Post by willow jayden shae on Feb 25, 2011 19:33:49 GMT -5
willow jayden shae
How stubborn are the scars when they won't fade away?
Or just a gentle reminder that now are better days?
I should've known the tides were getting higher.
They think we're drowning but our heads are still above the waves,
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AND I THROW MY HEART BACK TO THE OCEAN
nicknames: Willy, Will.
sex:Female
age:17
birthday:April, 6, 1994
grade: Junior
orientation: Willow; Straight. Jay; Bisexual
diagnosis: dissociative disorders; level 4
problem:
Willow has a multiple personality named Jay. She also has a slight addiction to drugs, and a minor Anger problem.
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BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
BUT IT DON'T GO FAR, IT COME BACK FLOATING
eyes: Brownish-black
face: A bit of a square shape, with prominent features.
body: Slender, muscular
fashion: Willow wears whats comfortable, and what she feels like wearing. Jay wears what she wishes.
playby:Barbie Beatdown
overall:Willow would most likely be found in tight jeans, and ripped up band shirts, she likes to wear black a lot. Jay is more of the sexy type, dressing in more showy, yet edgy outfits. She has many piercings such as her Septum, snakebites, tongue ext.
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AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
AND I WATCH IT WASH UP WITH THE DEAD FISH
dislikes:-Jay-chaotic drama-Clingy people-people getting in her face.-People forcing her to do things-her past-Alcohol
strengths:Knows how to handle things, Strong, smart.
weaknesses: Sometimes too independent, her family.
secrets:Jay, when she can hide it.
worst memory: Being raped, both times.
best memory: Meeting Alex again
desires:Get rid of Jay, get out and live a normal-ish life with her family.
pet peeves:People pissing her, or her family off for laughs, people trash talking her family.
overall: Willow is a cheerful girl, she tends to let her mind wander, and doesn't much like getting in fights. Though if you play with her temper she will lash out on you,. She doesn't stand by and watch people she cares about get hurt. If she see's something bad going on, she'll try to help.
Jay is a conceited bitch, simple as that. She does what she has to to get what she wants, and loves to torment people for fun. She doesn't tolerate bossy people, and if you get on he nerves in the slightest, she wont hesitate in showing her annoyance.
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BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
BUT IT AIN'T QUITE DEAD, IT JUST IS LIKE THIS
siblings: tyberious alexander; hawthorne lillian marie; hawthorne
other relatives:n/a
history:
Ah, yes my past, this is an interesting topic and one I don’t like to share. But if I must I will. Just don’t expect me to be calm about it. I may get a bit violent, so watch out.
So, like most people I was born and as per usual my mother gave birth to me. Her name is Aundrea. I believe she is currently 39. My father? His name was Daven and well would be 49, except for the fact that hes dead. I’ll explain that later. Tiberius, my brother, was born two years before me. then, Little Lillian popped right out of my mother… about three years after me
Anyways…
So when I was about three, my dear ol’ dad started to drink, and when he was drunk… he got physical. He didn’t usually go for us kids, so he went for mum. Ty was rather protective, so he would hide me, and such. He tried to help mum, but got a few good beatings himself from that. But seeing as Ty was a fragile young thing, he couldn’t handle it as well, and soon gave up. Mum would often expect a beating, and, well she expected right. She got beat almost every night.. Anyways, eventually she got knocked up again…I still don’t understand why they still had sex. I doubt she did it willingly.
Mum seemed weirdly happy that she was Prego again, guess it was cause dad didn’t beat her then. But the happiness never stayed, cause dad was still always drunk and coming home late. See, even though she was pregnant he was still violent towards her, though never actually touching her. The memories are still fresh in my mind of how he would come home all tipsy mum would quickly clean any mess in the kitchen and hesitantly make her way towards dad, holding a plate full of food. He would growl at her, and smack the plate, causing it to fly to the ground, glass shattering on the floor.. food scattered. us kids hiding behind the bathroom door. I remember a specific time when Ty had slipped, and I tried to catch him but he fell against the door, slamming it open. dad looked up pissed, his eyes all glazed over. He pointed at Ty and yelled at him to come and clean the mess but when Ty didn’t get up right away dad rushed over and grabbed a fistful of Ty’s hair, dragging him across the floor. He finally picked him up and threw him down onto the mess of glass and food. He yelled again for him to clean it up, then shoved Ty’s face in it. Ty was only six… and he was almost beaten to death.
Anyways, after Lillian was born dad went back to beating mum every night. Ty was older now, so he beat him to… never did beat me though.. it bothered me… why was he keeping me unscathed? Creepy son of a bitch. Mum was usually to weak to take care of Lillian, so even though I was only 5 I had to do it. But you know how it is… we got used to it, life moved on and it became regular… almost normal. Most of the time when dad was around, me and the baby would hide in the bathroom while Mum and Ty were on the battlefield. Years passed, and then mum disappeared, it was the night before Lillian’s 4th birthday… I guess she just packed her bags and left… sick of this life. She could have at least taken us with. Fucking bitch.
Years went by, Ty still got beat and me and Lillian unharmed. He was saving us… sick motherfucker. I was 13 when it all went down. Dad came home, drunk as usual but Ty and Lillian weren’t there.. out with friends? I still don’t know. Anyways dad being the sick Mofo that he was decided since he had no woman in his life, he would pray on his poor little girl. Me. Ugh… anyways he was all, touchy feely… you know how it goes… when Ty came home… man he was in a rage… never seen him so pissed. He was tough for a fifteen year old. Grabbed the bottle in dads hand and shattered it against his head, causing Dad to get disorientated. When he found his feet again dad lunged, and well… sharp bottle meets lunging body = Death. After that Ty was in a panic and we got the hell out of there. Barely packing anything… not like we had much anyways.
Living on the streets was easier than one would think, we lived there for a few years. we got into some shit to, Ty had joined a gang after about two years and they had a thing for Lillian. See, she developed early and was a pretty damn good looking eleven year old. The gang decided they would whore her out for extra cash. Never saw her again after that. Probably cause I tried to stay away from the gang. Me and Ty were chatting one day, when his Gang friends came around, and well.. they were interested in me. Ty told them to bugger off, but they continued circling me like vultures around a carcass. I told them to fuck off, and well… that got them more interested.. Ty wasn’t happy about this, and was pushing them off, but seeing as they were just a gang, and not really friends they held him back while he struggled to get loose. Well… this is where Jay came into play. She didn’t exist before they raped me, but I guess my mind just cracked, creating two people in one body. I’m not crazy though... I swear. I never saw Ty again…
Anyways, at some point Jay sort of built up her own gang… she she’s the touch, violent girl… she can survive on her own, but she had a thirst for dominance. She met a guy named Alex, he knows about me and Jay. He’s one of the only people that sees me, and not Jay… anyways he was one of my top guys… and I didn’t know it at the time, but I kinda had a thing for him, but not Jay, she didn’t really like him. Jay got in a fight at some point, I think we were almost 16 at that time… she always got into fights, but this one was worse. She killed people and got put in jail along with Alex and other gang members. Lost touch with Alex after that…
Well i got sent to this place to complete my education, i did drop out before my Sophomore year i do believe. Huh...this will be fun.
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN TORNADO
your age:15
time zone:Central
other characters:Ian, Logan, Jacobi.
rp sample: Old member
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OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
OH MY HEART, IT'S A HOUSE IN THE SKY IN THE EYE OF TORNADO
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