Bad Habits,,, OPEN

[ashers]

Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don’t really care!

Anna was having a pig out day, she’d been in the dining hall for about three hours just eating food. She felt guilty for eating so much, but she knew that if she didn’t eat then she’d probably pass out by next week. It was easier to eat once a week and not pass out than it was to not eat at all and pass out every so often. So now she was heading to the bathroom, feeling sick to her stomach with the amount of food she’d eaten. Yup, it was the way she went on. As she got to the bathroom, she locked the stall and pulled off a bracelet from her wrist. It was a bracelet that she’d made a long time ago made from the handle of a toothbrush, she used it because it worked well for times like this when she’d ate far too much.

It didn’t take long for her meal to come back up. All of it going down the toilet. Anna shivered and closed her eyes, breathing deeply and heavily. She hated this part but it was necessary. Again a gagging sensation coming over her and she began to throw up again. Yuck, disgusting. Anna knew that she definitely shouldn’t be doing this, she was at this school to try and get out of this habit…but she always wanted it, it gave her some control.

After there was nothing else that would come up, Anna wiped her mouth and unlocked the door, going to the taps and sipping some water to get rid of the taste in her mouth. After that she splashed her face with cold water and shivered. One meal done for the day.

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Tagged !?! Open!
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Lyrics[/color] !?! 4ever by The Veronicas
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[aimee]

Belle had needed to use the bathroom, okay well duh. She didn't just walk around all day and her body fluids magically disappear. Okay sometimes she wished they did, she hated to school bathrooms they were the grossest things she's ever been in and they made her want to take a shower for hours until the germs were scrubbed off of her.

She went in locked the stall and did her business, but when she got out she heard puking and she shook her head, going to wash her hands. Sometimes she didn't get these girls and throwing up. She maintained her body image easily by eating the right foods. Why didn't they ever try that? Just eat less fattening foods and follow the food pyramid and you are pretty as can be.

But no, they didn't get that, she shook her head and stood there, waiting for the girl to come out. Okay so Belle didn't usually tell someone what to do. But she felt the need to tell someone to do something. She didn't like people ruining themselves when they could be the same doing something else. When the girl walked out Belle felt a smile appear.

She walked over to her, "Hey I'm Belle." She wasn't going to outright tell the girl, 'hey I'm belle don't puke' and walk away. She was smarter then that, so she'd work her way up to that.

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[ashers]

Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don’t really care!

Anna didn’t even notice the person when she first came out of the stall. Splashing her face with cold water again and sighed. When the girl spoke, Anna turned to her and frowned lightly. From experience, anyone who tried to speak to her after she’d finished her…business, in the bathroom, it usually meant she’d get some form of lecture on how she shouldn’t be doing it. Wiping her face, she smiled weakly. “Hi, I’m Anna.”

[/color] She said meekly, before washing the bracelet under the tap and putting it back on her wrist.

After she’d introduced herself Anna went on to washing her hands. She wasn’t going to just walk straight out, she wasn’t going to try and deny that she hadn’t done what she’d just done, because she had, and she wasn’t in denial of what she did. However, she did bite her lip and glance to the girl next to her. “Sorry…about, you know, you having to hear that. Not the most pleasant thing to overhear.”[/color] She said slowly before continuing to wash her hands. Looking at her hands as she washed, she hoped that the girl wouldn’t press her about it, Anna had heard so many lectures about how she shouldn’t starve herself then force so much food down just to have it all come back up. The lectures were boring, and it never stuck with her. No matter what happened, she would always do the same thing.
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Tagged !?! Belle!
Wearing[/b] !?! this!
Lyrics[/color] !?! 4ever by The Veronicas
Notes[/color] !?! None![/size][/blockquote]

[aimee]

Belle wasn't rude and she wasn't stupid so instead of starting off spouting she decided to just smile and flip her hair back. "It's nice to meet you," she said with a shrug and leaning into the sink. She really never done this before and she wasn't sure how to do it so she stood straight again.

"That's what i was going to talk to you about," she said with a slightly nervous laugh. Looking down then back up she mustered the courage to say this. If the girl didn't take the advice so what. "Okay I'm not saying throwing up doesn't work in keeping you skinny or that it's not a disease."

Sighing she looked in her eyes, "What I'm saying is try eating healthy foods and your food pyramid things. That's how come I'm skinny. It works I promise you."

[ashers]

Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don’t really care!

Smiling towards Belle, Anna nodded. “You too.”

[/color] She said quietly when the girl said nice to meet you. It was only polite. And that was the easiest way to get through it right?

Anna smiled lightly when she heard the words coming from the girl’s mouth. Oh the ‘eat right and you’ll be thin’ speech. Anna had heard this one before. “Thanks, I know, but I think I’ll stick with my way.”[/color] She said nodding towards the girl not saying anything else, not saying she’d stop, not even denying that what she did was disgusting, pointless and wrong.

The thing was Anna knew it. She knew that throwing up food once a week and not eating the rest of the time was dumb and stupid and probably more than a little bad for her health. But it wasn’t about her health. Annaleigh wasn’t bothered about it, yes she liked being skinny and this was the way she’d maintained her quite thin figure, but…it wasn’t the only reason she did this incredibly stupid thing.
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Tagged !?! Belle!
Wearing[/b] !?! this!
Lyrics[/color] !?! 4ever by The Veronicas
Notes[/color] !?! None![/size][/blockquote]

[aimee]

Belle bit down on her lip, thinking about her next words very carefully. She didn't like hurting peoples feelings but she didn't like when people did stupid stuff. She felt like her coming here was a calling to help others find the right path.

So breathing in she mustered some courage to look up from the sink to the girl. "Anna..um.but what your doing is wrong," she said softly and turning away again. Crap what if this girl got mad? She couldn't handle that, she was really bad at handling confrontations.

She was prepared to muster up an apology and bailing.