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Post by nickolaus ian andrews on Feb 19, 2011 17:27:48 GMT -5
Ian sighed as he sat on his bed. This entire week had gone to shit. First Danni mad at him, then he became depressed again causing Ian to worry. To top that all off, his little sister was here for drugs.Along with her boyfriend. Oh...and there's the fact that Alli pretty much hated him, yeah perfect. The cherry on top was how his little sister, the only one he cared for dearly (aside from Danni of course) blamed him for everything. The more Ian denied it, the more he realized how true it was. He brought home Chris, he started the fighting, he caused Alli to do drugs. he was to blame, and he hated himself for it. All this time he tried ignoring the fact that he ripped their family apart, but Alli was making it clear. It was his fault.
As much as he wanted to blame the Blake guy for bringing Alli to drugs, he couldn't. Ian had drawn Alli away with all the fighting. That made him more depressed. He let out a soft sigh, his eyes shut. He wanted everything to be back to normal, him and Alli side by side, best friends like before. That's when he got up. He couldn't spend his time moping about this! He could still try to fix it! Alli was here now, it was his chance! He wouldn't let her ignore him, the chat was pointless to try to talk to her on. He needed to talk to her in person, and honestly he really missed her. He wasn't entirely sure where her room was, or if she was even in it. He just went with the first number he thought. Yeah not so smart there.
So there he was, running (okay..more like speed walking) not stopping for anyone, he really needed to see her, and fast. When he made his way to her dorm he stopped to catch his breath. Knocking on the door he let out a sigh. "Alli? Its Ian..we need to talk, and i'm not leaving until we do." She was the only family member he had left, he couldn't lose her too.
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Post by alliya on Feb 19, 2011 18:04:54 GMT -5
  I'M THE NEW CANCER[/B][/size][/font][/size] •• N E V E R • L O O K E D • B E T T E R ••[/i] A N D Y O U C A N ' T S T A N D I T- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Allie smiled. Blake had just came to Hawthorne, she had too, but she now had him here! It was going to be wonderful, no parents to keep them away. Just the two of them. Although only thing would fuck up the whole thing. Ian. Or better, Nickolaus. Even though he hated his first name, when he pissed her off she used it. Just because of the fact that he hated it. And at the time being, she hated him.
She hadn’t been here long before she realized that her brother was here. Of course Ian was a rather common name, but Alliya wasn’t. And the second he saw her name in the chat he knew that it was her. Although she had just also found out that Blake was here. She had also been there for a like a week before she went on the chat. Then a few hours later she saw Blake’s name and was excited! He knew that it was her by her name also.
She heard a knock and she sighed. Just then she heard her brothers voice. ”Just go away!” she said from her bed. The last statement that Ian had said to her on the chat had gotten to her. It made her want to forgive him, but she couldn’t. He basically was the one that forced her away. Away from the family and him. Since he knew that she didn’t like fighting and he had been the one that caused it all.
Then when their parents shipped them off they believed that everything would be back to normal since their ‘perfect’ daughter wouldn’t do anything that would hurt the family. But of course what they didn’t know wouldn’t hurt them. That was until one day then went to get her from Blake’s and they hadn’t told her that they were coming. She knew that them walking into the house with the needle in her arm didn’t look quite well.
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Post by nickolaus ian andrews on Feb 19, 2011 20:10:26 GMT -5
"Alli, please...don't do this." Ian leaned his head on her door, his voice was full of pain. "I know you hate me, i know i fucked up real bad. I'm sorry..." His voice cracked a little. he looked down and clenched his eyes shut, hoping to hold back any tear threatening to come out. "I-I can't lose you Alli. I know its all my fault, and i'm real sorry, i can't even explain how sorry i am, and i know its pointless, because what i did was horrible." He took a breath. "I shouldn't have done what i did, and i know i hurt you, just please.." He couldn't take the fact that she was angry at him, he wanted to curl up and disappear. It wasn't like Ian to be like this, but when it came to something like this, well..he was pretty broken.
Tears welled up in his eyes, which made him clench his fist, he was never one for crying, he actually hated it. It wasn't because it wasn't a manly thing to do, or any of that bullshit. He just cried to much in the past, he hated how uncomfortable it was to cry. He took a deep breath. "Alli, please..just let me in. Please." The last please only came out as a whisper. He raised his fist as if he was gonna punch the wall, but decided against it, instead he just shoved it in his pocket.
When it seemed like she wasn't going to do it, he backed away, half thinking about leaving, half thinking about barging in, but hell that wouldn't help much would it now.?
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Post by alliya on Feb 19, 2011 20:26:57 GMT -5
I'M THE NEW CANCER [/B][/size][/font][/size] •• N E V E R • L O O K E D • B E T T E R ••[/i] A N D Y O U C A N ' T S T A N D I T- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Alli moved her laptop off her lap and shut it besides her, not worrying about logging out of anything. She pulled her knees up to her chest and held them. Wrapping her arm around her legs and burying her head into her thighs. She didn’t want to deal with this. She knew that she would cry, because she may fight online, but she wasn’t one for fighting in person. Although if someone pissed her off enough.
She clenched her eyes shut and tried making it so that he wasn’t there. But it wasn’t true, he was there, and he wanted to talk to her. She didn’t want to talk to him because it would probably end up how it was with their parents. Fighting. About her choosing drugs, about hanging out with Blake, blah blah blah, everything she did was wrong now. She didn’t want to deal with it from him too.
When she heard him apologize she let a single tear fall. ”its open” she said rather quietly, but she knew that he should hear it. She didn’t change the way that she was sitting, she didn’t want to. Although she knew that he would probably just come in and hug her as soon as he saw her, since of course he never liked seeing her like this, but she was fed up with the fighting. Enough was enough, their house had been chaos for the past few years. Something that she wasn’t ready for.
”I’m sorry too” she said softly.
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