Sometimes she just felt lost though, like she was missing something, a piece of herself was stuck in the corner, only allowed to get out when they'd let her. It shouldn't be that way though. She was real, she should be able to control her own body most of the time.

Walking down to the sports field, Kiana knew she shouldn't be out but she didn't want to be in her room. Cameron was kind of mean and really only one of her personalities could stand to be around her.

It was just one of those nights. All Kiki wanted to do was just sit down somewhere, look up at the stars and not have to worry about anything at all. Getting to the field, it was pretty dark there but Kiki could make out a figure in the middle of the field just sitting.

She wanted for a second, not wanting to get too close. She watched him for a few minutes, standing over by the bleachers just to keep a safe distance. You knew could predict how anyone at this school would act but he just seemed to be drinking, alone.

Moving up toward him, Kiki kept her distance, looking a little unsure about actually going any closer. She just didn't know if it was safe to do that. "Hey," she called out, just watching him from a few meters away just in case she needed to run or something. She hadn't met him before, he had to be new but then Kiki didn't get much time to wander around and meet new people.

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The night was young and so was Tanner, the bottle was fresh and no one seemed to be coming out here, but it was alrigt sometimes a little alone time wouldn't do any harm to anything. Tanner was a level one much to his parents surprise, but he was here to make them happy. Sure, drinking out on the field would not appease them, but right ow what they didn't know wouldn't hurt them. This wasn't something he was proud of but it was a habit and sometimes he actually just did it for fun.

He sat up in order to drink a little more because well he didn't want to spill anything on himself by laying down, because then he would reek of alcohol. That would be bad, because then more then likely he would get caught and Tanner wouldn't do so well if he was caught. Then it would be a big mess and all because he was having a little fun. Sure, that wasn't allowed for him because it was his problem, but heck.

He suddenly heard a meeble hey and looked over at someone kind of cautiously walking towards him. "Hey" he said a smile crossing his face exposing his pearly whites. Tanner could understand why she would be cautious at this school of all places, but he really wouldn't hurt anyone unless they hurt them or were just a total asshole, but that took a lot usually he would just fix it with words rather then his fists. "How are you tonight?" he asked to comfort her so she wouldnt seem so distant.

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Kiki smiled back when he did, kind of like a natural reaction. A smile was the international sign of 'chances are i won't kill you if you come closer' and that was good enough for Kiki as she took a few more steps forward until she was close enough to see him better.

"Um.. good," she said, moving all the way forward, now that she had decided that he was probably safe to be around. She noticed the bottle of alcohol but didn't say anything.

She didn't really drink but she didn't mind it so much if others did. Kiki was just happy to talk and make friends. Usually when there was someone attractive, Roxie-Jade would fight for dominance but right now Kiki felt pretty calm.

She could be her and it was fine, it felt like nothing was going to trigger one of the others to show up and take her place which was always a good thing. "My name's Kiana," she told him as she sat down across from him, leaving a bit of space between them while staying close enough to talk. "But you can call em Kia or Kiki," she told him with a smile. She was still a little cautious but at least she was smiling. Kiki just felt better around girls than guys most of the time. Her eyes drifted down to the bottle again just to see how much was left so that she could maybe figure out if he was gonna act all drunk or something. It was always better to be safe than sorry.

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A smile was always a good sign unless it was devious then it was really horrible. She must have felt a little more safe because she came over to where he was completely. She was pretty, but he had yet to see her around the school, but then again it wasn't like he had been here long and out an about too too much.

"Good it sure is a nice night out." he said even though it was cold the stares were perfect and the air was rather awesome rather then a stuffy dorm room. Sure there was windoes but he just wanted to be out of there? Nothing too personal but outside was more his thing.

Tanner noticed her looking at his bottle. He really dind' want to make her feel uncomfortable so he put it in his backpack he had enough to warm him up anyways he really didn't need to drink to et drunk even if he wanted too there was always another time another place. "Im Tanner, but you can call me TJ if you want" he said with a smile. "What brings you out tonight?" he asked curiously.

[kiana sofia naihe]

"Yeah it's nice," kiki said quietly as she glanced up at the sky, taking in a deep breath. She liked it at night. It was always a lot calmer and things were just so quiet.

Kiki didn't say anything when he put his bottle away. She wasn't sure it was because of her or not but she didn't want to ask. She smiled when he told her his name. "It's nice to meet you TJ," she told him politely.

Kiki opened her mouth to speak but paused. What would she tell him? She had a million different answers but she settled for the easiest one, unfortunately it wouldn't tell him much at all.

"I guess I just don't want to sleep," she told him, looking up at him innocently with big brown eyes as though there were nothing at all for him to be suspicious about.

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"I do some of my best thinking on nights like these." he said not sure why he had really said that, but it was nice enough of a night and it just flowed from his mouth with ease. Out of the corner of his eye he innocently checked the girl out. She dressed nic. Well, a lot of the girls did here at Hawthrone, but Tanner wouldn't admit that he checked out someones attire. You could just tell a lot about a person from what they wore.

Though he seemed to like to concentrate more on people's actions and how they acted. The girl seemed to be honestly a sweetheart from what he could tell so far, sure you weren't suppose to judge by the cover, but that only went so far. Tanner thought it might nice to be sober and hang out with people, because his truth or dare experience ended being drunk and the last thing he remebered was someone trying to get him to hook up with Luce.

"It nice to meet you to Kiki" he said settling on that one, because well it suited her? He wasn't sure how he would define that, but well it worked for him. "That's understandable." he said with a nod. Well, his story was that he was thinking though he was drinking as well so those two things could kind of cancel eachother out from time to time.

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Kiki smiled. Thinking, that was easier to do when you were alone, she knew all about that. Though a lot of the time, she would prefer not to think at all because that usually led to over-thinking things and then wondering why she had to have these personalities and if she would ever get rid of them.

She smiled when he spoke again and said that it was nice to meet her. He seemed really nice and politer and perhaps most important of all, he seemed normal for a place like this but then she knew there were people here didn't quite have any major problems. Still, she figured he was probably a level one or two so he would b pretty safe to be around.

She had another half-smile on as she stared at the ground. Maybe she should be a little more honest. She had lost friends before by not telling them the truth so why ruin it before it even got started? People would meet Kiki and think that she was nice then they would meet one of the other personalities and when they saw her again things would change. They looked at her differently, treated her different and thought she was crazy. Kiki didn't want that anymore and at a place like this, people would expect problems so maybe it would be easier to accept too.

"Okay, I kind of have a confession to make," she said, looking a little worried about telling him and feeling the need to nonetheless. "I don't want to sleep because if I do, I might no be me when I wake up," she said, biting her lip back as she waited to hear that she was crazy or something.

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Thinking could be considered a really good tool to use, but sometimes it could be a horrible thing and someone could overdo it and totally ruin a lot of things in their life. Or they couldn't think enough and well carelessness could set in on all levels. Thinking wa just an object in his opinion that was way too harsh on a person's brain.

Tanner smiled back at the girl when she smile at him it was like a chain reaction that was going back and forth between the two of them! He felt she might kind of had a phobia. She seemed kind of reserved and she didn' sit next to him so he just made the assumption that she was fearful of him in some way. Though he was like one of the nicest people here.

Tanner in his short stay here had not met a lot of people on a genuine basis. Well, he hadn't met any on a good basis yet, because well he had met people through truth or dare. Though he was a really good person and found himself to be one of the nicest on this campus and what not. Tanner didn't get mad easily and if he was mad it was because he was trying to stir the topic in a different direction, someone likd to his face, was annoying, and immature.

When he heard her speak he looked up and raised a brow. "Alright" he said with great intent to listen and understand what the girl had to say. Though she spoke and he did not know what she was really speaking of.. "What do you mean?" he asked her in an honest tone

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Kiki had her hands over her mouth, looking away. "I probably shouldn't have said anything but I thought maybe you should know instead of like finding out later and thinking I'm some kind of crazy person or something I don't know.. I think I kind of am crazy," he said, rambling a bit, though her words sounded muffled thanks to the hands she kept over her mouth before finally removing them to take a deep breath and then looking back up at the guy.

"I've got.. DID.. which is basically like multiple personalities.. So.. um.. if you see me again and I act really weird, that's probably why," she explained, thinking that this would pretty much clear up the crazy confession she was trying to make. She just didn't want him to see her again as someone else and then be another person who would stay away and not want to speak to her again just cause of that.

"People sometimes just think I'm being rude on purpose but.. that's not it so I thought I'd just tell you and get it out of the way," she said, looking up at him hoping he would think it was really weird or freak out or anything. She hadn't meant to just throw this at him but she didn't want to keep loosing friends from not telling them either. So she thought just putting it out there from the start might be a good idea.

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She started going off about how she shouldn't have said anything. He stood up and put a finger over his mouth. "One, I think you for telling me, but at the same time I must say you are only as crazy as you make yourself out to be..." he said trying to tell her that he really didn't think she was crazy by any means. "I don't think anyone is crazy though I mean look where we are.." he said spinning around in a circle. They were all defined as crazy in a sense, but what did that really mean? Normal crazy it was all stupid! You were who you were.

"Hey, I am not judging you and I'll remember that in case I run into you and you don't feel like Kiki" he said understanding. He did his homework on the people well not the people...but mostly he wanted to know what kind of people would be here, because well he didn't want to step on any toes and not know anything just the slightest bit. "Im a pretty understanding guy.." he said letting her know if he met her other personalities he'd be kindd as well.

"Well, I know I just met you, but you dont look like someone that could be rude...i mean i am sure you could be if you really tried, but like I don't see it being a purposeful thing." he said shaking his head. It was hard to defriend Tanner. He could deal with a lot of different things in life and be cool with people.

[kiana sofia naihe]

Kiki froze. Oh yeah, well, she didn't really mean it like that it was just her thoughts but he didn't want her to say she was crazy. Wow, why? Cause as far as she was concerned, she kind of was with her crazy personalities and not even being able to be herself all the time.. That was just not normal but she wouldn't say it again.

Kiki just stood, watching him with big brown eyes opened wide as he pointed to all that was around. Was he drunk? Probbaly, she wasn't going to question it. Roxie-Jade drank a little some times too so wouldn't it be kind of hypocritical in some way to judge?

He seemed pretty understanding anyway which was good. It was more than she had expected but that was great. Kiki smiled a little when she said that he couldn't see her being rude. "Oh well, no I.. I mean, I wouldn't be.. That's mostly just Paulie," she said. Paulie could be a asshole sometimes but it was just because he or she or whatever Paulie was just didn't like being taken for granted or bullied in any way. Paulie always stood up for Paulie and sometimes that ended in rudeness.

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Tanner didn't believe that anyone was crazy. Well, there wre some of them that were but just because you couldn't control some things it didn't mean that you were crazy. Sure, it sucked not being abot to be you, but hey you couldn't change things that you had not control over.

Tanner was kind of well lightly buzzed, but that was becauste it was hard alcohol, but nothing more. It took him a lot more to get drunk then tat. Tanner had planned on gettind runk thouh, but such a nice girl came out and well it was too lovely of a nigh he decided to stay sober.

So far he heard the names Kiana, Roxxie-Jade and Paulie. He was sure it pry had to be hard, but he figured that she could handle it she had so far. He met the true her to start off so it wa all good. "Aw well, I'll keep that in mind" he said with a smile. Sure, she wouldn't want him meet Paulie, but hey at least he knew what to expect.

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